Nine
Ava
I wake up with a start and find Roan in my room.
“What are you doing in here?” I snap at him, still trying to wake up. And though I have a T0shirt on, I pull the blanket up around me.
He pulls the curtain to the side. “It’s raining. I have tea for you.”
He brings over a tray and sets it on the bed. He has tea for me, but that doesn’t explain what he’s doing in my room.
“Why are you here?” I reach for my phone, ready to dial 911 if I need to.
He shrugs, laying down on the bed next to me. “To talk.”
I try to get out of bed. “There’s nothing to talk about.”
He grabs my arm, pulling me closer to him. “There’s a lot to talk about. But you don’t want to listen.”
He’s right, I don’t.
I’m about to say something to him or push him off when I feel his fingers trace the edges of my panties. I someone how didn’t notice.
“Roan,” I whisper. He keeps doing it, but for some reason I let him.
He pushes my panties to the side, and he flicks my clit, causing me to moan. I haven’t had a man touch me since the Roark incident.
He keeps going, tracing circles around my clit as I wither under his touch. He slides a finger into my slick entrance, and I nearly come off the bed. I should stop him, but I can’t. I like it, and I want to come.
“You’re so wet. I wonder how you’ll taste.” He slides down the bed and he replaces his finger with his tongue. I cover my mouth to keep myself from shouting.
“Oh, God,” I moan as I buck up to meet the thrust of his fingers.
“Not God, but close,” he says before going back to sucking on my clit. I am so close; I can feel it.
He bites down and I come apart. He continues licking me until I can’t take anymore. He slides back up the bed like he just didn’t do that and pulls me into him.
Why did I let him do that?
Maybe because I missed the touch of a man? Or because I’m a slut? No, I can’t be a slut. I’d have to be giving it to anyone, but I’m not. I haven’t been with anyone but Roark. I haven’t been with anyone since Roark.
“Roan?”
He looks down at me. “I wanted to do that. I wanted you to feel like you are wanted, because you are.”
He says nothing else, and soon I fall back asleep.
When I wake up again, he’s gone, and it’s time to get ready for work.