CHAPTER 13
Stack (Dax)
I do not deserve her. But there is no way in hell I’m ever letting her go.
She. Is. Mine.
“I’m clean, I get tested after every assignment,” I assure her.
“I knew there were dangers in some of the places I’ve lived, and I didn’t want to take chances. I’m current on birth control shots,” she confides.
Thinking of her being attacked, raped, sends my heart racing. “I’ll start you on self-defense training. I know Pax is already working with Nyla so he can help, too. I don’t ever want you to feel defenseless.”
I nuzzle her neck. “Are you sure you want to do this, Boots? There is no rush. We can wait. I can wait.”
“I’ve never been more sure of anything.”
I slip the robe from her shoulders and the T-shirt over her head. Stacking the pillows, I guide her to the middle of the bed. I stand at the foot and run my gaze slowly over her naked body. “You are so beautiful.”
“I’m too skinny. My boobs are too small. I look like a boy.”
“You’re perfect. Lithe and sensual. You move like a dancer and every part of you is sweet. I’m going to worship you, babe, until you realize exactly how amazing you are. And feast on you like the starving man I am.”
Pushing my sweats to the floor, I grasp my cock. “This is what you do to me. I swear, since meeting you I’ve been in a constant state of arousal. I’ve beat this bad boy off more times than I can count to fantasies of us being together. Now that we’re here, I know I’ll never get enough of you. I’m in this for good, Boots. You’re never getting rid of me.
“Last chance, are you… are you sure?”
“I want you, Stack. Don’t make me wait any longer.”
Starting at her feet, I suck her big toe and she giggles, relaxing into the pillow which was my goal. Trailing kisses up the inside of her leg I skim my palms over her satin skin. “So beautiful.”
When I get to her honey, I inhale deeply then lap her sweetness. She is more addictive than any drug. Her little moans and gasps as I suckle and lick her fill my chest in a way I’ve never experienced before. Her pleasure is giving me infinitely more satisfaction than my own needs. My life’s work is now protecting, loving, and pleasuring her.
“Please Stack, I need… I need something.”
Sliding a finger part way in her channel I nip her clit then tease it with the tip of my tongue. Grasping my head in her palms she lunges up and explodes. “Ohhhh!”
She collapses back on the bed. Sliding up beside her I lean on my elbow and cuddle her to my body. “You okay, babe?”
“I’ve fingered myself to orgasm, but it’s never been like that.”
I chuckle. “Haven’t you played with your toys?”
A light blush stains her cheeks. “I’ve teased my click with a bullet but that’s all. I—I wanted the first real time to be with someone I cared about.”
“I’m glad you waited. I’m glad I’ll be your first. It’s not something I’ve ever done before, but since you’ll be my last…”
“Can you do that now?” she whispers.
“Be your first? My pleasure.” Lowering my lips to hers, I tease and taunt sucking her tender lip then soothe it with my tongue. Moving lower I sample one breast then the other while I palm her tender pussy. Slowly building her arousal, her hunger.
Pressing one finger deep inside her channel, I relish her moans. Adding a second I carefully pump the two in and out of her. Her hips instinctively rise to meet me.
“Now Stack, please now.”
Using her juices to coat my fingers, I slick my cock before shifting the tip to her entrance. I slide in a couple inches. She feels so good, so right, her tight little body grasping me.
She arches her hips. “More, I want more. I want all of you. Now.”
Angling my hips, I push deeper with steady pressure until she’s taken all of me. “You ok, sweetheart?”
“A little full.” She tries to chuckle, but it comes out raspy. “It’s tight but…but it feels good. I like how we fit.”
“Me too.” I kiss her forehead and her eyelids before taking her lips in mine. When I lift my head, she smiles. “Fuck me, Stack, I’m ready.”
Easing out a little I thrust back in. Each time a little harder, a little deeper, until we’re both gasping, reaching for release. I’m so close. Sliding a hand between us I thumb her clit, and she explodes around me. I follow right behind.
Laying with her half on half off my chest, I gently stroke her back from ass cheeks to shoulder until we both catch our breath, and our racing hearts return to a normal cadence.
“I love you, Boots.”
“I love you, too.”
Leaving her for a moment I grab a warm cloth from the bathroom, cleaning her then myself before snuggling her to my chest. She’s asleep in seconds and I lay there cherishing her and rearranging my career path, the rest of my life, in my mind.
When this job is over, I’m changing my priorities. From now on everything is about and for Boots.
Soft lips brush over mine like a whisper. I sensed the moment she woke but curiosity and hope had me remaining still. I want her to want me, as much as I need her. I also want her to feel confident enough in her own power to initiate what she wants and needs. I want us to both give and receive in this relationship.
“By the increased rate of your heartbeat under my palm I’d guess that you’re awake,” she says. “And I can tell you’re interested by the pipe hitting my belly.”
Letting a smile tilt my lips, I cup her hips and shift her over said pipe so she can get it nice and slick with her juices. Opening my eyes I meet hers. “Yes and yes. So what are you going to do about it, babe?”
“Maybe I should go for a ride?”
“Humm, sounds mutually beneficial to me.” I slide her sweet pussy back and forth over my cock a few more times, getting her juices flowing and my cock nice and slick. “I think you’re ready to take what you want. If there’s anything I can do to help, just ask.” I fold my hands behind my head and wait for her next move.
The smirk that tilts her lips is almost my undoing. My little girl tries to be so tough and hard, but she’s the sweetest most innocent person I’ve ever met. Oh she’s got a backbone, but nothing about her is hurtful. I guess after suffering so much at the hands of others, she’ll never be able to hurt anyone else.
She continues to ride my cock until her juices are running down my balls. I jackknife on the bed, coming up on my knees. Cupping her shoulders from behind I reverse our position and now she’s under me. Slipping one hand between us I check her core, finding her channel as drenched as she made my cock.
“Make love to me, Stack. Don’t hold back. I can take you. I want you. All of you.” I give her every inch of what she’s asking for, sliding in on the river of our combined juices. Pounding out everything she means to me.
“Yes. More,” she cries out. “I want all of you Stack. I want you to take all of me.”
I clutch her hair, forcing her to meet my eyes. “Mine. You are mine now. You understand?”
She cups the back of my head, digging her nails into my neck. “And you’re mine.”
“Yes,” I shout as we both climax one after the other.
Needing to leave my mark even though no one will see, I tongue her to orgasm in the shower and mark her sweet little titty with a hickey.
“Animal.”
“You have no idea, little tease. But you will.” I give her a hard kiss, then gently towel her dry.
I’m making brunch when she walks in the kitchen. I pour her a coffee. Handing it to her I give her a quick kiss on her lips.
She sits across the breakfast bar and watches me prepare a feast. “I’ll take you to work today and hang out for about an hour then I’ll have to leave.”
“Oh, you’ll miss the boat parade with all the lights. It’s so beautiful. This is one of my favorite times of year. I love all the colorful lights and decorations people put-up all-over town.”
“I’m sorry, babe. Next year we’ll go together.”
Her gaze widens in surprise.
Leaning on the counter I get in her face. “Hell yeah, I’ll be here next year and every year after. Get that through your head, woman.” I remind myself she doesn’t understand commitment. But she will. “One of these nights we’ll take the bike and ride around town checking out all the lights. Will that work for you?”
She swallows hard and nods.
“Tonight, either Pax and Nyla will bring you home. Or Silk.” I pause and shoot him a text telling him to come over for brunch. He already knows what’s going on, but I want him to be familiar with how much I’m telling her. “He’s going to come eat with us. I want to make sure you’re comfortable with him. It will probably be mid-afternoon tomorrow before I get home.”
Silk lets himself in and I make introductions. “Silk, Pax and I all served together in the Rangers. After we got out, we all went to work for or bought into the HARDCORE INC business. He’s a straight up guy but likes to think he’s a ladies’ man.”
I put plates down in front of both of them and study my friend. “She is off limits to you. She is mine. Now give her your number and then the two of you test to make sure you get the calls.”