Bones (Bonetti Brothers #1)

CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO

ATHENA

Therapy isn’t supposed to be fun, but for me it was really challenging. I didn’t know how much to tell her about Luca, so I mostly didn’t. I did ask her when we could have sex. The answer was generic; when I feel like I’m ready, and that he shouldn’t push me for anything. It’s not that I’m dying to have sex, it’s just the normalcy of it. I don’t want my husband to be afraid to touch me, or worse, think of my father when he does. Also, I think the longer we wait, the more likely it is to cause problems. Luca was the first man to look at me with unquenchable desire. The first to give me an orgasm. He was my first everything that counts, and I don’t want to lose that.

I walk through the house looking for him, but I don’t know where he is. Did he leave? I walk down the long upstairs hallway, peeking into each room as I pass, and stop in my tracks when I hear his angry, booming voice.

“I don’t give a fuck. He was a goddamn pedophile, and raped his own fucking daughter. How many times? I have no clue, because she won’t talk to me. If he has a problem with that asshole being dead, he can take it up with me, but no, he is not seeing my wife. Access fucking denied.”

Standing outside the door, I shake as I attempt to figure out what he was talking about. Obviously, it was about me. But who wants to see me? I had no family aside from my mother and father. But he said, ‘he is not seeing my wife’. I’m sure it was ‘he’ and not ‘she’. Besides, why would my mother want anything to do with me now?

The door jerks open, and I come face to face with a furious Luca. His face is red, fists clenched, and I can feel the pure anger coming from him in waves. When he registers who is standing in front of him, he calms slightly. “Butterfly. Are you okay?”

I nod. “I’m fine. Are you okay?”

He grabs the back of my neck, pulls me close to him, and growls, “I am now.”

Pressing his lips to mine, he kisses me aggressively, pushing his tongue into my mouth like he’s ravenous for me. He cups my breast and pinches my nipple, causing me to whimper. Turning us around, he walks me backward until he pushes me down onto the top of a desk. Lifting my skirt, he slips his hand inside my panties and immediately finds my clit. I’m so turned on, I know it won’t take long for me to explode. And then he stops. I glance at my surroundings, an ‘L’ shaped dark desk, a computer on the other side. A knife near my head?

“Fuck. I’m sorry,” Luca says as he removes his hand from my panties.

He hovers over me, a hand on either side of the desk, appearing conflicted. Only moments ago, it was like an animal had taken over, and he couldn’t control himself. I want the animal. I want him as desperate for me as I am for him. Reaching up beside my head, I grab the knife and press it to his chest, just holding it there, not attempting to cut him, and he stares at me, not with fear, but heat.

“Is that how we’re playing this, wife?”

I don’t respond with words, I simply watch him as he wraps his hand around mine. “Do it. Never threaten something you have no intention of following through on.”

I nick his skin, and a few drops of blood come out, and my eyes grow wide with fear because I don’t know how Luca will react. He runs his tongue over his lower lip, and stares at me with an intense gaze. “Do you remember how I told you pain turns me on, Butterfly? ”

I nod slightly as I stare at the trickling blood blooming from his chest. It’s beautiful, the dark ink with red blood breaking through. It’s nearly hypnotizing.

“Give me the knife.”

Without thinking about it, I do as he says, never considering what he’s going to do next. I gasp as he takes the blade and cuts down the center of my dress with ease, before doing the same with my panties.

He holds the knife to my exposed breasts as I breathe heavily.

“I’m sorry.”

The panic causes my body to tremble, as I wonder if he’s going to kill me. If you had asked me even an hour ago if he’d ever hurt me, I would’ve said no, but now I’m not so sure.

Luca chuckles softly. “Rule number one is never threaten something you won’t follow through on. Rule number two, beautiful Butterfly, is turnabout is fair play.”

He pushes the knife into my skin, causing blood to bubble up, and I gasp from the burning sting. Leaning his head down, he licks at the blood with a groan. “Your blood is inside my body now. Mine will be in yours.”

He moves so that his chest is over my mouth and, without him instructing me, I dart my tongue out and lick at the blood on his skin. The coppery taste should probably disgust me but it has the opposite effect.

Standing up, he removes his shorts, and I watch as his big cock springs free. He moves closer again, and surprises me when he makes a cut over my other breast, runs his finger through the small amount of blood, and smears it over my nipples.

He sucks one nipple into his mouth, and then the other, causing me to writhe beneath him.

“Luca,” I moan. I need him inside me. It’s like he lit a fire that won’t go out until I have him completely.

“My wife is such a needy slut,” he says with a smirk.

“Luca, please. ”

He tosses the knife onto the desk beside me, and grabs his cock and strokes it gently. “Is this what you want, Butterfly? You want me to fuck you until you can’t remember your name?”

“Yes,” I moan, “I need you. Please, Luca.”

I spread my legs wide and he lines his cock up with my entrance, then he pushes inside me, and we both groan together like it’s the first time, as he bottoms out. Luca grips underneath my thighs and pushes my legs back, pinning them so I can’t move, and pulls out and slams back inside me.

“Fuck. This pussy is like a goddamn drug.”

Wrapping his hand around my throat, he stares into my eyes as he continues his hard thrusts. “You’ve ruined me, Butterfly. The man I was is gone. You made me fall so fucking in love with you, I can’t see anything else. If I could devour you, so I could always have you with me, I would. If I could live inside you, I would. I’ve never believed in anything. With you, I somehow know, I loved you in another lifetime. I didn’t know it at the time, but I was searching for you; the piece I didn’t even know was missing.”

Grabbing the back of his head, I pull him down to me. “I love you.”

He presses his lips to mine in a kiss that sets my soul on fire. His tongue slides against mine, as he moves inside me with the occasional groan of pleasure.

Breaking our kiss, he watches me with a dark unreadable expression. “Mine. My wife. Forever.”

I run my fingers through his hair, which I know he loves, and he growls in my ear, “Fucking come for me. Give me everything you have.”

“Luca,” I cry out, as he rails into me hard and fast. He bites my neck and I come undone beneath him. His chest covering mine, his weight on top of me, the heavy breaths in my ear, every bit of him is everything I need. Gripping my face hard, he holds me so I can’t move .

“I can’t get enough of you. Why can’t I get enough? This is the closest I can get, and it makes me insane. The more I have you, the more I fucking need you.”

A tear rolls down my cheek and he doesn’t miss a beat. He quickly darts his tongue out and licks up my cheek.

“I love your tears, wife, but why are you crying?”

I giggle softly. “Relief, mostly. I thought I had lost this. That you’d never want me again.”

He shakes his head in disbelief. “Silly Butterfly. I will always want you. Every time I come inside your beautiful cunt, I’m only thinking about doing it again.”

I wrap my arms around his neck, holding him close to me, as his body shakes with slight tremors and he spasms inside me.

Luca places his hand on the side of my face, and stares at me affectionately. “Please tell me you’re okay. I don’t want to hurt you. All I want to do is take every ounce of pain from you.”

“I’m okay. I promise. I wasn’t broken the day we met, and I’m not broken now. The only thing I can’t handle is the cage and restraints. Cut me. Make me bleed. I’ve lived through far worse.”

Pulling out of me, he stands and lifts me into his arms. “Where are we going?” I ask.

He chuckles softly. “To get you dressed before my mother and sister stop by. I told them to wait for an invitation, but they are insistent on making sure you are okay.”

I gasp as he carries me out of the room. “Oh my god, do they know everything?”

“No, baby,” he says as he climbs the stairs, “Not entirely. They know the state we found you in, so it’s probably not hard to guess, but I certainly have not told them everything. I have a feeling I don’t even know everything. I hope one day you’ll trust me enough to tell me.”

I place my arms around his neck and press my face into his chest. “I don’t know if you need those mental images. ”

Stopping momentarily, he stares at me. “And I don’t think you need to keep it locked within yourself. You can let me in, so I can help carry the burden.”

“I’ll try. After your family leaves.”

He kisses me on the forehead. “Thank you.”

With a smirk, he says, “We’ll shower and then bandage up your beautiful breasts, because it would appear someone cut them.”

Giggling, I say, “He was an animal.”

Setting me down, he chuckles. “And he will be again.”

Luca reaches into the shower and turns the water on. Once he’s satisfied it’s the right temperature, he tells me, “Ladies first.”

I step under the hot water and he gets in behind me, dragging his fingers down my back to my ass, as he towers over me and speaks in a husky voice, directly in my ear.

“Has anybody been inside this beautiful ass?”

I shake my head, splashing water from my hair. “No.”

Glancing over my shoulder, I watch as he kneels behind me and spreads my cheeks. “What are you-”

My sentence ends with a moan, as he flicks his tongue over my back hole.

“Luca.”

“And you’re going to let your husband take it, aren’t you, Butterfly?”

“Yes,” I cry out as he pushes his tongue inside me.

Reaching around, he rubs my clit while moving his tongue in circles inside my ass. This shouldn’t feel so good, but it does. Placing my hands on the wall for support, I’m consumed by my orgasm. By him. It’s at this moment that I realize what he said to me before was right. My life has changed in every way. And it’s all because of my husband. If he wants children, I’ll give them to him willingly, because there is nothing I wouldn’t do for him.