MC Sinners Boxed Set #1-7

SERENITY

T hey sent me into Hogan’s lot to find out information. They wired me up, and sent me in. I’m starving, my body is weak, but here I am, likely about to get beaten half to death by my father. Better yet, I want him to beat me. I want him to take this pain away. I’m tired of feeling this. I don’t have an escape. I’m trapped, even after all this, I’ve lost my lifeline.

For the first time in my life...I want him to kill me.

“Where have you been?” Hogan barks as soon as I step through the front doors. I look at him, but my face is empty.

“Finding out information,” I say, my voice empty. He doesn’t even notice.

“They’re on lockdown, we’ve been watching them. How did you get out?”

“I climbed out a window.”

“Are they all there?”

“No, you need to give them a few more days for the last of the club to arrive.”

Hogan glares at me. “You lyin’ to me?”

“No, go see for yourself if you don’t believe me.”

I am telling Hogan everything Cade and Spike told me to. I am just following a damned script, basically. Hogan walks forward, gripping my shoulder and shaking me. For the first time in my life, I don’t wince.

“You tell me when they’re all in. We’re going to do a sneak attack, just blow the fuck outta them.”

I shrug.

“What the fuck is your problem?”

“You,” I say.

I know what I’m doing. I’m baiting him. I know Cade and Spike are listening to me, but I don’t care. I know right now they’ll be screaming for me to shut up. But I’m tired. I can’t live like this anymore. I don’t want to live like this anymore.

“What did you fuckin’ say?”

“You heard me,” I say, staring into his eyes. “My problem is you.”

He raises his fist back, and hits me so hard I am sent flying into a nearby wall. I hit it so hard my head slams back, causing it to spin even worse than it already is. Hogan storms over, lifting me by my shirt and hurling me across the room. I land against the bar, not screaming. I just want it to be over.

“You’re fuckin’ dead!”

I close my eyes.

Hoping he’s right.

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