Bound By A Promise (Brutal Vows #3)

Chapter 8

Chapter

Eight

Camila

Nearly five months later

M ama and I were back in San Diego. Our trip to Kansas City lasted a little less than two weeks. Thankfully, after the first week, our imprisonment by Dario’s decree was lifted. That didn’t mean that we women were free to go wherever and whenever we chose. It meant that as long as Miguel or one of Dario’s men were with us, we could leave the confines of the apartment. Even a luxurious home can second as a gilded cage.

Back at home, Papá and Em increased our security while we were gone. Doors and windows were monitored with alarms, and outside there were motion detectors, cameras, basically anything that money could buy.

Recently, I’d started my second year of college at SDSU. With Miguel ever present, I wasn’t having the same college experience as other women my age. Truthfully, when I looked at the guys in my classes, I saw boys. Growing up around the soldiers and guards of the cartel had shaped my view of what a man should be. There wasn’t anything wrong with a studious man who preferred sports to violence. For most women, they were probably a better choice.

My mind told me that men not armed to the teeth were also kinder, yet my experience told me another thing. I knew what my father, uncles, brother, and cousin did, and still, I knew they loved me. Papá wasn’t above corporal punishment. That never nullified his love for his children.

When it came down to it, a young twenty-something lanky guy who played tennis and video games didn’t garner my interest. After Dante’s kiss, I couldn’t imagine any of their lips on mine or tongues in my mouth.

It was totally inappropriate the number of times I’d relived that kiss, the sensation of his strong and powerful hands holding me against him, and the hardness of his erection against my core. The force of his lips taking what I offered still sent my blood ablaze.

Just as it had happened that night, the memories caused my panties to dampen. No matter how much I tried and even with a vibrator, I hadn’t been able to recreate the orgasm he brought on. And try, I have.

Despite my college experience being different than the average twenty-year-old student, it didn’t take away from the fact I was now a sophomore in college. I wasn’t completely alone. My cousin Sofia and her friend Liliana, both now living with Aunt Marie and Uncle Nicolas, were also students at SDSU. Sofia almost had the credits to be a sophomore, while Liliana was only beginning her courses.

Catalina and Mireya paved the way as some of the first females in the Roríguez cartel to attend college. Thanks to them, Sofia, Liliana, and I were able to pursue our interests. While it may not seem like a big deal, for us it was. I’d just finished my CAD class, computer-aided design. Normally, my mind would be filled with thoughts and designs. However, today was different.

As I climbed the staircase with my backpack in tow, I tried to subdue my smile. On our way home, Miguel informed me that Papá wanted to see me in his office to discuss something important. Unlike when my sister was similarly summoned, I knew what Papá wanted to discuss. I needed to pretend ignorance. From what I learned, what he’s about to tell me was almost announced a few weeks ago, when Aléjandro and Mia had a housewarming party. However, as the gathering was also a celebration of our new niece, Ariadna Gia and we received the announcement that Mia was expecting, Dante shared with me in secret whispers that our news was sidelined—temporarily.

A wave of warmth flowed through me as I thought back to a night over a month ago.

The cartel women were gathered at Aunt Maria’s home. There was something big happening within the Roríguez cartel. Aléjandro and el Patr?n wanted the women together and guarded. While being imprisoned under the guise of protection irritated me, I had no choice. Mama and Aunt Maria were back in Kansas City to meet my new niece, Ariadna Gia. My cousin Mireya welcomed not only me, but also Liliana and Sofia from Northern California and the newest member of the Roríguez cartel women, Mia Roríguez.

When Mireya and I greeted Mia, the last person I expected to see was Dante. Whatever was happening had obviously included the famiglia. My heart beat erratically when his dark eyes met mine. I recalled our agreement to act as if nothing had happened, yet my body had a mind of its own.

There was no comparison between Dante Luciano and the guys in my classes. Wearing a custom suit and a formidable expression, Dante was Mafia danger personified. His razor-sharp jaw, protruding brow, and firm lips made my core twist. His suit accentuated the hard muscles I’d felt months ago, the ones that pushed against my softness. I stared at his impeccably combed hair, remembering what it was like to run my fingers through his locks.

While he didn’t say a word, I was barely standing, my breath taken away.

At one point in the evening, while the other ladies were out back on Mireya’s patio chatting, I made my way inside the house.

I slipped silently through the hallways toward Uncle Nicolas’s office, hoping to catch a glimpse of Dante Luciano. As I turned a corner, I ran face-first into a solid wall of muscle. Dante’s hand covered my lips before I could vocally release my surprise. With a twist, he turned the two of us until we were hidden in the alcove of a doorway.

My heart slammed against my breastbone at the sensation of his strong hands on me, holding me in place. My panties dampened as the leather and spice scent of his cologne brought back a flood of memories. Without thinking, I pressed up on my tiptoes, eager to repeat the kiss we’d shared in Kansas City.

Dante stiffened as his deep voice sent a chill reverberating through me. “I’m standing in the home of one of el Patr?n’s top lieutenants. You will get me killed.”

“I promise, getting you killed isn’t my goal.”

Dante looked from side to side, and opened the closed door, taking us both into a dark room. It was Uncle Nicolas’s empty den. I knew he was at Jano’s house with the others; still, the lack of light was unnerving. Dante’s warm hand cupped my cheek. “I wanted to talk to you.”

My vision adjusted, bringing Dante’s handsome silhouette into view. “You did?”

“Camila, I know I’m too old for you.”

“You’re not,” I protested. “Dario and Cat…”

“My sister wasn’t happy when she learned she was to marry Aléjandro. She’s called out Dario on the misogynistic way marriages are arranged.”

“Why are you telling me that?”

“Because Dario mentioned that your name has come up regarding marriage.”

Tears came to my eyes. “I haven’t been told anything.”

“Nothing is set…” In the darkness, the air shifted as Dante lowered himself before me, holding both of my hands in his. Before I could question it, his baritone tenor filled my ears. “You don’t know me, Camila. This isn’t fair to you, but after what happened…being your first kiss…I want to ask you to marry me.”

“Ask me?” My mind couldn’t compute. This wasn’t the way things were done in the cartel and especially not with the Mafia.

“If you say yes, I promise I’ll move heaven and earth to receive your father’s approval.”

“My father isn’t the only one who will need to approve.”

“You’re right.” He brought my hands to his firm lips and kissed my knuckles. “The only approval I care about is yours. Camila, will you marry me, not for the alliance but because you want to?”

This had to be a dream.

My knees gave way as I too fell to the soft rug. Freeing my hands, I brought them both to his cheeks, his whiskers abrading my palms and sending a twisting sensation to my core. “You’re asking me? You want to marry me?”

He lowered his forehead to mine. “Since that night in my apartment, I can’t get you out of my head. You’re beautiful and smart. You have the courage to go after what you want. You have a fire like your sister that burns twice as bright. I’m not a good person. I won’t lie to you. I don’t deserve you, but fuck yes, I want you.”

“I want you too.”

He covered my hands with his. “I want to kiss you, but I don’t want anyone to know that you’ve been kissed.”

Gently, I leaned forward until our lips touched.

It wasn’t even close to the kiss back in his apartment. But he was right. My lips were swollen and tender after that kiss. I had all night to let them get back to normal. Soon, I’d need to go back with the other women, and I couldn’t do that with freshly kissed lips.

Despite the lack of pressure, a moan escaped my lips as Dante kissed me back. The butterflies returned, fluttering in my stomach and tightening my core.

“I’ll speak to Dario first. He’s all about the alliance. Hopefully, el Patr?n and your father agree.”

“I’ll act surprised.”

Taking a deep breath and nodding at my father’s guard Sergio, I knocked on the large double doors to Papá’s home office. His deep voice bid me entrance. When I opened the door, I was surprised to see Mama standing near Papá’s chair, her expression solemn. “Is everything all right?”

“ Sí ,” Papá said, motioning to the chair opposite his desk. “ Sentarse .”

Following my father’s command, I took the chair, sitting on the edge and settling my backpack on the floor to my side. His gaze swept over my ripped jeans and tank top. I hadn’t had a chance to change since my afternoon classes.

“Camila, you’re aware of what has happened within the cartel?”

I nodded.

Everyone knew that Uncle Gerardo had betrayed el Patr?n . It caused a big shake-up. And while Uncle Gerardo wasn’t my favorite person, I wasn’t happy to learn of his demise. From what Em has said, the change caused a void in Northern California where he had been in charge. El Patr?n’s son Rei was filling in for now.

Papá cleared his throat. “Catalina was able to finish her schooling before she was betrothed.” He reached for Mama’s hand. “That had been our plan for you too.”

Mama looked as if she were about to cry.

“It will be all right, Mama,” I consoled.

Her green eyes glistened. “We have insisted that you are able to continue school.”

My cheeks twitched with the urge to grin. I’d finish school in Kansas City, with Dante, Catalina, and Ariadna Gia. “You want me to marry?” I did my best to sound surprised.

Papá stood, keeping his broad shoulders back. “With what has happened, it’s best to show that those in charge are stable. A married man is respected even by those older. You see, el Patr?n has decided that Reinaldo will remain in charge of Northern California.”

“Rei?” I gripped the arms of the chair as the floor fell out from below me. “Why are we talking about Rei?”

“He and Jano carry a heavy burden,” Papá explained, “especially after Gerardo.”

This conversation wasn’t making sense. My shock wasn’t a performance. This wasn’t how it was supposed to happen.

“What does Rei have to do with me marrying? What about the alliance with the famiglia?” I asked.

“The alliance is still strong. Currently, el Patr?n believes we need to show the strength within the Roríguez cartel.”

“Oh, Camila,” Mama said, coming around the desk to me. “Were you afraid that you’d have to marry into the famiglia?” She crouched down before me and reached for my trembling hand. “No, darling. We said one daughter to them is enough. Jorge has chosen you for Rei. You see, Rei has Gerardo’s mansion. It’s an honor to be selected to be his wife.”

Rei Roríguez’s wife.

No.

It took all my control not to scream.

I pulled my hand free. “I don’t want a mansion. I don’t want to marry Rei.”

“It is your duty,” Papá said sternly. “Especially after what Gerardo did, we need to unite the Ruizes with the Roríguezes. There was a time el Patr?n discussed a marriage between Aléjandro and Catalina.”

The idea made my stomach roil.

Papá continued, “Another marriage between the cartel and famiglia right now wouldn’t be wise. It’s a tense situation among some of the soldiers, especially those in the North. They need to see that we’re strong on our own, too.”

Mama lowered her forehead to my knee. “Camila, you can do this.” She looked up through her long lashes. “Rei, he’s a good boy.”

“He’s not a boy. He’s a man.” I wanted to say that I didn’t know him, but I did. During the months he and Jano lived in our pool house, I got to know him. “Mama, I don’t hate Rei, but I don’t love him. I don’t want to marry him.”

She stood. “We know this is sudden.”

“Does Rei know about this?” My volume rose. “Does he even want this?”

“Of course,” Papá reassured. “To wed the drug lord’s son is an honor. And you are a respectable woman from our strong family.”

“When?”

“The date isn’t set,” Mama said. “At the end of this semester. Christmas time.”

I shook my head. “This isn’t happening. I should have some say.”

Mama tilted her head.

“I have to transfer my classes.” My mind swirled with the logistics of a move I didn’t want to make as I babbled about unimportant details.

“ Sí , it will be worked out,” Papá said, retaking his seat behind the desk.

I squared my shoulders. “What if I’m in love with someone else?”

Papá’s dark stare zeroed in on me as Mama gasped and stood. Her voice was strong. “You will learn to love Rei.”

Tears stung the back of my eyes as I stood. “I don’t want this to happen.”

“Ca-mi-la,” Mama elongated my name.

“My decision is made,” Papá said as my phone rang from my backpack. “Who is it?”

I reached down, fumbling for my phone. “Have I lost all my freedoms?”

Papá’s gaze hardened. “Who is on the phone? You said you’re in love. Is it a boy from the university?”

I read the screen. “It’s Catalina.” I turned the screen toward him. “Does she know? May I talk to her, or do I need Rei’s permission?”

Papá huffed. “Talk to your sister. She will help you.”

My sister.

Could Catalina help me?