Crave (Beneath The Secrets #3)

42. Alexei

CHAPTER 42

ALEXEI

I catch her eyes as I pull my lips away. “I might not be your first, but I’ll be your last.”

She cuddles closer into me and I breathe in her sweet scent.

“Same goes for you.” She nestles against me.

I take a deep breath. “No.”

She pushes herself up on my chest, her eyebrows knitting together in confusion.

I grin and shake my head. “You are my first and last.”

Her mouth falls open, so I lean forward and close it for her.

“Shut up. Don’t lie to me. You know what you’re saying?”

She puckers her lips. I grab her waist, pulling her back into a cuddle.

“Yea. I know what I’m saying. My dick has never been in anyone else. Only you.”

“B-but, how? How can you be that damn good, and have a piercing? I don’t buy it.” She pouts.

Placing both hands on her cheeks, our noses touch. “Have I ever really lied to you about anything important?”

Her nose wrinkles. “No.”

“Then trust me. This dick is yours and only yours, got it?”

She nods.

She thinks I was good. I made her happy. Fuck yeah.

“You like what I do to you?”

“More than like.”

Rolling over so I’m on top of her, I nudge open her thighs and shift between them, resting my weight on my forearms as I hover over her. “You want me to clean up the mess I made?”

She nods, biting back a small smile.

“Be a good girl and spread them wider for me.”

Readjusting my position, so my head is between her legs, I look up and watch her studying me.

Her cheeks are already blushing, and she’s rolling her lip between her teeth.

Trailing my fingers along the inside of her thigh, I swipe the liquid and spread it over her pussy.

She has her knees flat to the mattress.

“Mmm, that’s it. Look at you.”

Leaning forward, pushed by her little moans, I run my tongue along her, just enough to tease and then pull back. “Tell me what you’re thinking, baby?”

“I’m just shocked, that?—”

I let my mouth glide slowly to her clit and feel her thighs shake. I like watching her build up in frustration almost, knowing I can be the one to set the fireworks when I want. She responds so well to any move I make.

“Because I was made for your pleasure, Lara. It’s simple. I’m good at making you come, because I’m obsessed with you. I’ve spent my life figuring you out. And apparently, this was the real reason.” I sink my teeth into her thigh and she cries out. Perfect.

“We are going to have so much fun exploring this.” I’ve waited my life for this and I fully intend to explore every part of it with Lara.

Waking up with her naked in my arms is the best feeling in the world. Except, I have to get up because I have to finish planning her birthday surprise.

Every year I do this for her, except this one is different, it’s the first one she’s actually all mine.

“Morning, sladkiy.”

Her husky morning voice has my cock standing to attention. Is this how it will always be now? Me constantly hard around her?

How am I going to hide this around her family? Now I know what having sex with the woman I love is like, how do I stop thinking about it all day and night?

I’m a man who has discovered sex in his thirties, and now wants to fuck her in every way she desires.

“Morning my beautiful girl.” I stroke the tendril of hair away from her cheek and she smiles, that makes my heart race.

“Soooo…” she trails off.

Tugging her closer by her ass, she places her leg over my erection.

“Yes, baby?”

She idly traces the vein on my arm. “That whole, you avoiding me thing, that’s not happening anymore, right?”

I chuckle. What a dumb fucking plan that was.

“I’m sorry.” I tell her honestly.

“You more than made up for it. But now you’ve actually had sex.” She chews on her lip as she watches me. “What happens if you see another girl you might want to try it with?”

My heart almost stops. The idea repulses me.

“Lara. I’ve waited all of my life for you. No one would ever compare. And I’m never letting you go. So, I’m more than happy being with you and only you for eternity.”

She nuzzles her into my neck and I rest my head on top of hers.

“I mean it. You always. Okay?” I’ll never understand why she doesn’t think she’s good enough. It makes me sad.

“And only ever you for me.”

A moment of silence passes over, as she inches her leg up higher. My dick throbs against her skin.

“Do we tell my brothers?”

Well that’s one way to deflate my hard on. “Not yet. Let’s enjoy each other for a while before I get my head sliced.”

That makes her laugh.

“Don’t be silly. They wouldn’t.” She pauses. “Would they?”

I truly don’t know. Nikolai will be more pissed than Mikhail.

“Maybe once we kill the bad guys we come clean?”

“Sounds like you’re superheroes.”

“We are. I saved you, remember.” I tap the tip of her nose.

She rubs her hand over my pecs and it lands on my shoulder. “Always my protector, Alexei. So yes, we can be a secret for now. Can’t have them distracted until it’s all over.”

I kiss her forehead. I just want to be with her, kill all threats against her and maybe run away to a cabin and fuck her senseless for weeks. “I can’t believe we waited this long to do this, when this entire time I could have been eating you.”

“Jesus.” The blush spreading up her throat tells me she’s into it.

“What? I like eating you. I like my sweets. Now you’re my favorite. But remember, I get addicted quickly. So I’ll need your pretty pussy on my face as much as possible to survive.”

“Oh, eager for morning sex too?” She teases, trailing her finger down my abs. “You know, you could just wake me up with it one day.” She bats her lashes at me.

My eyebrows shoot up. “Is that right? Huh? You want me to have breakfast while you’re still sleeping?”

She has no idea what her filthy words are doing to me. Feral. It’s the only way to describe it.

A complete fucking mess, but I’ll fuck her exactly how she desires.

She bites down on her lip and I can’t resist stealing a kiss.

“Hmmm mmm,” she hums in my mouth.

“I’d really like that. I want to experience everything with you. And make it dirty, call me your good girl, pull my hair, choke me. I’m yours and I think you’ll make a perfect pleasure dom for me.”

“A pleasure dom?”

“Yep.”

“It’s all about control. I hand it willingly to you, in return make me feel good. However you please. You know me, you can learn what makes me tick.”

“Sounds like an experiment.” I roll on top of her, nudging her legs wider and grabbing her wrists between one of my hands above her head.

I’m starting to see exactly what she wants. Her heart flutters in her throat, so I lean in and suck.

“You’re my good girl. You’ve always been, pchelka. Now it’s time to prove it.” Running my hand up the inside of her thigh, I swipe the wetness coating her pussy.

“Hmm, I’m learning very fast.” Bringing my hand up to my face, I suck my fingers clean.