The Year of Our Lord 1491 St. Mary's Abbey, England
The grave marker was hewn from quarried stone. Arched at the center, it was slightly tilted and infested with gray-green lichen that shadowed its surface like the untended beard on a warrior's craggy face.
The tombstone beside it showed little variance from the first and although Leith Forbes had no need to read the inscription, he did so nevertheless, feeling a dull ache of pain at the knowledge of the child's passing.
Touching the etched words for a moment, he tightened his jaw before expelling his breath and settling back onto his heels. He'd traveled a long and winding course to come to this spot, had left his kinsmen and home for a quest that granted no more than a view of this weathered tombstone and a sympathetic word from a holy woman.
Leith clenched his hands about the small bundle of tartan the abbess had given him.
"For you," she'd said simply. "Perhaps it will lighten your old lord's sorrow some small whit."
But it would not, of course. Only the girl could ease their troubles—only the girl, live and whole.
Leith dug his fingers into the soft baby's blanket. It was red and blue plaid, barely large enough to cover Beirut's saddle, and inside the woolen was the brooch with its amethyst jewel set into the unmistakable double-knotted scroll of the MacAulay clan.
It was the brooch the MacAulay had given his lovely English bride. The brooch she had taken with her when she'd fled Scotland with her infant child.
A single obscenity slipped from Leith's lips. He rose abruptly. Perhaps it was unseemly to curse on hallowed soil. But sweet Jesu, he had endured much—only to find that both mother and child had died seventeen years earlier, before the lass' first birthday.
Damn it to hell! He clenched his fists again. Damn Elizabeth MacAulay, he cursed silently, then rubbed a hand across eyes smarting with the dry pain of disillusionment.
Turning stiffly, he strode a short distance away.
Blue-petaled harebells grew in scattered clusters, and he paced to the nearest, plucking a few to grip them in calloused hands and stare at their incongruous cheerfulness.
Damn Ian MacAulay, the wily old bastard who had sent him on this quest, promising his own daughter as Leith's wife, promising peace between the clans. Damn the hot Scottish blood that flowed in his people's veins.
And damn himself for failing them!
Turning back, Leith walked slowly to the child's grave and bent, gently laying the blossoms before the mossy stone.
"I canna blame ye for yer own death, wee one," he murmured grittily, "but I would that ye had lived." For a moment his shoulders slumped with the weight of heavy responsibility. "Betwixt us two," he added, touching the grave marker reverently, "we could have vexed yer sire greatly."
He remained a moment longer, but straightened finally. It would do no good to mourn a babe who had died long ago, a babe he had never met. And yet the thought of a true-born Scot dying far from her homeland wrenched his soul. None should endure such a fate.
And neither should he tarry here. Hardly did England welcome its Scottish neighbors with open arms. Even with King James IV's efforts for peace between the countries, it was unsafe. James was a new king, a better king, striving to improve the lives of his countrymen—even the lives of the Highlanders. Indeed, he spoke the Gaelic, a fact that set him apart from the former monarchs, a fact that made Leith believe now was the time to press for peace, to join efforts with the king himself to create a difference in his Highland clan.
Turning his face from the gravesite, Leith noticed the pink-stained sky on the western horizon. There would be little enough daylight left to travel by. They should leave immediately, yet he felt some indefinable urge to remain for a time, perhaps indeed to mourn the passing of the babe who might have spared much bloodshed.
Walking down the verdant slope, Leith allowed himself a moment without conscious thought, letting his weary muscles relax. It was warm and still beneath the shelter of the trees and he drew a heavy breath, noticing for the first time the fresh green of spring.
Birds sounded their familiar cries—the flute-like whistle of a golden oriole, the penetrating call of a nuthatch issuing from dense upper branches. The slope became steeper and a lochan appeared finally, the water of the small lake dark and waveless in the diminishing light.
He rested here, settling wearily upon the weather-softened leaves to stare at the lochan below. It was a bonny spot, where he could well imagine he was yet in the Highlands, listening to his sister's fair voice as she sang. Before her death, before the feud between the clan Forbes and the MacAulays.
There had been a time when the two tribes had been united in spirit, when a Forbes need not fear for his life should he cross to MacAulay soil, but that peace was no more. It had been shattered by Eleanor's death.
Dear Jesu! Leith tightened his fists, letting his eyes fall closed as he remembered.
He had harbored such hopes for this quest—had longed to right the wrongs, erase the pain. But there was no hope now.
Long ago he had met the mother of the lost child. She had been English and new to the way of the Scots and the MacAulays. Even as a lad Leith had been left speechless by her beauty, awed by her regal demeanor. But there had been a sadness upon her, a melancholy he could sense and still recall.
She had hated Scotland, hated the loneliness, hated the marriage that brought her there. And so she had escaped, finding her final resting place here.
Would the daughter have felt the same? Would she have preferred death to Scotland? Or would she have been the bond needed to heal the hatred?
It was dark when Leith awoke, and the air was still, like the muffled memory of a dream. Awareness shifted into his senses and he opened his eyes. The lochan below lapped quietly at its sandy shore, moving restlessly and glittering in silvered points of moonlight.
It seemed a magical place, soothing somehow, but he had already spent too much time here.
A movement arrested Leith's attention and he turned his gaze.
It was a woman. Or was it? She was dressed in purest white and beside her was the sleek, dark shape of a...
He shook his head tentatively, trying to clear his mind, but the scene did not change. Still the woman remained upon the sand, and at her side was a wildcat.
Sweet Jesu, it could not be. Wildcats were not pets, but independent fighting beasts, revered for their strength and ferocity. Indeed, they were the very symbol of the Forbes.
A noise issued from below, rumbling up from the sleek cat as the woman placed her hand gently to its head. Purring! Sweet Jesu, it was purring and rubbing close against its mistress' robed leg.
Leith felt the magic like the sizzling shock of nearby lightning.
Never had he seen a bean-sith, but this must surely be one. In his youth he had heard many tales of the fairy people. Long had it been since he had hoped to view one in the flesh.
She spoke.
He could not hear her words, for they were meant for the cat. Her tone was soft and melodious, like a dove's dulcet cry through the fog of morn. Leith straightened slightly, letting the magic sear his senses as he endeavored to see more clearly through the foliage before him.
The moon had slipped above the uppermost branches of the trees, casting its gilding light upon the unearthly creatures by the lochan. He saw the fairy lift her robes. Her feet and legs were pale and bare, shapely and mesmerizing as she touched her toes to the water.
Cold! It would be cold as winter on a windswept mountain, Leith surmised. Yet the figure did not draw immediately away but walked for a while through the water, lifting her robes high enough to expose her knees and a scant few inches of lovely thighs, and beside her, through the glassy liquid moved the cat.
A fairy woman and her familiar. Eerie and frightening. Yet Leith was not frightened, for the magic seemed to surround him too. He clenched his fists, feeling an instinctive desire as old as time. Indeed she was of the fairy folk for she drew at his senses, seeming to wrestle his will from him. Need reared its insistent head. Too long had he thought of naught but his people, too long had he neglected that which made him man.
Not drawing his eyes from the gilded fairy, he sat silently upright. Little more than ten strides separated them, but the distance was crowded with leaves and bracken and she failed to notice for she spoke to her familiar and raised her hand.
The cat lifted its head, listening, and then it was off, bounding through the water to disappear into the darkness.
Stepping from the silvered lochan, the fairy looked quickly about. With one smooth motion she pulled the wimple from her head. Masses of burnt-crimson hair cascaded down her back in wild abandon, catching light like moonbeams on rubies.
Leith felt his breath catch in a hard knot. She was a celestial image, a picture of purest beauty, and he half-expected her to be joined there by a unicorn of ivory hue and deep-chested power.
The rope about her waist fell away. Her hands lifted.
Sweet Jesu! Leith's heart seemed to still in his chest. Naked, she stood upon the silken sand—like a goddess revealed to him alone.
Hard need gripped him with sudden urgency. Primitive yearning twisted like a well-placed dirk in his gut.
She was as straight as a reed, as supple as a sapling, caressed by hip-length hair and illumined by enchanted moonbeams. Shadow and light limned her delicate form, hiding and enhancing. Her back lay like a smooth glen that sloped down to the curve of twin hillocks, and when she turned he saw the sister peaks of her taut breasts.
She was a supernatural being, but did legend not say that the Highlander had sprung from matings with such creatures in the dawn before time? 'Twas an honored tradition, said his unconscious mind.
She stretched, lifting her slender arms toward the moon, reveling in its magical light. Inviting him to come to her?
Yes. Of course. In all his six and score years he had never been granted a view of a fairy. But now, at his darkest hour, she was revealed to him. It was destiny. On some primal level he felt her call to him, entreating him. Begging him to take her. As one in a trance he rose. She held his future in her magical hands and he had been led here to join with mis mystical being—to let her cure the ills of his clan, to heal the wounds that he could not.
Aye! She was the answer.
He stepped forward, drawn by invisible bonds.
A branch scraped against Leith's doublet, causing the fairy to lift her face. It was pale as moonlight in the darkness; her gasp was sharp and startled.
Do not fear, Leith wished to tell her, for he would not harm her. Destiny moved him, drawing him onward, but a snarl from behind him jerked at his attention.
He tried to push the sound from his mind, to concentrate on the fairy, but the snarl sounded again, closer now and more deadly.
In one swift movement he turned, dropping a hand to the bone handle of the dirk at his side.
A dark shadow crouched not far away. It snarled again, its fangs just visible in the darkness. Leith steadied his stance, gripping his weapon, every sense focused on the battle he would wage for the fairy goddess.
But from below a rustling noise brushed up from the sand of the lochan and running feet pattered speedily away. The dark shadow of the cat rose, twitched, and was gone, like nothing more substantial than the furtive whisper of a frightful dream.
Drawing a deep breath, Leith forced his muscles to relax and turned slowly. The fairy was no longer there.
On the pale, crescent stretch of beach, footprints were frosted onto the sand. Near the water's edge the glitter of metal caught Leith's eye. Pacing to it, he squatted. Finding a coarse chain, he scowled, lifting it slowly to let it drift through his fingers until he felt the rough wood of a small cross bound in brass wire.
"Sweet Jesu!" He whispered the words aloud, his gaze caught fast on that humble symbol of Christianity. It was the distinctive cross he had seen on the ladies of Saint Mary's Abbey, the cross each of them had worn about their necks.
Leith's gaze lifted to follow the gilded footprints.
So the enchantress was not a fairy.
She was a nun!