CHAPTER 9
BETH
“ Y ou look thin, Dear. Doesn’t she look thin, Dale?”
I force a grin at my mother’s concerned face looking at me from my laptop. I’ve been putting off this call all week, but it’s Friday night, and I’ve run out of excuses.
“And tired. Are you tired? Dale, look how tired she looks.”
My Dad isn’t even on screen and I have no idea why she keeps asking for his input.
“I don’t know what to tell you, Mom. I’m eating regularly and sleeping well.” I’m the best sleeper in my family. As a baby, I’d sleep for twelve hours straight from the time I was six weeks old. Mom took me to our family doctor because she was worried there was something wrong with me.
Although, apparently, as a kid I would occasionally sleepwalk, if that’s what you call it. I’d get up in the middle of night, walk around, and even have conversations with my family. In the morning, I’d have no recollection of even being out of bed. Even now, I set three alarms to wake me up every morning.
My mother sniffs like I’ve offended her. “Well, you look like a sleepy skeleton, that’s all.”
Patsy Michaels has been this way for as long as I can remember. Mom firmly believes that no one can take care of her children as well as she can, not even ourselves. When we’d spend a weekend with our grandparents, she’d pack days’ worth of food, like she thought they couldn’t feed us properly.
I steer the conversation away from my weight, which I’m pretty sure has not changed in the eight days I’ve been here, and fill them in on my new job. I tell them about the students, the staff, and the building itself, knowing my mom loves nothing more than getting as many details as possible.
“And what about your apartment? Can you give us a little tour? I want to see the space.”
Okay, Beth. Just like you rehearsed.
“So there was a bit of a mixup with the place I was supposed to rent.” My mouth has gone very dry, but I force myself to keep going, making sure my smile never fades. “Long story short, it didn’t work out and I’m staying with a friend of Ben’s, for the time being.”
Were it not for her rapid blinks I would think the screen had frozen.
“Did you say Ben’s friend?” My dad’s head pops into view. His ears always perk up whenever his only son’s name comes up. His grey hair is slightly matted to his head like he’s had a hat on for hours and he’s wearing one of the two dozen Otters t-shirts he’s collected over the years .
“Yes, you’ve both met him. It’s Foster.”
“Foster? Foster James?” He barks.
Of course, Foster James, I think as I resist rolling my eyes. Do we know any other Fosters?
“The team’s goalie?” Mom has regained her ability to speak.
“The very same.” I’m smiling so hard that my face hurts. I know that I need to sell them on this so I play the ace up my sleeve. “Ben thought it was for the best.”
The fastest way to guarantee my parents get on board with something is to tell them that Ben’s all for it.
My parents exchange a long look and I wait for the barrage of questions I’m about to be hit with.
“Well, as long as Ben thinks it's a good plan,” Dad says with a shrug.
My mother chirps her approval next. “Yes, Sweetie. Be sure to be a good house guest, though. Make your bed every morning and pick up after yourself.”
Unbelievable.
Yes, I wanted my parents to be okay with my living situation, but I expected a bit more concern. I mean, come on! Their youngest child, who’s never lived with a man that wasn’t an immediate family member, is playing house with a single, professional athlete and they don’t even bat an eye? As always, my brother’s stamp of approval proves it is worth its weight in gold.
Mom starts to tell me about an upcoming craft fair at a nearby high school, and I follow along, agreeing with her at the appropriate times.
“Yeah, Mom, that’s pretty expensive for a pair of mittens.” I stifle a yawn. “I think I’d better get to bed. So I can look more rested the next time we chat. ”
We say our goodbyes and I log off, shoving my laptop to the edge of my bed. Even though I’m miffed at their lack of response, I feel lighter than I have all day having finally talked to my parents. Ben and I both agreed that there was no need to tell them everything.
I’m actually surprised that Ben didn’t object when Foster told him I was planning to extend my stay, but he probably figured that if I’m safe and settled here, why go to the trouble of helping me find something else.
I pull out my phone and send him a quick text just letting him know that everything went swimmingly with Mom and Dad before heading to the kitchen in search of a snack.
There were several bare shelves in Foster’s pantry when I got here and I took the liberty of filling them with my own groceries. I grab a bag of potato chips and make my way to the living room prepared to spend the next two hours scrolling hundreds of channels only to end up not watching anything.
I check my phone and see that Ben has responded to my message with his signature thumbs up emoji. Rolling my eyes, I’m about to set the phone down when it vibrates in my hands.
Foster: Sup?
If you had told me last week that my most active text chain would be with Foster James, I would never have believed you. But here we are.
Beth: Looking for something to watch on tv. You?
Foster: Beating your brother senseless at cards
I grin at the phone, shaking my head. Ben never had much of a poker face. Not that he’s ever needed one, seeing as people tend to give him whatever he wants.
I start scrolling through the channel menu one section at a time. There really is nothing on and I wonder if Foster has any streaming services. I’m just about to give up when I notice I’m now in adult programming. I start reading the titles squealing with all the maturity of an adolescent boy when I find the holiday-themed ones.
Guy Hard
Hard for the Holidays
The Boner Express
I’m still laughing when another message comes in.
Foster: Find anything?
Beth: You have an insane amount of channels
Foster: And I only watch two of them
Beth: Are they porn channels? Because whoa that’s a lot of porn channels
Maybe I shouldn’t have sent that. I feel like Foster and I are becoming friends, but it’s a new friendship for sure.
Foster: No. Weather and SportsNet
Foster: I only watch the porn channels for the articles
Beth:
The man is too many things. No one should be allowed to be that handsome, thoughtful, and funny. It’s simply not fair. It’s a threat to the delicate balance of our society.
Foster: Guys are threatening to take my phone. Have a good night.
Beth: You too.
I set down my phone and flop onto my back on the couch. My cheeks are warm to the touch and I’m a bit breathless from laughing. I feel a bit giddy over Foster texting me just to see how my night is going.
Don’t read into it, I tell myself. He was probably just checking in to make sure I haven’t burned down his house.
Desperate for a distraction, I grab the remote again and start flipping until I find myself on a local channel showing sports highlights. And who do they feature on his way to the locker room before last night’s game?
My roommate.
Foster’s expression is serious as he walks in looking gorgeous in his black suit. His teammate, Will Oliver says something to him before starting to laugh, but Foster doesn’t join in, just offers a small smile while avoiding looking at the cameras surrounding him.
The sportscaster starts talking about his stats, but I’m too busy thinking about the man behind the gear to pay any attention.
Annoyingly, I’m still thinking about him as I wash my face and brush my teeth. Even as I climb into my comfy bed I can’t stop picturing his rare, unguarded smiles or the way his voice sounds when it says my name.