Exposed (Let Me Love You #3)

Chapter 13

13

TLC

PEPPER

L oneliness has clung to me like a second skin for as long as I can remember, but the last two months have been the worst. My existence consists of isolation in my car or keeping my head down at work. Being this quiet and not connecting with anyone is driving me nuts.

I want intimacy with another human, and I can’t think of anyone better to do it with than Matt and his strong, compassionate soul.

Connecting with Matt is exhilarating. I’ve never clicked with anyone like I do with him, and I’m thrilled at the thought of him giving me an orgasm.

I can’t believe he said he doesn’t care if we have sex or not though. Every guy I’ve been with is focused on their pleasure. When it comes down to it, I wonder if Matt is truly going to just care about my pleasure tonight or not.

Matt takes off his shirt, then waits for me to do the same.

I blatantly check out the grooves of his ab muscles and the hard planes of his pecs that widen out to his sculpted shoulders. Just wow .

“With your dad owning gyms, it makes sense why you’re as fit as Thor.”

“Yep. Grew up hanging out at the gym with him and working there as a teenager. We swim laps in the ocean together. Now, take your shirt off.”

I slowly lift my tee until it’s off my head, and the air cools my bare skin.

Matt’s eyes widen as he takes in the sight of me without a bra.

“You’re gorgeous,” he murmurs as his hands find my waist.

I thought he was going to go straight for my boobs, but his large, warm hands cover my stomach instead.

He starts gently massaging my lower abdomen, and it’s divine. I could use him every month when I’m having cramps.

“Damn, that’s zen-inducing,” I whisper. “If you’re as good on my clit as you are with the rest of my body, we’ll be in good shape.”

He gives me a knowing smirk, letting his fingers dip under the top of my panties. “Do you have a tampon in?”

“Yeah.”

“Take it out.”

“Matt, I’ll bleed everywhere.”

“You won’t,” he chuckles. “I’m not scared of a little blood, Pepper. You said I have free reign, and my fingers don’t want to share your pussy with a tampon.”

“I have to sleep on these sheets, mister.”

“It’s not that much blood, Pep. Take it out. I’ll put a towel down on the bed. I’ll take my clothes off, and you can lay on top of me. Any blood will most likely get on me, and I can shower afterwards.”

“Hmm.” It doesn’t sound like an awful plan.

“What are you waiting for, chaton ?”

“Be patient, rocket man.”

“You want me to be patient, huh?” He smirks.

“No. None of that edging crap. I want an orgasm soon, not two hours from now when it’s time to feed Simon again,” I laugh.

“Good point. Get a move on then.” He swats my butt, and I blush. I don’t remember feeling this comfortable being naked with a man before, but Matt makes me feel desired.

After taking the tampon out and washing my hands, I walk back out to find Matt naked. He’s standing by the bed with every inch of sculpted muscle on display. His hard cock juts up to the ceiling, clearly ready for action.

“May as well be naked. Wouldn’t want to stain my boxers,” he grins.

Dropping to his knees, he hooks his fingers in my panties and pulls them down to my ankles.

I’m completely bared to him. That nervous feeling you get when you’re naked in front of someone for the first time momentarily paralyzes me.

“Fucking stunning,” he whispers as he looks up at me, then kisses my mound. Well, that helps my jitters. Still, my hair is longer down there than I usually ever let it get.

“I, um, I…” My voice trails off as I feel self-conscious. “Grooming down there hasn’t exactly been a priority the last couple of months.” I had a neat little shaver in my apartment, but I left everything when I fled New York.

“Shh. Don’t worry about it. I only care that you’re naked and want to be with me,” he soothes.

Then, he lays face up on a large bath towel on the bed and pats his chest. “Lay on me.”

I cock my head, unsure how he means.

“With your back to my chest.”

He’s got a pillow folded in half next to his head for me to lay the back of my head on.

“Okay.” I’ve never laid like this on a man before. I climb on top of him, and he steadies me with his hands on my hips as I lay my back to his front.

Our bodies press together. From my shoulder blades down to my butt and calves, my entire back side touches his front. This is intimate.

Freaking finally . My turn for skin-to-skin. The feel of his firm muscles against my back gets me twisted up with desire.

“Your skin is so soft,” he whispers as he kisses my neck.

His fingers start at my shoulders and travel down to my wrists. He clasps my fingers in his and squeezes.

“Put your hands above your head.” He lifts my wrists and drapes them above our heads.

Then, he explores me with his hands, and I can’t get enough. He groans when his hands cup my breasts, and he kneads them before flitting over my rib cage and down my waist.

“You don’t want to go slow, so how about we see how fast I can make you come?” He asks.

“You’re on,” I grin at the ceiling, and his chuckle vibrates through my back.

Both of his hands start at my waist. Then, one travels down to cup my pussy while the other travels up between my breasts to cuff my throat.

My back arches, pushing my ass against his hard cock, and he groans.

His hand on my throat moves to my breasts. He circles both of my nipples but doesn’t touch them.

With his other hand, he starts playing with my clit.

“Can you feel how hard I am?” He growls as his hard length pushes against my ass. “I love feeling your ass grind on my cock.”

He pauses playing with my clit to lift his finger to my lips. His thumb toys with my bottom lip. “Get my finger wet so I can fuck your pussy with it.”

I do as he instructs, then he slides one finger into my pussy while he continues stroking my clit with his thumb.

Pleasure builds inside of me like a huge wave hurtling towards the shore. I haven’t had a release in so long, he must know I’m already tightly wound up. My body writhes on top of him, and he groans.

“You’re sexy. Keep moving on me like that. It’s hot as fuck.”

His thumb over my clit takes my breath away, alternating between fast and teasingly slow circles.

“I need to hear what you sound like when you come. Need to feel your pussy choke my finger. I wish it was my cock inside you. You’d strangle it so well, wouldn’t you, princess?”

I gasp when his fingers move to pinch my nipples.

“That’s my girl,” he murmurs, wrapping his arm just above my breasts to hold me close to his firm body.

I can’t believe I’m going to come this fast. “Matt…”

“That’s it, princess. Come for me.”

A tidal wave of ecstasy crashes over me, starting at my core and rocketing its way to every nerve ending in my body.

Unintelligible sounds pour from my lips, and my vision blurs as pleasure saturates every cell inside me.

“Damn, you turned me on. I want you to come again.” He sucks the column of my throat.

I hum in agreement, “Mmhmm. What would you say if I asked you to put your cock in me?”

“Hell, yeah.” He smiles against my skin, but a sad wail erupts from Matt’s room.

We simultaneously curse. “Did I wake him up?” I ask.

“Maybe. Don’t worry about it. Seeing you come undone was worth it.”

“I’m sorry. I didn’t realize I was loud.” I quickly and ungracefully roll off of Matt and onto my stomach on the bed.

Shani runs into the room, barking at us like the house is on fire.

“Simon’s awake. I got it, girl.” He scratches her behind the ears as he stands up.

He turns back to me and starts to speak, but I cut him off.

“Simon’s ready for you to cuddle him again.”

I definitely want to, ahem, cuddle with Matt, but Simon is his first priority.

“Here, use this again.” He tosses the heating pad my way. “Go to the bathroom first, so you don’t get a UTI.”

He’s bossy, but I like it. I lay my face on the pillow and look lazily at him as he puts his boxers on.

“Can I come back for round two after he’s asleep?” He asks.

“For sure,” I grin.

“Okay, I’ll be back,” he nods, then hurries out the door to get Simon.

I feel bad about waking up Simon. It’d been so long since I’d been touched, and I forgot to be quiet while in the heat of the moment. I’ll be quieter from now on. Picking up my shirt from the ground, I pull it over my head and go to the bathroom.

Matt took charge in the bedroom, and I liked it. He knew what he was doing, and it was a huge turn on. My experience with sex has never been like that, and Matt and I didn’t even go all the way.

This entire night has been foreign to me. His parents treating me with respect and acceptance threw me for a loop. Plus, it’s wild seeing Matt and his parents be so affectionate with Simon even though this is a surprise to them. I was an “accident,” as my parents called me, and they never treated me with affection.

I’m thankful Simon has Matt, Madilyn and Henry for his family. He’s super blessed.