Redemption (Rogue Nation MC #1)

26. Chapter Twenty-Six

Chapter Twenty-Six

Theo

“And… I’m pregnant.” I cast my eyes down and waited for the inevitable tirade about to ensue.

“Y-you? ME? BABY!” Suddenly, I was yanked from the floor and into my mate’s chest. “Oh, goddess baby. We’re gonna be a family. You’ve given me more than I ever hoped for!” His excitement was a complete surprise.

“You’re not upset? It’s not too early?” I don’t think a scrubber could have wiped the grin from this man’s face. I had to smile back. Maybe it was OK for me to be excited too. We were gonna be daddies.

“Early? Fuck NO! I’d hoped your heat took. I know it sounds selfish, but I want nothing more than to see you swelled with my child.” The punishing grip he held me in was nothing compared to the possessive kiss he pushed into my lips. There was nothing I could do but melt into it.

“Now, as for the other thing brought up this morning.” I rested my palms on his cheeks to hold his head still so he could look into my eyes. “I want you to think and feel everything I’m going to say to you. Understand?” Mako nodded his head, never losing eye contact. Hell, I don’t even think the man blinked. “I told you about the books that I read?” again, he nodded. “The things Gavin and his friends did to me started before I started reading those stories. I didn’t like it at all. I felt used, abused and degraded.” I watched as tears pooled and run down his cheeks as his eyes slid closed. “Once I started reading, I discovered it wasn’t supposed to be like that. It should be loving and beautiful. A gift between mates. That’s when I knew for sure that it wasn’t just something an omega was expected to do for an alpha. Any alpha.” Mako shook his head. I wasn’t sure if he agreed with me or acknowledged my revelation. “You are MY alpha. My mate. I want to share that beauty with you.” I reached down and popped the button on his jeans. “I need you to replace the memories of the pain, anger and disgusting taste. I need to do this for me as much as I need to do this for you. Let me show you how much I love you. Show me how to make it as beautiful and loving as I know it can be.” I wrapped my hand as far around his hardening cock as I could reach and began to slowly stroke it.

“Your pace, baby. If it feels wrong or off, then you stop.” He ran his hand over the soft curls of my hair. The love in his eyes gave me all the courage I needed to lean forward and softly lick over the head. I moaned at the taste of his pre-cum as it coated my tongue.

“How do you taste so good?” It wasn’t a question I expected an answer to. His cock hardened to full mass, and I opened my mouth as wide as possible and enveloped the head with my lips. I held still for a moment so my jaw could get used to the girth while Mako moaned and wrapped his fingers in my hair. He kept his grip loose so I could pull away if I needed to. I moved tentatively, savoring the taste, heat, and weight on my tongue. A cross between a moan and a growl erupted in my chest and I moved my tongue and hollowed my cheeks. It was as if I was trying to suck his love for me through his cock.

Mako moaned and I felt it through his entire body. I released the grip on his cock and grabbed his thighs. Goddess, my mate was bigger than any 2 of Gavin or his friends’ cocks combined, but I took it easier, and that knowledge bolstered my confidence. My alpha knew this was for and about me. I could feel the tension in his body wasn’t letting up. He was prepared for anything. I tightened my grip on his thighs and sank further down. As his head hit the back of my throat, I felt his grip tighten, like he was going to pull away. Instead of gagging, I quickly swallowed and took him further. His tension melted away, his fingers began rubbing circles over my head and he started groaning my name. “Theo, baby?” I just hummed. “Baby, if you keep that up, I’m gonna explode?” I growled. “That want you want, baby? Want your alpha to fill your throat?” I pulled back a bit and nodded while digging my nails into his thighs with one hand and rolling his balls in the other.

“That’s it, baby. Take your alpha’s cock. Such a good boy. Oh goddess, Theo. You gonna swallow for me, baby? Drink me down?” His hips thrust. I no longer had to bob my head up and down. He was fucking my throat. I’d never felt so powerful in my life. I could bring this big alpha to his knees and bend him to my will. ME! I could do that. His hands moved to the side of my head, cradling it while he thrust his cock in and out. He was so careful not to go so deep as to choke, but deep enough that I could swallow each time he tapped the back. “You ready Theo? You want to taste all of me?” I gripped his thigh tighter as I felt his balls pull up against his body. “Back off, baby, don’t catch my knot.” I pulled back so just the head rested on my tongue and sealed my lips tight. Not wanting to lose a drop of his seed. His entire body trembled, and he folded himself over me, holding my head tighter. I felt his cock swell on my tongue as the first spurts erupted. He let out a roar like the one he let out the first time he knotted me during my heat. I swallowed as fast as I could, but some of his cum still escaped and ran down my chin. I dipped my tongue into his slit and scooped the last like it was my only sustenance.

His hands disappeared from my head and gripped my under my arms. He pulled my up and away from my treat. His lips found mine as I landed in his lap. He continued to growl as he licked into his mouth, tasting himself on me. “Was that OK?” I knew he could feel my hesitation and doubt.

“OK? I don’t know what to say. I’ve had no one do that to me. I mean, I never knew it could be like that.” His words felt so sincere.

“I know you’re exaggerating Mako. I know you’ve gotten head before. I was just asking if it was good enough. I’ll keep practicing. I’ll get better for you.” I knew he enjoyed it. A lot. But there wasn’t a need to boost my nonexistent ego.

“Baby, listen to me. Yes, I’ve gotten head before. If I’m being honest, a lot, but I’ve never had someone make me cum that fast or bring forth an alpha roar before. Now I don’t know if it’s a mate thing or you’re just a fuckin natural at it, but I’ve never. And I mean NEVER had it that good.” The last part of that was said between hot wet kisses placed on my neck. “No need for you to get better, but if you want to keep practicing, I’m here for it. Just remember, you only practice with me.” There was my growly alpha.

“Only you Eddie. Only you. I’m glad you liked it. Thank you.” I giggled as he held me tighter. “That felt like what I read in my books. It was everything it should have been.” I leaned forward to place kisses along his neck up to his ear and whispered. “By the way, alpha. I love the way you taste. Just know, I’ll want to do that as much as you’ll let me.” He growled and pulled me tighter against his chest.