Chapter ten
Kai
I groan as Leo thrusts into me. He feels fantastic, stretching me open as he lights bursts of fire across my prostate. My groans are primal and wonton. He is perfect, and yet I want more. My whorish words are drowned out by the fabric filling my mouth, bringing me as close as I can get to sinking my teeth into his flesh and marking him as mine.
My body trembles and shakes, my heart pounding in my chest as I feel the ecstasy building within me. The air seems to thicken, and our world distorts my vision.
"Kai," Leo gasps, his voice strained. "I'm going to come."
His words send a shockwave of pleasure through me, and I squirm harder, trying to push my hips up to meet him. I want to feel him explode against me, to feel the warmth of his release envelop me.
"Me too," I groan, my voice barely audible over the sound of our bodies colliding.
Leo's eyes lock onto mine, his gaze intense and unyielding. His gaze is filled with lust and trust, which fills me with warmth, making every movement feel even more intimate. His body stalls as he cums in my ass, tugging almost violently on my cock.
As I feel his muscles clenching and unclenching around me, I know I'm not far behind.
"Oh god, Leo," I groan, my name tumbling from my lips like a prayer. "I'm going to come."
His eyes never leave mine as he nods, murmuring words of encouragement that send another wave of pleasure. "Come for me, Kai. Let yourself go."
With those words, I lose myself in the moment. The world around us fades away, leaving only us two wrapped up in the embrace of our passion and love. My body tenses, every muscle straining as I push towards the pinnacle of pleasure.
My release explodes in thick spurts of cum, coating both our chests and part of the bed, too, thanks to his hand holding my cock towards the ceiling as he milks my length for every last drop. My body shakes as exhaustion consumes me.
"I love you," he whispers, his voice barely above a breath.
Love?
It’s a bit too soon for that.
I lie helplessly in the bed as he takes care of everything, showing no sign of releasing me until he has cleaned up the mess our sex has made.
Sex.
Am I not making love? What is the difference? I’ve had sex before, and this felt nothing like anything else.
The hungry, passionate kisses, the way he took away my need, controlling everything, just like in my dreams.
Could this be what love is supposed to feel like?
“I’m going to run you a bath,” Leo calls distantly, followed by the sounds of running water. That is more than my previous hookups do. He still cares for me after getting what he wants from our time together. Is this what people call more?
I want more from my relationships. Is this it?
He returns to the bed and pulls the fabric from between my teeth.
“I love you too,” I mutter. Had my mouth been empty when he made his declaration, I wouldn’t have been able to reply, but now I think I can give him the truth.
As he frees me from the bed, I feel a bizarre sense of disappointment, which turns to humour as he tries to lift me from the middle of the bed and fails. He falls across me, both of us in giggles—very madly grown-up giggles, but definitely, that shrill laughter that comes from losing all modesty and self-control.
“It’s fine, I can walk.” I shuffle across the bed and have a go at standing. My legs don’t agree, and would like a little more attention from sexy Mr Neoprene. “Bollocks.”
Leo reaches around and fondles mine as if obeying an order before resorting to a fireman’s lift to escort me across the room. My first reaction is to shriek until my hands found purchase against the rounded globes of his arse, and then my protests stop. I mean, it's not a bad view.
“Stop making this into a farce,” I grumble.
Leo chuckles as he carries me across the room, his hands slaps against my arse. "You really are something, Kai," he murmured, his voice tinged with amusement and affection. "I can't help but feel like we're in some sort of farce."
"I think we're past the point of farces, Leo," I chuckle, squeezing his bottom playfully. "We're now venturing into the realm of pantomimes!"
“Oh no, we’re not,” he disputes in a sing-song voice.
“Oh fuck we are.”
He chuckles at my remark, a warm, genuine sound that sends a shiver down my spine. "You know how to brighten up my day, Kai."
As he sets me down gently on my feet, I can't help but marvel at how graceful he is despite his size. I couldn't help but notice the muscles in his arms flexing as he effortlessly carried me, and how his hair had fallen out of place made him look even more handsome.
“Go on, enjoy your bath. I’ll change the bed, and then we can snuggle and chat.”
Stepping into the bath of hot water gives me a shudder. I have a human-sized fish tank in my bedroom, which dominates the room and makes everything feel tiny. Being enclosed in the tub, even if my head is above the water level. Declaring my love for this man brings me to the difficult decision that he will need to know why I need such a large tank in my bedroom. Declaring my love for a man who works for my enemy will be more challenging than any confession I have for him.
My tumbling thoughts prevent me from enjoying my bath time as much as I had hoped, and I leave long before the water is cold.
“Perfect timing,” Leo greets me as I enter the bedroom with just a towel. “I was making a coffee, but I should help you find those pants. I’m sure I threw them over here.”
I laugh as he makes a show of gathering my clothing. He even looks under my belongings in his search for them.
“There.” He finally relents, flinging my top to me. I leave it on the side for now. My trousers are all I need for the moment. As much as I would enjoy snuggling naked with his man, we are more likely to have a sensible conversation about where we go next if I’m not preoccupied with how much I want to suck his cock.