“A urora…?”
Silence.
“Aurora…?”
I felt like I was floating to her bedroom. There was ringing in my ears.
“Aurora…”
I pushed open the door.
Blood.
Everywhere.
And in the midst of it, my dead sister.
I collapsed to the floor over her, screaming.
He should have come for me. Why didn’t he stop to look under the bed? Why didn’t I stop him from going into her room?
I begged her to wake up.
But she looked past me. She looked like a stranger. Not my Aurora. Not the little happy girl she was supposed to be. She was empty. Her eyes didn’t carry the glow of a wild little girl who wanted to fight dragons as a warrior princess.
I was supposed to protect her.
I screamed into the void, never stopping, even when arms wrapped around me and pulled me off my dead sister. Covered in her blood, I bucked wildly in the arms of the police officer that tried to console me.
I wailed until I couldn’t breathe, until I passed out and came to again.
I would never forgive myself.
I would never love myself.
At thirteen, my world went black, and I was submerged in darkness.
There was no light.