Mind Games: The Obsession of Dr Lewis

Chapter 24

Nathan

The afternoon was sunny, but it only shone after the rainfall, much like life. I sat on the bench and looked at the gravestone. The name on it was Joshua Matheson, but the remains inside were of Dr Nathan Daniel Lewis. The young Frenchman whose life I stole lay in my place, dead. He bore my old name on his gravesite.

I did everything to erase who I used to be and managed to reinvent myself when I crossed paths with Dr Lewis. I hadn’t returned to the graveyard for years. Part of healing Daisy healed my own demons. I was no longer the frail boy who was abused by his mother’s boyfriend. Or the angry monster who couldn't control his bitter contempt for the world.

Daisy’s life had been virtually parallel to mine, except she didn't turn out to be a killer. I killed my rapist and hers. Tom died a little each day. I loved watching him deteriorate. It would be a triumph to see Violet go down for a murder that I’d committed. She poisoned her husband, but I’d placed the poison in their house.

Over the years, I’d killed so many people that I’d lost count. People spilt all their secrets to me, and I took note of their sins before I hunted the worst of our society. They wouldn't say outright that they were paedophiles, but I always found the evidence. At times, I would wait years until I set up the perfect death for them. The justice system was flawed, and it did not protect children.

Daisy didn't know my basement was once a torture and kill room. My shed had a lifetime supply of tools and rolls of plastic sheeting. It’s not that I didn't trust her, but I didn't want her to carry my burden or worry about me.

I smiled faintly, thinking of how much she loved her new gold heart necklace. It had a thick, circular but hollow chain with a polished heart and a simple inscription. I never wanted her to forget that her Daddy loved her.

Daddy Loves Daisy.

My sick, twisted girl, who glimpsed at the monster in me but loved me regardless.

I stood up to stand beside the gravestone.

“Thanks for the last twelve years, Dr Lewis,” I said before I hesitated to leave. “I told you that I would get my shit together. It’s a pity you turned out to be a sick bastard.”

It was the last time I would step foot in this graveyard because I was done with my past.

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Daisy sniffled, but I ignored her. So when she repeatedly sighed, I finally looked up at her. Her ass was stuffed with a silver plug, but it was the small red welts from her paddle that made my cock jerk. She was bent over the coffee table, writing out her lines.

“Daddy, my hand hurts from writing,” she complained.

“It didn't hurt when you lay in bed wanking off when you should have been napping,” I said dryly before I turned the page over in my book.

Over the years, I studied as much as my brain could absorb so no academic would question my knowledge. The habit had become part of my life.

“But Daddy, I sleep better after…you know.”

“You know the rules. Finish your lines off,” I said before I focused on the new page.

“Yes, Daddy,” she said sourly.

The truth was that we both loved sex, but only with one another. Daisy had progressed magnificently since I chemically dosed her with medication that stimulated her libido. However, after a few weeks, she no longer needed it.

I watched and waited for her to tense or have flashbacks, but it never happened. I knew all about the shame, guilt and anger because they mirrored Joshua Matheson’s. Through our sessions, I knew the challenges of her past, and it helped me to avoid her triggers.

I never enjoyed sex with anyone unless I was the dominant one. Since I couldn't open up to anyone, it was difficult to find any outlet for sex, let alone a true submissive. My profession wouldn't allow me to go to certain clubs on a regular basis. To have a ‘normal’ healthy relationship, I would need to trust a woman, and until Daisy, I never could. My closet had far too many skeletons in it.

“Finished,” Daisy practically shouted.

“Crawl over here and let me check, baby,” I said as I put my book aside.

She was beautiful with her bunches on either side of her head and the way her breasts swayed as she crawled towards me, dragging along the sheets of paper in her hand. I held my hand out as she reached my feet.

I will not finger my pussy without my Daddy being present.

I checked the pages while doing a quick calculation.

“Good girl, but next time it will be five thousand lines to write,” I said just to fuck with her. “Go upstairs and bend over your beanbag. Daddy is going to fuck your ass.”

“Yes, Daddy,” she said sweetly.

She grabbed my knees and jumped up before she practically skipped out of the living room. She loved her space in the attic and hadn't wanted to move into my bedroom, but we always slept together. The room had no bearing on me.

I smiled and stood up when I heard her running upstairs. Daisy had a few years left until her IUD needed to be replaced, but if we decided to have a child, it would need to be a joint decision. Until then, I would enjoy fucking all of my baby’s sweet holes.

When I reached the attic, she lay over the bean bag with her ass in the air. I grabbed some lube and threw it on the bed before I removed my clothes. I took my time because I knew Daisy was watching me.

She confessed that she wanted to fuck outside ever since I fucked her at the hotel window. Her playful and adventurous nature was coming out, but I would give my girl anything she wanted. If she knew about the depth of my obsession with her, she would have run and never stopped.

I picked up the lube and crossed the floor until I stood above Daisy. She loved this room because I decorated it for her and the amount of light that poured into it. This was her safe space. Safe from everyone in the world except for me.

“Does my baby need a nice hard assfucking?” I drawled out as I reached down to play with the silver plug in her ass.

“Yes, please, Daddy,” she said eagerly.

Her asshole was nicely stretched out around the plug. I slowly pulled the plug out, listening to her delicious moan as the first metal ball slipped out of her ass. After the largest ball came out, the other two came out with ease.

I sat it on the wooden floor away from the rug before I squirted lube inside of her gaping asshole. By the time I lubed my dick up, she held her ass open for me. I crouched over her and teased her ass by rubbing the tip over her hole.

“Do you need me to plug this little hole up, Daisy? Tell me how much you need my cock in here,” I said when she tried to push her ass up.

She groaned at my words, and I knew her horny little ass was desperate since I’d kept her waiting for almost two hours.

“Daddy, I need your cock deep in my ass. I love it when you use me like your little slut, Daddy. Please fill my holes up with your cum. Don't ever stop fucking me,” she said as she squirmed on the bean bag.

Her words reverberated in me, and my cock began to drip. I pushed the head of my cock against her closing asshole before I gripped each one of her bunches as handles.

“Yes, thank you, Daddy,” she cried out as I began to sink my cock inside her ass.

“You begged me so prettily, Daisy. Daddy will fill you up with all of his hot cream. I would never stop fucking you, baby. Never,” I said as I began to give her small, shallow thrusts.

Her asshole gripped onto me, and I knew she needed more. I held her hair tightly before I thrust deeper. Within seconds my balls hit her ass, and Daisy cried out in pleasure.

“Yes, harder, Daddy. Harder,” she moaned as she let go of her ass and placed her hands on the floor to brace herself.

“My little backdoor slut. You're fucking perfect, Daisy,” I said before I gave her what she needed.

She yelped each time I slammed down into her quivering hole. If the bean bag weren't between her and the floor, she would have collapsed from the force of my thrusts. I dropped her hair and gripped the floor, covering her body while I rode her ass hard and fast. She kept her muscles relaxed as I plundered her asshole.

“Cum for Daddy,” I groaned as her ass continued to suck me in. Her tight hole always made me cum quickly.

Unable to help myself, I savagely fucked her throwing my body weight onto hers as my balls began to tighten up. I gave her what she wanted a deep hard, painful fuck. No one could take my length the way Daisy could.

“Y-Yes, Daddy. L-Like that. So good,” she said, trying to speak as I used her tiny fuckhole.

She wailed as she came so hard that I had difficulty in moving in her ass. Her hole clenched around me, and I pushed through her tight muscles until my cum began to spill into her ass. A series of groans left my lips as I felt all of my cum squirt into her tight asshole. I ground my hips against her as her hungry hole swallowed up my cum.

She let out a shuddering sigh and put her face on the rug.

“I needed that so badly, Daddy. Thank you,” she murmured, moving her face to the side until I saw her eyes were closed.

I kissed her shoulder before I lifted us both up. I kept her on my dick as I manoeuvred us onto her bed. She was ready for her nap now, but she would need to sleep with my cock inside her ass because I wasn't leaving her.

“I love you, Daisy,” I said when we were comfortable beneath the quilt.

“I love you more, Daddy,” she said with a yawn.

That wasn't possible, but I remained silent and held her close to me.