CHAPTER 24
FAMOUS (LOST TO LA) — RAHIIM
? YASMINA ?
I was on a whole new level of being fucked when I saw Kai at the slopes at four in the fucking morning.
He never came to my practice sessions, so seeing him was a sign that we were going to wrap up our unfinished business.
And it was not going to be friendly. I could smell the hostility that he didn’t bother concealing, radiating from him.
And now I regretted not coming along with Ethan. Thursday was always a day for me to unwind and practise alone. And of course, Kai knew that and exploited the opportunity.
“Not happy to see me?” He smirked when he noticed my crestfallen expression.
“When have I ever been happy to see you?” I squinted my eyes in irritation, placing my board down.
Kai chuckled before taking a threatening step towards me, and soon, he was looking down at me with his piercing silver and gold eyes. The three scratch scars that ran across his cheek added an element of malice and strength.
I simply didn’t understand how one could possess such ethereal masculine beauty, but still be a pain in the ass.
Not to mention how immensely tall he was. Everything about him was just flawless and I hated it.
“I’m deeply offended, kücük tavsan . I’ve been waiting for you in the cold for the past ten minutes.” He faked a pout and all I could think about was how sinfully delicious his soft, pink lips taste.
Perhaps it was his musk that was clouding my sense of judgement. His icy, citrusy-vanilla and incense-like fragrance was so strong and heavenly, it was always easy to decipher his presence by his smell.
“I didn’t ask you to,” I retorted, giving him a smirk.
“I thought you said you wanted sweet guys.” He tilted his head, but his apathetic tone erased any genuine feelings that he could possibly have. If he did have feelings.
I tried not to find the fact that he remembered my appreciation for sweet guys from a month ago heartwarming, and the fact that he was still trying to become one.
“But you’re not my type,” I deadpanned.
“What’s your type, anyway?” For the first time since I met him, he looked curious. It was refreshing from his usual stoic facial expression. I had seen roughly three facial expressions for as long as I had known him.
“I just want an affectionate, thoughtful, and brave guy, someone who will put me first for once and someone who reciprocates my energy.” I shrugged and he seemed to be thinking about what I had just said because he was silent for a while.
“Brave…I am quite brave. I saved you from the spider, does that count?” His eyes had a sadistic glint, but something about the way he asked the question made me laugh.
“No, not really.” My lips thinned and he shrugged nonchalantly.
“Thoughtful then. I am at the slopes right on time for your practice session.”
“You want something from me.”
“Touché, but oh well, it was worth a try. Since asking you nicely clearly doesn’t work, I guess we’ll do it the traditional way.” And just like that, he had reverted back to his usual, cold self.
“What part of ‘I don’t like you’ don’t you understand?” I huffed in despair.
Kai smirked a little, his silver eye slowly gaining momentum as he spoke. “And what part of ‘I don’t give a fuck’ don’t you understand?”
“You’re just so insufferable.”
“Thanks,” he simply said, and I wondered if he knew what the word meant.
“It wasn’t a compliment,” I said flatly, but if it bothered him, he didn’t show it.
“It wasn’t rhetorical,” he said in a bored tone and I almost punched the living hell out of him.
He means nothing. He is nothing, ignore him?—
“I came up with a challenge for the both of us, I think you’ll like it this time.” His eyes sparkled with mischief and I involuntarily shivered. Stepping into the beast’s territory was just about one of the worst things I’d ever done in my life.
“I don’t think I’ll ever like anything you come up with.” I snickered, folding my arms in the process.
“Let’s see how many fucks I have to give.” He pretended to look around briefly then stared down at me. “See? Absolutely none.”
I rolled my eyes, except this time, I didn’t get away with it. His hand clasped firmly around my neck, cutting my airways for a few seconds before letting go when I paled. His lips twitched when I deeply inhaled to compensate for the air I lost.
“Careful, kücük tavsan , you might end up on your knees as a result of your attitude.” He winked, his silver eye sending a chill through me before he let me go. “Anyways, I have a fun challenge for us.”
“I’m listening.” I shifted my weight to my right leg.
“I’m glad you’re such a fast learner, and for that, I’m going to give you another ultimatum.” The sparkle in his lifeless eyes told me that it was about to get rough.
Kai moved closer until his warm breath was caressing my cheek. My heart rate sped up at the proximity, and despite the attraction I had to him and the need to feel his massive, ripped body against mine, I couldn’t let him get close.
I’d most definitely give in.
“I’m going to chase you down the devil’s track, but I’ll give you a five-minute head start. If you cross the finish line before I catch you, I’ll do whatever you want me to, but if I catch you before you get there, I’ll remain in control. So, snowboard wisely.”
The devil’s track was one of the most dangerous tracks in the academy, and only professionals were allowed to race down there. There were two ultimatums: do or die. We had ID cards with our levels, so to unlock the gate you needed to have a black sports card.
It was my first time being here since my failure at the Championships. Our trail was an imitation of the one at the Championships and was equally haunting. My stomach churned in fear as I thought about the way I nearly lost my life and how I could potentially fall in the darkness.
Kai had pushed my hardest limit. He brought me here to punish me with my demons.
The wind was howling violently but his gigantic body shielded me entirely from the cold. Something about Kai made him seem so immortal, so…undefeatable.
“You're fucking crazy. I'm not doing this with you.” I was about to walk away when he calmly gripped me.
“I don’t recommend walking away from me. Get onto your fucking board.”
Inhaling deeply, I got onto my board despite my shaking body. I was so close to tears, but I couldn’t fall before the enemy. I had to prove I was capable of competing in the Championships, so I skated towards the secured entrance of the devil’s track.
I hated this. In fact, now was a good time to die.
As captains, we didn’t have to get the coach’s permission to go down that trail. I inserted my card and the gate slid open to reveal one of the scariest and deadliest trails the area had ever seen. The second deadliest, the first being the finals one.
Half of the people never made it out alive.
I’ve been down this trail a total of four times before Championships, and flashbacks of falling gripped me so much that I could hardly breathe. My helmet disguised my anxiety and panic, but I was sure Kai could sense it.
I had mastered the obstacles, the curves, the steep edges—everything. But it fell apart that day.
Upon signal, I quickly sped down the narrow slope, the familiar dread of possibly being in danger engulfing me rapidly, but I didn’t stop. This semester, the obstacles had multiplied in both number and size, and the slope was far steeper than last time.
My heart pulsated when I skated on the edge, using my heels to carve down the hill. I tucked my posture, squinting through the shield glasses to enhance my vision over the flying debris. It was dark and unpredictable; any wrong move would send me to the afterlife.
I was far down the slope when I heard a loud whoosh, signalling me that Kai was hot on my trail. How the fuck did he make it all the way here in a span of ten seconds?
I was starting to feel his presence the moment my skin started prickling. My back broke out into a cold sweat the faster my board went. A massive shadow loomed over me and I knew that I was officially fucked.
I could hear his low, demonic chuckle from behind and this time, I simply could not attempt to slow him down. The slope was just too steep and there were trees and obstacles at every turn. If I did that, I’d die as a result.
It took one millisecond of distraction to die in the devil’s track. He was putting me before my demons once again. It seemed he enjoyed torturing me with my nightmares.
The dangerous curve was a few metres away and I had to adjust my posture to be able to swerve past it. It was the same obstacle that nearly killed me. I had tears in my eyes as I thought of the way my body tumbled off last year.
I couldn’t do this, I just couldn’t.
Soon, I felt Kai’s warmth emanating directly onto my back.
Before I could even inhale, I was on the ground, rolling violently in the snow with Kai’s body firmly encasing mine.
With strong composure and control, he stopped our rolling once he was certain that I was disoriented. It took me a while to realise that we were at the summit of the finish line and that Kai’s board had crossed it first. But he had saved me from falling off the curve. He sensed I had panicked and given up.
Were it not for him, I would have fallen over the cliff again. And this time, I doubt I would’ve made it considering the jagged rocks below.
I was hanging from the edge of the steep slope where any wrong move would send me falling into the dark, dense forestry below. I’d die upon impact. I tried to wiggle back to safety, but Kai’s grip restricted me from any movement. He lifted his helmet and I shivered from his dark stare when I removed mine.
“Looks like you’re mine today, baby.” His voice had a malevolent edge to it, and something about it made me shiver.
He was definitely going to do bad things to me.
“Fuck you, cheater,” I spat, glaring harshly at him as he finally looked down at me with his piercing, heterochromatic eyes, a chilling, manic glint sparkling in them.
“Hmm, seems to me that you’ve forgotten how dirty you played yesterday. I’m just returning the favour. In fact, I saved your life once again.” He winked, his silver eye purposefully left open.
“I’m done with your favours and your so-called generosity. I need you to leave me alone.” My emotions were peaking, but he seemed very unfazed.
In fact, that dark, predator-like look that he often got whenever he was about to attack was starting to consume his features at a rapid pace, and for the first time, I was truly scared of what he was going to do to me. This place brought back so many nightmares and bad memories.
“I’m sorry, I thought generous guys were your type,” he feigned oblivion.
“You’re not generous, you’re just manipulative, fearless, and a sweet-talker,” I retorted, staring at him with so much hatred.
“Would you look at that, I’m suddenly your type today.” His sadistic gaze roamed over my features as though he wanted to engrave my face into his subconscious.
“No, you’re not.”
“Let me give you synonyms, kücük tavsan . Fearless is bravery. And a sweet talker, well, we’re removing the talker because I hardly do that. There, all done.” He looked so happy with himself, I almost laughed if I wasn’t hanging right off the edge of the slope.
“You’re shit at analysis.”
“Maybe if you weren’t so bad at descriptions, we wouldn’t be here at all.” His lips quirked before he straddled my neck, looming over me like the Greek god of pure and unfathomable destruction.
“Open your mouth, princess.” He strategically unzipped his trousers and my heart raced at an alarming rate. “If you scream, no one will hear you. But I do think screaming for me is a viable option right now.”
I couldn’t get myself out of this. His board was trapping my legs in place and I couldn’t get up since I was still attached to my own board.
“Fuck you, I’ll never scream for you. And I’m not going to suck your cock, Vazalo,” I said with so much hatred, yet he hardly reacted. In fact, I thought I saw him smirk.
“Funny how you think you have a choice. I’ve won fair and square,” he murmured, his Calvin Kleins peeking out. I gulped as I saw his huge tent.
He was massive.
“It wasn’t fair and square, it doesn’t count.”
“That’s quite hypocritical considering you didn’t win fair and square yesterday. The tables have turned, huh?” He ran his hand through my hair, tilting my head up to stare right into my soul.
“But I?—”
“Shh, kücük tavsan . Less talking and more action.” His cock was fully erect when he pulled himself out and I couldn’t suppress the gasp that left my lips.
His dripping head was a deep purple, outlined with visible veins. He had an impressive cock, I’d give him that.
My thighs clenched at the sight of him, and I internally wondered how he would fit in my mouth. He was just too big, bigger than normal.
“You have five seconds till we do things my way.” He looked absolutely terrifying above me, but I stood my ground.
“Fuck you.” I glared, keeping my lips firmly shut. He looked calm as he pulled his helmet shield down until I couldn’t see his face. I had actually never seen his pleasured face before.
“Very well, then.” He leaned forward and his hand moved towards my face. His thumb and index finger pressed the sides of my nose until I had absolutely no oxygen in my lungs.
When they started burning, I gave up and finally opened my mouth. He didn’t give me a moment to inhale before sliding his cock deep down my throat and I gagged in response.
He gripped my hair tightly and guided me over his huge cock, and the drool was already dripping from the corners of my lips as he filled my entire mouth.
Holy shit.
He pulled out and I gasped in as much air as possible, choking a little before he thrust into my mouth again. And again. Until I was seeing stars beneath my eyelids.
He tasted like raw man, and I shouldn’t have enjoyed the way he was treating me. The way he was skull-fucking me should have been illegal.
His actions were almost animalistic as he tugged my hair harder, angling me to open my throat further. My jaw was starting to ache from his girth, but I wouldn’t give up. If anything, I was tempted to bite him.
“Don’t even think about it, unless you want people to salvage your broken body down there.” He pulled out and tilted my head so I could see the dense forestry below that beheld all the darkness of the devil’s trail.
I simply glared at him, allowing him to use my mouth. I was so slick between my legs, it was almost embarrassing. I was not okay in the head, and it started with the fact that I wanted to be forced. Taken against my will—yeah, I needed help.
Kai must have gone through majority of my books because he was treating me exactly the way I wanted to be treated.
He tilted his head back and I took it as a sign that he was enjoying himself. I couldn’t see his face because of the helmet’s dark shield, but I could hear his low groans. I tried to wiggle, but it was so futile under Kai’s lethal weight over me.
“You’re so fucking feisty, it turns me on,” he spoke through the helmet, bobbing my head faster until everything around me didn’t make any sense. “Don’t worry, you’re going to learn exactly how I like it.”
I hollowed my cheeks to accommodate his large cock, and he seemed to be expanding the harder I sucked him. I teased his head with a flick of my tongue and his grip on my hair tightened.
A weak spot. Interesting.
I did it again and I thought he was going to pull my roots out. I sucked sensually, gagging as he blocked my airways.
Kai really put the psycho in psychotic.
“Your mouth is a fucking miracle, kücük tavsan .” His mellifluous, dark voice made me shiver, and I shouldn’t have felt my heart flutter at his comment.
I increased the pressure, feeling the friction of having him deep down my throat. My ridges contracted to take him all in and he twitched against my tongue. I rolled my eyes in pleasure, hating myself all over again for enjoying this.
The wind blew harshly as bits of my hair stuck to my skin, and the rumble of thunder in the distance made everything feel so ominous. It was getting colder as a few droplets of scattered rain sprinkled my face.
“I can’t wait to see this pretty pussy leaking with my cum.” His robotic, almost demonic voice was slightly muffled by the helmet, but it made me quiver in both fear and anticipation.
I couldn’t believe the fact that I felt this way for my biggest rival. It was just impossible. The realisation that I was sucking his cock gave me so many mixed feelings. I hated him, but fuck, the way he made me feel was nothing like I’d ever experienced.
My nipples were extremely tight and aching beneath my flannel as I revelled in Kai’s sensual yet questionable actions.
If anyone had told me that I would be giving my rival head, I would have given them a solid kick in the shin.
The resentment and urge to have him all over my body left me so confused and frustrated, but I cupped his large, strong balls with no regrets whatsoever.
I was stuck in this position, so I might as well enjoy it.
Every part of my face hurt as Kai exerted all his masculine energy onto me, and it seemed he was very good at controlling his orgasm. It felt like I’d been sucking him for hours.
My head slumped a little and I felt him pause in consideration. His hand moved from my jaw to my cheek, the ghost touch lingering as he moved to my forehead.
“Tired already, kücük tavsan ? I thought you were stronger than that,” he said in a mocking voice, pulling out a fraction so I could breathe.
“I’m unimpressed,” I said when I pulled away. But before I could think, his cock was back in my mouth, and this time, silky ribbons of his essence spilled down my throat because of the angle he held my head at.
“If you choke and spit it out, we’ll start all over again. Not a single drop should be wasted.” His voice was low and sex-infused. I internally marvelled how one can be so perfect but have such a shit personality. “Or better, I could send you to the afterlife. How beautiful would your dismantled body look down there?”
I did my best to swallow him carefully and escape him before things got out of hand. He sounded completely deranged and diabolic, I found it intriguing and frightening at the same time.
He deliciously tasted of salt and musky man, and I would have enjoyed his unique taste if I didn’t loathe him so much.
As if the universe had something against me, I accidentally choked and when the lightning illuminated the entire place, I saw something rare behind his helmet.
A smile.
It was just a flash, but it made such a difference considering he never did that.
I screamed when he tilted me further down the edge until I could see the dense bushes and pine trees below. If I fell from this edge, I’d never make it. The moment my mouth opened, his essence oozed from my mouth and onto my face.
“Hmm, so you do scream.” His monotone voice had a silver of amusement as the terror filled every inch of me, but I refused to show it.
“Do it, coward, kill me. That’s what you want, isn’t it?” I said coldly, inching further down, but he gripped me harder. He had tucked himself in and zipped his pants all in record time.
“Where’s the fun in that? This is to remind you of where you could possibly end up if you don’t cooperate with me.” His thumb stroked my pulse while his head tilted slowly.
He definitely had a weird obsession with the pulse on my neck. Kai pushed his helmet up to reveal his lips, then licked every inch of my face, gathering his essence up before squeezing my nose shut again.
When my mouth opened, he spit into my mouth, returning his cum into my mouth. “I told you not to fucking waste a drop. Now, be a good girl for me and swallow. That’s if, you still want your life. The ball is in your court.”
I had to admit, everything was so weird but so…hot. I had never experienced anything as crazy as this, hell, I'd never been with anyone as psychotic as Kai. I wanted to run, but at the same time, I wanted him to catch me and the most horrifically erotic things to me.
I dutifully swallowed and his lips quirked into a smirk before he pulled his helmet down.
“What the hell do you want?” I stared at him with so much resentment, but he didn’t seem to care.
“I want you, all of you. Fuck it, I need you to get out of my mind, I need you out of my soul right away.” I couldn’t help but grin at his words, biting my glistening lip in the process.
“So in simple terms, you want to fuck me?”
“In simple terms, if you don’t stop talking to Ethan, he’s dead meat. Literally.” I felt the weight of his threat and it wasn’t casual.
“Why? Do you feel threatened that he may have a chance to taste my pussy? That I could ride his face all night—” I was cut off by him pushing me until half of my body was hanging from the edge.
Instead of panicking, I laughed manically, syncing with the howls of the nocturnal animals in the same forest Kai wanted to drop me in.
“I have a face, in case you're in the mood. I'll taste you if that’s what you want. The only face you'll ever ride is fucking mine, kücük tavsan .” The dark jealousy in his robotic tone gave me chills.
“So, you do want me.” I sighed at the end, taking note of how frozen he was; he almost represented an aristocratic statue. “Let’s make a deal.”
“Fuck no.”
“Then kill me, drop me.”
“Hell no.”
“So let me go then.”
“Still a no.”
“Do you have anything else to say other than no?”
“Hmm, let’s see…no.”
“Ugh, you’re impossible,” I huffed in frustration and he chuckled darkly.
“Indeed, I am. Anyway, tell me about this deal, then I might consider it if you have an angle.” He slowly pulled me back to the snowy edge and I internally sighed in relief.
Any wrong breath would definitely change his mind.
“I’ll stop talking to Ethan on one condition.” He seemed attentive behind the helmet so I continued, “You walk around campus with my bite marks and scar on your neck on display.”
“Fucking easy, deal.”
“I’m not yet done. And you have to take off your shirt for me.”
After running a deep analysis of Kai Vazalo for the past few months, I realised that he always wore long sleeved shirts and tees, and if it was short sleeved, he wore a hoodie, blazer or a jacket over it. He was never shirtless, and he was so careful to make sure he never revealed his body.
I didn’t understand why he was always clothed, but whatever it was, I wanted to know.
If it was possible, his hand got colder and his grip tightened till I was pale. I could sense his face hardening beneath his helmet as an eerie silence filled the atmosphere.
I had definitely hit a sensitive spot.
He seemed to realise this before he could react any further, because he let me go and pulled me off the edge back to safety before leaning towards my ear.
“Be careful what you wish for, kücük tavsan .”
And with that, he got up and slid away.