Harmonizing Hearts (Darkest Symphony #1)

13. Chapter 13 Jax

I stand outside the imposing building, the weight of anticipation settling upon my shoulders. This is it—the moment I’ve been working toward, dreaming of, since we first picked up our instruments and formed our band. Today, I have an interview at a major radio station, Stars Music Wild, where I’ll get the chance to talk about our music, our journey, and the latest news that has sent shockwaves through our devoted fanbase. It’s a lot to take in, but I’m ready.

As I step into the bustling lobby, the sound of ringing phones and hushed conversations fills my ears. The air crackles with energy, and I can’t help but feel a surge of excitement. This is the kind of opportunity that could catapult our band into the stratosphere—a chance to reach millions of listeners who have yet to discover our sound.

A woman with a warm smile approaches me, her voice carrying a touch of authority. “Jax, I’m Mackenzie and we’re ready for you now.” She extends her hand to me. “The interview will be live, so just follow me and we’ll get you set up.”

I nod, my heart pounding in my chest as I walk behind her. We wind through a maze of hallways, lined with framed album covers and pictures of famous musicians who have graced these same halls. It’s an honor to be in such esteemed company, and it only adds to the pressure I feel. “We’re almost ready to begin.”

“It’s an honor Makenzie, Angel praises your interviews and I confess it’s kinda intimidating,” I admit while we enter a studio bathed in soft light, the hum of equipment and the sight of microphones makes me feel both nervous and alive.

“Angel is a force of nature, and don’t worry, it’s a chat between friends.” She takes a seat. “Whenever you’re ready.”

I nod at her while I wear the headset.

Mackenzie is a seasoned radio and television personality even if she’s young but she’s seen as a music goddess and an institution. “And we’re back! Ladies and gentlemen, we have a special guest today, the one and only sexiest lead singer of the Darkest Symphony! Welcome to the show, Jax.”

I take a deep breath, summoning every ounce of confidence within me. A smile stretches across my face as I lean in closer to the microphone, feeling the energy of the moment. “Thanks for having me. It’s an honor to be here.”

Mackenzie eases me into the interview, asking about the early days of the band, our influences, and the evolution of our sound. I speak passionately, reliving the countless hours we spent practicing in my dad’s garage, the thrill of our first gig, and the indescribable joy of connecting with an audience through our music. The memories flood back, and I can’t help but smile as I share these moments with the listeners.

Then, the host shifts gears, her tone becoming more somber. “Now, Jax, I have to address the breaking news that has taken your fans by surprise. The announcement that you and Emma are bound together, despite the countless hearts left broken in your wake.”

The weight of those words settles upon me, and I pause for a moment, collecting my thoughts. I understand the impact our relationship has had on my fans—the dreams they held onto, the fantasies they wove around us. It’s not an easy subject to broach, but I owe it to our supporters to be honest.

“First and foremost, I want to say how incredibly grateful I am for my fans—their passion, their love, and their support. It’s not lost on me how deeply they’ve invested themselves in our music and our lives. And for that reason, I felt it was important to be transparent about my relationship with Emma,” I continue, my voice steady but filled with genuine emotion. I explain how Emma and I found solace in each other, how our connection grows stronger despite the work commitments that take her away. I acknowledge disappointment some may feel, but stress the importance of understanding that our hearts lead us where they will, even when it defies expectations.

“Our music has always been about authenticity and vulnerability, about baring our souls through our lyrics and melodies. Emma and I found that same authenticity in each other, and we couldn’t deny it. I hope my fans can find it in their hearts to support us.”

As I speak these words, I can’t help but wonder how our fans will react. Will they understand? I take a moment to brace myself for the wave of opinions and emotions that will inevitably crash upon us. But deep down, I know that no matter what, my music will continue to speak for itself, transcending the boundaries of fame, relationships, and expectations.

“Well, Jax, we’ve been hearing some exciting news lately. Rumor has it the Darkest Symphony’s concert is already sold out. Can you confirm that for our listeners?”

My heart swells with pride, knowing that I can finally share my thrilling announcement with the world. “Absolutely! Our first concert will be in three weeks and when Starlight Music Distribution opened the sales, they were sold out in two weeks. It’s going to be an unforgettable experience, and I can’t wait to share it with my incredible fans.”

Mackenzie's eyes light up with curiosity, reflecting the excitement that fills the studio. “That’s fantastic, Jax! I can only imagine how your fans must be feeling right now. But let me ask you, how do you handle the pressure of consistently selling out shows?”

“It’s an incredible feeling, yet also somewhat surreal, to witness our concerts selling out so swiftly. But at the core, it’s the overwhelming support and love from my fans that keeps us going. Their energy ignites my performances, and I am forever grateful for their dedication.” A sense of gratitude washes over me, a humbling reminder of the extraordinary journey I’ve embarked on.

“Well said, Jax. Now, there’s been a lot of speculation about a special guest joining you on stage. Can you give us any hints?”

A mischievous smile dances across my lips, knowing the secret I hold and the anticipation it will ignite. “Ohhh that’s a tricky one.” I laugh, “How I wish Emma could stand by my side for this concert. Alas, she won’t be able to make it. She’s actually organizing the DarkHeaven’s concert in Tokyo around the same time.” A tinge of sadness envelops my words, the longing to have Emma with me in this moment tugging at my heart.

“Oh, that’s a shame. But I’m certain both concerts will be extraordinary in their own right. Is there a message you’d like to send to Emma and DarkHeaven fans listening right now?”

I take a deep breath, letting my emotions settle into my voice, hoping my words can carry the depth of my feelings. “Absolutely. To Emma: Babe, I know you will set Tokyo ablaze with DarkHeaven. Your passion and dedication are unmatched, and even though I can’t physically be there, know that my spirit will be cheering you on. And to all the incredible DarkHeaven fans, prepare yourselves for an experience you’ll never forget. Immerse yourselves in the music, and let it move your souls.”

The host nods, her eyes reflecting the emotion that fills the room, bridging the gap between our hearts.

“Well, Jax, it’s been a pleasure having you here today. We eagerly await your upcoming concert, and we’ll send our love to Emma in Tokyo. Thank you for joining us.”

A mix of gratitude and excitement swirls within me, grateful for the opportunity to share my journey with the world. “Thank you for having me. It’s been an incredible experience. And to all my fans out there, get ready for a night that will reverberate in your hearts!”

* * *

The rain is pouring when I step out of the jet. The fresh air hits me and I thank God I finally set foot on solid soil. I’m not a huge fan of long flights, especially when I’m alone. Time seems to not move on and I hate it. It’s been ten days since Em left LA and those days seemed endless. I kept myself busy between the band, penning new songs and the club but still when I’m home I feel lost. At the beginning I laughed at myself. It seems everything swirls around her and it’s something I don’t know how to handle. It gets on my nerves. I’ve always been determined and knew exactly what and when I wanted something but now… now Emma became the center of my world.

Peering at the sky, the rain washes my face and I chuckle.

“I don’t have the whole evening.”

“Luke, thanks for coming.” I shake his hand. “Does she know?”

We walk toward the SUV, “She’s way too focused on the concert and sleeps very little, which gives me space to leave the Dome.”

I pause and look at him. Em hasn’t told me she doesn’t sleep. “Why is she sleeping so little?”

He gets in the car and I follow suit. “Time zone, food, stress… the list could get longer.”

“I bet,” I sigh while peering at the huge buildings that illuminate the street with their big screen. “Angel was thrilled for this concert, I heard they sold out twice.”

“Yeah, that’s DarkHeaven’s magic. They sold out at the first concert but the mayor asked to have another one since people complained tickets sold out too fast.” He chuckles, “Emma is trying her best to make it happen.”

I can’t help but be proud of my woman. “What about you?”

“Me?” He turns left and I can start to see Dome’s building, “I can’t wait to get back home. People here have a weird lifestyle and I miss home or even Europe goes.”

“But Japan is a dream…” The closer we get, the bigger Dome gets. “It’s intimidating.” I’m in awe.

“You need to see the inside.” He chuckles while getting into the covered parking lot. “Even though it is an indoor stadium it can host 57,000 people and security is top notch.”

“Of course it is, they have you.”

“Such a smartass.” He playfully nudges me before handing me the badge. “Don’t lose it, if they see you without it hanging around your neck you may get in big trouble.”

“That’s scary,” I laugh out loud, but his look makes me wonder if he’s joking. “Are you serious?”

“Miles, our sound technician, forgot it in the car and he almost got arrested.” He shrugs, “They’re a bit strict.”

I may go to sleep with it on, just in case. “A bit? Wow.” As we pass the security we step in and move along the hallways up to an elevator.

“Emma should be with Matthew for a brainstorm unless they’re doing a sound check.” The doors open and I feel like a tiny ant.

Holy shit! This place is huge. Endless.

The colored lights from the stage swirl around illuminating the ceiling in a thousand colors but my eyes catch a minute figure standing up close to the edge. I move closer and she closes her laptop.

“Okay Jun, let’s try it one more time with the music, please.” Her voice alone makes my heart race in my chest. The music starts and the lights move in rhythm. It’s absolutely amazing.

I stop right behind her, and the urge to scoop her up and kiss her is unbearable.

“Perfect, get ready for the soun—” She pauses, and shakes her head, “For the sound check and then we can call it a day.” Em moves forward, places the laptop on the table and leans on the handrail. She takes her cell phone out and puts it away while rubbing her face. The music plays, the vibration hits my stomach but I like it and move closer.

I can see her lost in thoughts and I cage her between my arms. “It’s me you’re thinking about?”

When Em looks over her shoulder the smile on her face melts me down. “Jax!” She pivots and squeezes me in a hug, “Oh my God, you’re here.”

“I missed you, baby girl.” I’m breathing again and fuck it makes me feel alive.

“How? I mean… You…” Her eyes glaze up and I cup her face and kiss her. The passion she kisses me back is so powerful that it almost knocks me out. She owns my heart for good.

“Angel granted me three days off to come here.” She knew I’d ask for them and organized everything even before me to ask. The more I know Angel, the more she manages to be a step ahead of me. She’s good at reading people.

“I owe her one.” She giggles, kissing me again, “I’m almost done here.”

“Good because I want to take you out for dinner.” She goes pale within a second, “You okay, babe?”

“Yeah,” she moves back, takes her bottle of water and drinks some. “But I need a shower, I’ve been in here all day.”

“Have you had lunch?”

“Sure.”

“Lies.” Luke shows up and hands her a folder, “She skips meals regularly.”

I shift my gaze to her but she shrugs and signs the papers, “Not a big deal. I prefer to sleep more.” That’s another lie and both me and Luke look at each other.

“Shower, dinner and sleep then, I’m up for it.” I wink at her while she snuggles in my arms. God, I missed her so much.