Redemption (Rogue Nation MC #1)

9. Chapter Nine

Chapter Nine

Mako

Before me lay, the most incredible erotic sight I had ever seen in my life. Sweat soaked shoulder-length blonde hair clung to his head, emerald eyes stared into mine. And his smell. Goddess, I could wrap myself in that smell for the rest of my life and have no regrets. Hand wrapped tightly around his perfect cock, the tip bright red and leaking. His knees pulled to his chest and fingers buried deep in his hole. A puddle of slick pooled on the comforter under his ass. Even with his face frozen, he couldn’t stop trying to jam them deeper.

“Alpha… please. Help me… make it stop hurting.” His plea tugged at a part of me I’d never felt before.

“Theo, baby, what do you need?” As I crossed the room, the rational part of my brain kicked in and I knew without a doubt I couldn’t give him what he truly needed. An alpha knot. But I would give him what I could. Fuck that, I’d give him EVERYTHING. He was my mate. I froze as it hit me. I’d been hired to kill my mate. Anger flashed like fire across my entire being. I felt the heat of the rage. Pain erupted in my chest as I saw the look in his eyes. I scared him. He was afraid of me. “No, no baby, I’m not angry with you. I’ll never hurt you. Tell your alpha what you need.” I felt him calm as I settled on the bed next to him.

“Once, just once alpha. I need… I need.” He whined as he tried to snuggle into my chest. “You… need you. Inside me alpha, just once. I need to know how it feels before I die.” I felt the hot tears through my shirt. “They want me dead and I’ve never… please alpha. Show me what it’s like to feel whole, just once before I die.” His words tore at my mind and shredded my heart. He’d resigned himself to death and was willing to give himself over to his biological need. I decided at that moment that his family would pay for every fuckin’ wrong they ever even thought of doing to him. Pain would rain from the heavens through me onto them. All of them would die by my hand.

Wrapping my arms around him and holding him tight. “Theo baby. I won’t claim you yet. You are in heat, it’s not fair to you. You don’t know me, but we’ll get you through this.” I looked at his face and had to force my anger into the background. I could see those eyes clouded with lust and need, but I could also see the bruises, the split lip. Gavin would pay for every fuckin mark on his body. I would be the ONLY one to mark his body from now on.

Theo

Under normal circumstances, I would have been afraid of this alpha. I just couldn’t bring myself to feel it. When I saw him standing at the door towering over that Owen guy, I should have screamed and yelled. I couldn’t do that either. Owen was my size, so he might be 5’3”. He still beat me by a whole 3 inches. The top of Owen’s head didn’t even reach his chin, and he was at least 4 times wider. The alpha barely fit through the door. Hair so dark it was almost black. Wide shoulders and muscles that went on for days. He would have given any of the alphas in my books a run for his money. Who was I kidding? He would have beat them all to hell and back, repeatedly. I knew I wanted him the moment I saw him. It was his eyes. The same blue I saw in the sky out my bedroom window on a clear day. It wasn’t so much the eyes themselves as it was what I saw in them. I saw desire. I saw lust and, for a split second, I saw pain. What cinched it was that I saw hope.

“Please alpha. I know I’ll die. They took away my pills. That’s why my heat came on. I want to know what it’s like, just once. You can even pretend I’m someone you care about, then you can finish the job you were hired for. Please, just give me this one thing. I don’t know what I’m doing, but I’ll try to make it good for you. I swear it.” I had more to say, but a wave of need choked a sob from me.

“No baby, I won’t pretend. I could never pretend with you and you’re not gonna die. Not for a very long time if I have anything to say about it. Did you not hear me? You are MINE. You are my mate.” Wow, he was a really talented actor. Something in me settled. He would at least give me what I needed. “Our bed will be the only place you call me Alpha, my little omega. Everywhere else you call me Eddie or Mako. Got it?” I nodded my head and opened my mouth to speak. Before I could make a sound, his lips crashed into mine. Even the sting of my split lip couldn’t take away the amazing feeling. His lips were softer than I imagined lips would feel. As he licked across my lips, I opened my mouth, and he pushed his tongue in. With his smell surrounding me, his taste filled me. I pushed my tongue against his. His chest rumbled with pleasure and my skin tingled. Even after reading all those romance novels, I never imagined a first kiss being more perfect than this.

Feeling braver, I moved my hands down his chest. The muscles rippled under my fingers as I moved them further down his body. I wanted to see him. If this was all I got in this life, then I wanted as much as I could get. Could anyone blame me? I was so used to looking at my skinny body in the mirror in my room. This was all new to me. My imagination couldn’t come close to this man lying next to me, and for one glorious night I would pretend he was mine. Yes, he would fuck me, but I would make love to him. My captor, my killer. By the end of this week, he will take everything from me. Starting with my heart.

Gripping the bottom of his shirt, I tried to pull it up. Feeling it was one thing. I needed to see, to taste. He reached behind his shoulder and, in one swift motion, pulled his shirt over his head. I swear I heard angels sing at the glorious site. Powerful muscles were one thing. The definition I saw was another. I leaned forward for a taste and latched onto his nipple. As I suckled and nibbled, he moaned and growled. “Baby, you gotta stop. It hurts.” I pulled away immediately.

“I’m sorry… Eddie? You can give me what I need if I roll over and get on all fours.” He gripped my wrists and pulled them over my head, holding them in place.

“I love my name on your lips, Theo. You’ll be screaming it often.” I couldn’t shutter the fear in my eyes with his words. Scream his name? When he killed me, he was going to hurt me. He looked me in the eye and immediately released my hands so he could sit up. He pulled me into his chest, and I settled in. “No, baby, not like that. I told you I would never hurt you, and I meant it.” He let out an exasperated sigh. “I’m fucking this all up, aren’t I?” I shook my head. No, he was just letting honesty slip through. He was giving me a gift, and it was wrong of me to think poorly of him. Death was the best thing for me. All I was really worth was the money. I was a shit person, just like my parents always told me. Now that he wasn’t wearing a shirt to absorb my tears, they were forming tiny wet trails between the hair that covered his chest. Pulling away, I tried to wipe away the trail. He grabbed my wrist on my second pass. “Stop. Any fluids you get on my will be as cherished as you are. I meant you’ll be screaming my name in pleasure, baby. For the rest of your life. Did you not hear me when I said I wouldn’t claim you, YET? You are mine, Theodore. Make no mistake, I will claim you as soon as possible after we get through this. Fuck a contract, your parents, and the rest of the world if they have a problem with it.” A deep moan erupted from my throat as a wave of heat rolled through me. “It’ll hurt because, well, I’m not a small man and my zipper is going to cut my cock in half if I get any harder. Let me get undressed. We’ll finish what we started. Let’s take care of you, baby.” His lips met mine again, more insistent.

Eddie leaned forward and untied his boots, kicking them off the foot of the bed. He lay back on the bed and unbuttoned his jeans. I watched in anticipation as his fingers gripped his zipper and drew it down. I squirmed as I watched darker and thicker hair appear from beneath the zipper. Oh goddess, no underwear. No wonder it was painful to get hard in his jeans. He lifted his hips and yanked the jeans over his ass, exposing the most glorious cock I could imagine. This was the cock of a GOD. Long and thick, with a rounded head swollen with arousal and covered in pre-cum. Kicking his jeans to the floor with his boots, he placed his hand on my chest and pushed me back onto the bed. He leaned over and pressed a gentle kiss on the head of my cock. He looked into my eyes and licked his lips, still wet with my pre-cum. “Goddess, I love the way you taste.” He opened his mouth and enveloped my entire dick with his mouth. I screamed his name for the first time.

Mako

Oh, my goddess, how could this man taste so fucking good. I wasn’t a fan of sucking cock; I preferred being on the receiving end of that pleasure, but I swear to all that’s holy, I could do this every day for the rest of my life and never expect him to return the favor. How did he not know how perfect his body was? Clamping my lips tighter around him and hollowing my cheeks, I dragged my nails up and down his inner thighs. He moaned and squirmed the harder I sucked. When his hips bucked involuntarily, I upped my game. Reaching beneath his sack, I massaged just above his hole. He was already so wet; I could feel it seeping all over my hand. I massaged his hole and felt it flutter. “Alpha… please.” It was a combination of a moan and a groan. I pushed a bit and eased one finger into his hole. He was so tight. My cock throbbed against the comforter. I stilled my hips, knowing if I moved, I would lose all control. No matter how long it took, I wasn’t cumming until I was inside him. I eased my finger in and out, relaxing his tight hole while I sucked his sweet little cock.

He had two of his fingers buried in his hole, but his hands were tiny. Two of his fingers were equal to one of mine. He needed more prep. I would not hurt him. I prepared my second finger as I stretched him and found his hot spot. I felt a bundle of nerves as I drew back. As I sucked him back into my mouth, I brushed against his spot. His hips bucked, and he forced his cock into the back of my throat all at once. Smiling around his cock, I tapped his spot with my finger while he bucked uncontrollably. I eased the tip of my second finger just beyond the rim of his hole. His moans and cries showed no signs of discomfort. It was time. I began tapping faster while I sucked harder. “ALPHA! Oh goddess, I’m gonna cum!” I felt his balls draw tight and his cock throbbed. Just as the first shot of cum hit my tongue, I pushed the second finger into his hole, stretching him. He screamed again and bucked back and forth. Fucking himself on my hand and fucking my mouth at the same time. After the last of his cum shot from his spent cock, I licked him clean while I fucked him with my fingers. I released him with a loud pop.

His face flushed from his orgasm and his chest rising and falling with labored breaths. “You OK baby? Was it good?”

“It was incredible. Not that I have anything to compare it to.” Smart ass little nymph.

“Brat. Nothing to compare. This is all you’ll ever have. No one but me. Feel me?” I smacked his thigh, and a loud moan escaped his lips while he fucked himself harder on my fingers. Interesting. File that away for a later date. Climbing up so I could nuzzle and nip his neck, I ask, “You need a break? You came pretty hard, baby.”

Grabbing my biceps he moaned, “Don’t stop, need you inside me, need your knot, alpha.” He bucked harder in my hand. Looking down at his body, I saw his cock was already half hard again. Oh yeah, we weren’t stopping soon.

Theo

What Alpha did to me surpassed anything that I had ever fantasized about from my books. I never imagined that the real thing could be better. The slight sting of my hole being truly stretched for the first time set every nerve in my body on fire. “Please Alpha. I need… I need.” I couldn’t finish my sentence.

“I got you, baby. I’m not a small man and you’re gonna need a bit more prep before I plunge into your tight hole. Just enjoy the ride.” How I deciphered all that over my moans, his growls and the squelching sound of slick shorting out the logical part of my brain I’ll never know. His fingers moved faster and touched that one spot over and over, making my body sizzle like I was touching a live wire. I could do nothing but lie there and take what pleasure he gave me. As he pushed another finger in, I felt a bit of a sting and I arched my back off the bed, pushing myself harder onto his hand.

“Let me know when you want me to roll over alpha.” I panted between moans. I remembered from biology that it would be the most comfortable position for him if he was going to knot me. We could just fall to the side until his knot went down and he could disengage. Part of me was disgusted sliding into the biological side of this, but the baser part of me didn’t care as long as I got his knot.

“No rolling over Theo. I want to face you the first time I make love to you. You’re going to feel every inch of my cock, my tongue, and my love. I want to look into your eyes when I take you apart and put you back together.” How in the hell could this man break my soul with words? No one got to me like this before. When you’re resigned to your fate, that’s what happens. I allowed all logic to shut down and simply followed his direction. I would just feel. Closing my eyes, I turned off my brain. My heart was another matter.

With what felt like inhuman speed, his fingers disappeared from my hole. I whined like a toddler who lost his favorite toy. He pushed me onto my back and rolled on top of me. Without opening my eyes, I wrapped my arms around his neck and held on with everything in my being. For just this moment, I could pretend this was my Alpha, my mate, my love, and he was making me his. It would be all I would ever have, and I intended to make the most of it. I felt something much larger than his fingers press against my hole and I pushed out to accept what he gave. Suddenly, I flinched and squeezed my eyes shut tighter. “Theo baby… look at me.” I felt his hand brush along the side of my face as a genuine lover would. “Show me those beautiful green eyes baby… come on, you can do it.” His voice was tender, matching his touch. “I need to see you, so you know that I’m making you mine, baby. Come on, open up.” I opened my eyes and felt tears roll down the sides of my face. He froze and brushed my tears away with his thumb and kissed my eyes. “What’s wrong baby… tell me. Do we need to stop?” His concern pulled at my heart and my tears flowed faster.

“You’re… not… using a c-c-condom.” I managed between sobs. Since I had never even been kissed by another, I wasn’t worried about any kind of disease, but what about a baby? Then my tears flowed harder between sobs. “Never mind alpha. Just take me. It doesn’t matter.” I closed my eyes again as another wave of my heat struck. I groaned and ground myself against trying to push myself onto his cock.

“Fuck. That. Shit. Baby.” He spoke between kisses planted all over my face. I will NEVER use a condom when I make love to you. I’m clean and you’re a virgin. There will be nothing between us. If you want to wait on a baby, then we’ll get birth control, but I never don’t want you to feel me inside of you when we’re finished making love. Feel me?” Could this man be any more perfect? That I wasn’t the first omega he acted out this little play with struck my heart and I physically felt it crack in half. Trying my best to stop the tears, I nodded my head. “Open your eyes, baby, see what you do to me.” He pushed forward, and I felt myself open for him.

Mako

In my 35 years on this earth, I avoided fucking an omega in heat. There were too many consequences. Chances of losing control and laying a claiming bite or even unplanned pregnancy. Goddess, help me. I wanted both with Theo. To plant my seed deep in him and knot him tight to hold it in. To make him mine completely. I knew he didn’t understand the meaning behind all this, but I would help him get there. He already owned me heart and soul, now he just had to see it.

I’d never been with anyone without a condom, and I’m not sure if it was the physical or emotional that made it feel like this. I pushed into him inch by inch, feeling every ripple of his tight ring of muscle. Goddess, I swear I could feel his heartbeat with every flutter. It took everything in me to not close my eyes and feel. Theo needed to see in my eyes what this was. Everything. It was everything. I brushed across his prostate, and he let out a brief shout and bucked his hips, forcing me to bottom out. His eyes blew wide, and he released a moan that I felt in my chest as I pressed against him. “Kiss me alpha, please.” How could I refuse?

I licked across his lips, and he opened, inviting me in, in every way. His body relaxed, and I withdrew and pushed back in, brushing along his spot over and over. Wrapping his legs around my waist, he pulled me in tighter, doing everything to keep me as deep as possible. His cock was back to full hardness, and his pre-cum was smeared between us. He began rolling his hips and riding my cock from beneath. Trying to gain friction. “Harder alpha, harder please.” Goddess, he’s beautiful when he begs. I rutted faster and deeper than I thought possible. He groaned deep within his chest. I felt his cock jerk. He came untouched. I never expected that, but it triggered pride in me and I fucked into him as if my life depended on it.

I felt tingles in my lower back as my knot swelled. As I felt the first wave of cum blast from me, I pushed as deep as I could into him. I rocked into him as my knot swelled to full size and we latched together. Deep in my chest, I felt a roar push to the surface. I couldn’t stop it from escaping. The Alpha roar startled me, and I threw my head back. I’d cum with omegas before, albeit years ago, and I’d never released a roar like this one. It was a claiming roar, letting everyone in the vicinity know that I claimed my mate in the most primal way.

Wrapping my hands around Theo’s waist, I flipped us over so he could lie on top of me while we were tied together. I felt the pull of my knot on his rim and saw him wince in pain. “I’m sorry baby, just needed to get into a more comfortable position for the both of us.” He released a contented hum and lay his head on my chest. “Sleepy baby?”

“Mm-hmm.” He didn’t even nod his head. Adorable. I thought alphas were the ones who were supposed to snore as soon as they were spent. Nope, I had so much energy I could have gone another round or three. Nuzzling his head in my chest and fluttering his fingers up and down my ribcage soothed him as much as me. As his breath deepened into sleep, he mumbled a few words. “Thank you alpha. I’m ready to die now.” Those words tore my heart from my chest.