Not Yet Yours

Chapter 10

Chapter Ten

Harriet

I don’t wait for him to say anything else. I push his boxers down and he lets me. I reach behind him and put my hands on his ass cheeks and pull him closer and then I wrap one hand around his cock. It’s already semi-hard when I grab it and within seconds of me touching it, it is rock hard and raring to go. I bring my mouth to it and lick the tip, tasting the salty sprinkling of pre cum from the end. I lick the liquid up and swallow it, loving the sound of Liam’s moans as I lick him.

When I’ve licked the tip dry, I lick up and down the length of Liam’s cock, and then I swirl my tongue around the head so that both the rough top of my tongue and the smooth bottom of it run over Liam’s cock. He moans again at the different sensations and then I lick him one more time before opening my mouth and sucking him in.

I start with just the head, sucking on it and licking it, and then I move my head closer to Liam’s body, forcing more of his cock into my mouth and throat. I feel the tip hit my gag reflex and I breathe carefully through my nose until the need to gag passes and then I begin to bob my head, sucking on Liam as I move my lips up and down his length. I hold the base of his cock in my fist, and I move my fist in time with my mouth so that his entire shaft gets stimulated at once. With my free hand, I cup his balls and knead them in time with my sucking.

Liam puts his hand on my head, his fingers in my hair, digging into my scalp. He moans my name as I work him, and I know he’s close to climaxing as another rush of pre-cum erupts from his tip. I drink it down, savoring the taste of Liam and how good his cock feels in my mouth.

I suck harder and faster as he gets nearer to his orgasm and his hand begins to move my head, pushing it closer to him and forcing more of his cock into my throat. Again, I resist the urge to gag. I can’t breathe and part of me wants to pull away, but I can hear Liam coming undone above me and I don’t want to end that. The sound of his pleasure turns me on so much my panties are soaking and I can live with a second of feeling like I am choking on his cock.

He holds my head in place and thrusts into my mouth one last time and I feel the warm liquid release of him hit the back of my throat. I swallow quickly and Liam holds my head in place as he calls out my name in a voice that sounds almost agonized. I give his balls a last squeeze and he gasps, and another rush of warm liquid fills my mouth. Again, I swallow it down quickly and greedily, feasting on him.

He releases my head, but I don’t remove my mouth from his cock yet. I suck it hard, wanting to get every last drop of come from him, wanting to drink him dry. I love the taste of him, the feel of his seed on my tongue. I never want this to end. Finally, though, I wring the last drop out of him and I release his cock. He stands before me on shaky legs.

“Wow,” he says as he moves to sit beside me on the edge of the bed.

“You liked that?” I say with a smile.

“Oh yes,” Liam says. “Give me a minute and I’ll show you how much.”

My stomach swirls and my clit pulses at his words and I swallow hard. Liam looks at me and the shadows cast by the lamplight flicker back and forth across his face, making him look mysterious and even more sexy than usual. He puts his hand on my cheek and leans in and kisses me and I kiss him back, my body responding to his kiss and melting into him.

He takes hold of the bottom of the top I’ve just put on and starts to lift it up. I raise my arms and Liam pulls his lips from mine long enough to pull the top over my face, up my arms, and discard it on the ground. Our lips come straight back together again as soon as my top has been removed, and Liam’s hands roam over my bare back and sides and then they come around to the front of my body. He caresses my breasts, squeezing one in each hand.

I moan into his mouth as fizzes of pleasure go down my body and make my clit tingle and my pussy ache to be filled by him. His hands move off my breasts and he wraps one of his arms around me. The other hand moves down my body and goes underneath the waistband of my panties. I shift position slightly so that I can spread my legs and give Liam easy access to the most important parts of me.

Liam slips his fingers between my lips and begins to gently massage my clit. He brings me almost to orgasm and then he stops and pulls his fingers from me and his mouth from mine. He takes hold of the sides of my panties, and I take the hint, lifting myself from the bed so that he can pull them down. He pulls them past my knees and then lets them go and I stand for a second and kick them off my feet.

My change of position allows me a better view of Liam’s body and I can see that he meant it earlier when he said to give him a minute because judging by his huge erection, he is ready to go once again.

I straddle Liam and lower myself onto his lap, my legs on either side of him. We kiss and wrap our arms around each other and then Liam slips inside of me, and I moan into his mouth as he fills me. I move up and down in time with Liam’s thrusting hips and I can feel him sliding in and out of me, his cock running over my g-spot with each thrust and bringing me closer and closer to the orgasm I have so far been denied.

Liam kisses my neck and gently nips the skin there between his teeth making me gasp. The slightly stinging pain turns to pleasure, colliding in my stomach with the pleasure coming from my full pussy. I’m about to come when Liam stops nuzzling my neck and fucking me. He holds my hips in his hands and rolls with me so that I end up on my back in the center of the bed with him on top of me. He is still inside of me as he gazes down at me, and I clench around him. He sucks in a breath, and I grin up at him.

“Do you trust me, Harriet?” Liam asks me, his voice low and husky.

I think for a moment and then I nod. I know I don’t know him that well, but I do trust him, especially in the bedroom. I feel like he already knows my body well enough to know how much I can take and it’s nice to be able to just relax and let someone take charge of my pleasure this way.

“Then prepare for the orgasm of your life,” he says, and a shiver of desire goes through me as all my nerve endings tingle and my senses come alive at his promise.

Liam begins to thrust, and I move with him. I wrap my legs around his waist and run my hands over his shoulders, his back, and the tops of his arms. He pumps into me, and I can feel my climax building up once more. I’m ready for Liam to stop and tease me some more, but this time, he doesn’t. He keeps pumping into me until I’m right on the verge of orgasming and then he pushes his upper body up slightly and leaning on one elbow, he wraps his other hand around my throat and squeezes slightly.

It's not enough to stop me from breathing but it’s definitely enough to make breathing a lot more difficult and for a second, panic has me firmly in its grip and I start to writhe beneath Liam. My hands go to his hand on my throat and try to peel his fingers away. I look up at him and he is perfectly calm.

“Trust me,” he says quietly, and I remember telling him that I trust him, and I do.

If he says this will give me the orgasm of my life, then I believe him. I know he’s not going to hurt me, so I move my hands from his and give him a nod of consent. He starts to thrust again, leaving my airway constricted. I gasp for breath and my clit throbs, and my g-spot is coming alive, as is my whole body. Liam pounds into me, harder and faster, and my orgasm hurtles toward me and just as I hit my climax, Liam’s grip on my throat tightens and I can’t breathe at all.

This time though, I don’t panic. Instead, I embrace it. I let the lightheadedness at the lack of oxygen collide with the pulsing pleasure in my body and I feel like my orgasm has been elevated to another level. I feel it in places I didn’t know it was possible to feel that kind of thing. My whole body is a pulsing nerve of ecstasy and as my vision blurs and blackness dances around the edge of it, it is like every other sense is heightened. I have never felt anything like this before and Liam wasn’t kidding when he said I was about to have the best orgasm of my life.

I can hear Liam’s labored breathing as he comes with me. I can smell the carnal musky smell of him as his body sends out pheromones by the truckload. I can still taste his last orgasm in my throat and on my tongue and the way I can feel Liam is like nothing else. I can feel every part of his body touching mine and where his cock is inside of me, it truly feels like a merger, like the two of us have become one entity.

It is intense, terrifying, and amazing, and I don’t think I can take much more. I can’t process all the different sensations of pleasure that are zooming through me. Liam seems to know my limits because as I start to feel overwhelmed, he releases his grip on my throat and I suck in a big breath while my climax is still very much tingling through me, the sensation becomes less heightened and much more bearable.

The intense feelings couldn’t have lasted for more than a few seconds because Liam is still orgasming inside of me, but I lost all sense of time and space. It felt as though I was floating through nothingness, and on one hand, it felt as though it lasted for hours like it was more than I could bear. And on the other hand, it felt like it only lasted for a second and that it was over far too soon.

With one final thrust, Liam’s body goes rigid, and his face contorts as he whispers my name onto my lips, and he spurts his warm seed inside of me once more.

Afterward, he slips out of me and rolls over but instead of lying beside me, he takes me with him, and we lay on our sides facing each other, clinging to each other as we pant for air and try to get control of ourselves.

It’s a long time before I feel normal again and when I do, I open my eyes to see Liam beside me with his eyes still closed. I move my face closer to his and run my lips over his. I feel him smile and then his eyes open.

“Are you ok?” he asks me sleepily.

“Better than ok,” I say. “That was… I don’t know. I don’t even have the words.”

Liam huffs out a quiet laugh and his eyes close again and this time, he keeps them closed. He pulls me closer to him and his breathing becomes deep and even as he falls asleep.

I lay awake long after that, my mind in turmoil. I have never felt so conflicted, and I hate it. I like to keep things simple, black and white. I don’t like all these shades of gray. I don’t like the way Liam fell asleep holding me because it means something more than just sex, but I also love the way Liam fell asleep holding me because I felt so warm and comfortable, and it just felt right. And that’s what scares me. I have to put a stop to this before it can go any further, because if I don’t, I am going to end up getting attached to Liam and then he will see the real me and once that happens, I will lose him for good and I can’t handle getting my heart broken as a result of something I never should have allowed to happen in the first place.