CHAPTER 18
WHITE LIES — OLIVER LUCAS (SLOWED)
? YASMINA ?
I stared at him in disbelief, my jaw slacked as I squinted my eyes.
He was definitely joking, right?
“Do we do things my way, or my way?” Kai calmly articulated, his gaze turning darker as I glared at him.
Hate was an understatement; I needed this guy dead to find peace in my life.
“You don’t tell me what to do.” My scowl deepened and a silver of a smirk tugged at his lips.
“Actually, I do. You promised to do anything I’d say,” he reminded me and I almost punched him. Again.
“Well, I don’t feel like it anymore.”
“Bold of you to assume that you have a choice, kücük tavsan . I don’t think Stella has gone far either?—”
“Fine! Fine, it's whatever.” I folded my arms in defiance.
“In that case, you heard me.” He seemed to be losing his patience as his voice grew robotic and extremely dark. I could feel the vibrations deep in the pits of my soul.
I exhaled deeply, then pushed the thin strings of my thong down my hips with a deep blush on my face. But I would take whatever this guy would throw my way. I provoked him after all, so I had to deal with it.
My panties dropped to the ground and his eyes followed the movement. I couldn’t tell what Kai was thinking because he hardly gave me a substantial reaction. He didn’t even bat a lash for that matter.
“Well, what are you waiting for?” I gave him a bored look and a small, deep scoff sounded from him.
In a swift movement, he bent to take the thong that I had stepped out of and he didn’t even hesitate to inhale the damp middle for a good second.
I didn’t even know where to look. In fact, I wanted to fucking hide. My rival was smelling my arousal, and I found it so damn sexy despite my hatred for him. He was not okay in the head, that had to be it.
This was so embarrassing, but I wasn’t going to show it. I simply smirked at him.
“And?”
“I've had better, but you'll have to do.” He shrugged nonchalantly, but I refused to let him get to me. I didn’t want him, anyway. This was just a physical transaction that required no attachment or caring whatsoever.
Despite his words, he slipped the panties in his pocket, quite literally contradicting himself slightly.
“I've been kissed better, but you're not ready for that conversation,” I replied calmly, and with a match of my energy, his hand stealthily wrapped around my throat. The same way he gripped Stella’s throat.
“I was born ready for anything. However, I don’t think you’re ready to be fucked in a pool of all your ex-boyfriends’ blood.” Kai said it so calmly, I had to take a closer look at him to make sure he was human.
“You're just so…unhinged,” I whispered distastefully and if it bothered him, he didn’t show it.
“I didn’t know you were researching about me.” He looked so smug, I wanted to wipe that look from his face.
“I wasn’t, it's clear in your actions,” I snapped, goosebumps forming all over my skin from the cold and the presence of this man.
“The fact that you observe me a lot makes things worse.” Kai’s soulless eyes glimmered with amusement.
“Ugh, I hate you.” I glared even harder.
“Great, that turns me on.” He moved towards me and in a swift, effortless motion, I was hoisted on his strong hips. I sharply inhaled at the feel of my petite body against his powerful, rigid one.
I had always liked muscular guys, but none actually surpassed Kai. Kai was certainly a legend and it was so clear when my nipples tightened at the heated contact. He was so titanic that despite being hoisted against the tree, I was fully shielded by his broad, sharp shoulders.
This man was attractive in the most dangerous ways.
“Whatever you do, stay away from my breasts.” I warned him and thank fuck I had taken my piercings out. He watched me through seductive, half-lidded eyes. Wondering. Marvelling. Considering?—
“Fair enough.” He shrugged nonchalantly and without warning, his cold, massive hand slid up my thigh until his knuckles were pressed against my hot, wet core.
I shivered violently against him, avoiding eye contact because I would definitely not make it. His ego was bigger than Earth itself, hence, I didn’t want him thinking he could impress me.
He was so straightforward and direct about what he wanted. No sweet words, no loving stare—no nothing. Zero. Zilch. This was his true self; his raw element.
I gasped again when his knuckles grazed my clit, causing my entire womanhood to throb with need. He was staring at me, but I refused to acknowledge it. I would crumble. I didn’t want to crumble. Don’t crumble before the enemy?—
“Eyes up here, kücük tavsan , unless you're game about being edged all night long.” I trembled at the roughness of his low tenor, and if he were someone else, I'd have found him sexy.
“It's funny how you think that everyone should be at your mercy.”
His eyes flashed for a second before he tilted his head. The movement was almost unnatural were it not for his masculine beauty. “But you are at my mercy.”
“That’s beside the point—” I was cut off when he thrust two, long fingers into my pussy. Cold and writhing. They sunk deeper into my wet warmth and I bit back a scream.
“Hmm, tender like I suspected. And very, very…wet,” Kai said in between the thrusts. I glared at him regardless of the pleasure that burned and simmered over my skin. I had never felt this good from such a simple action.
But that was just the Kai effect. You felt things you didn’t normally feel and they took you elsewhere. To a place you could never escape even if you tried. I was on cloud nine and past the point of recovery.
I couldn’t help but bite my lip as I noticed the way his veins outlined the arm that was beneath my dress, and each time his fingers flexed, they became more prominent. He didn’t even try to be hot and it bothered me. It was hard to admit, but I liked it.
I couldn’t believe that my rival had gone this far. Drowning me was one thing, but fingering me?
That was a hard limit.
Despite all the thoughts that swirled in my head, I didn’t stop him. I couldn’t ignore the sparks I got from his touch, the deep, uneasy sensation in my womb that drove me insane, the urgent need to feel the ecstasy in my veins—I couldn’t ignore his menacing presence.
“Look at you.” A ghost smile touched his lips as he added the third finger, stretching my lips further apart. “You're making a mess all over my hand. Where have your manners gone now?”
I was too dazed to speak, and I unapologetically bit his shoulder while he pushed his slender fingers deep. He had a certain dexterity that made me quiver as he rubbed my clit and traced intelligible patterns over my pussy.
Kai chuckled, his powerfully sculpted shoulder contracting slightly but I didn’t let go, instead, biting him harder so he could feel the pain. I craved to feel more of his soft skin against mine, and even as his calloused hand cupped my pussy whole, I knew I was gone.
I would never be the same again.
Something was so sexy about the rough ways in which he touched me, and a strangled moan slipped past my lips when he added the fourth fucking finger. It evolved into a piercing scream as he parted his lips to let his drool slip out and onto his fingers then pushed them deeper. My pussy burned in white-hot pain, I desperately wanted to close my legs, but I was also on the edge of a blood-curling orgasm.
This was so inhumane.
I was so high on emotion, I could hardly understand myself for the first time in history. I could hardly comprehend where I was coming from or going.
I didn’t make a sound as the pain of his hand invading me intensified. Black dots lined my vision as the line blurred between pain and pleasure. Everything became hazy, my teeth unclasped from his skin and a soft sigh elicited from my lips.
I was so close, so close?—
Nothing.
I had hit a dead end.
No warmth, no touch, no nothing.
I dropped to the ground when Kai let me go abruptly, and I grunted upon the impact. I smirked up at his intimidating face, recovering from the fall and standing elegantly before him.
“I could touch myself for the rest of the night, so denying me an orgasm won't help.” I folded my arms smugly, feeling my thighs slip due to the moisture.
“Go ahead, I know you're desperate for my touch.” Kai hardly flinched as he said the words and I tried to hide my disbelief, but the silver of satisfaction that touched his features told me it was a bit too late for that.
“You're so…insufferable,” I said with so much hatred as he slowly walked up to me, much like a shadow that was milliseconds away from consuming my existence until I was nothing but ash.
“Indeed. I like it when my victims know this much about me.”
I was about to protest when his fingers pressed into my mouth. The same fingers he had up my pussy. All four of them.
“Never thought I'd see the day you're speechless.” His heated gaze marvelled, staring down at me with a look so primal, so…deranged. “It's only fair you clean your mess from my fingers.”
Kai pushed them deeper without notice, causing me to gag and choke on reflex. I tried to inhale, but his fingers were strategically blocking my airway, and after a carefully calculated second, he slipped the fingers out. I gasped, making up for lost air as he chuckled deeply.
He brought the glistening fingers into his own mouth, sucking them clean with no fear or disgust whatsoever.
Don’t blush, don’t fucking blush.
It's nothing, he's just crazy. Like, really crazy.
Kai winked, hiding his warm, golden eye beneath the lid and instilling fear in me as I stared up into the silver, mercury-like eye.
He knew how to play his cards right, but I liked a good challenge.
“You're sweeter than that chai latte, and out of luck.” His hair fell across his face, disguising him and giving him a more ominous look.
“And why’s that, Vazalo?” I scoffed, watching him leave the forest. He paused briefly, then spoke without turning back.
“I've got an insatiable sweet tooth, kücük tavsan .”