Roll For Initiative

77. Lucian

H er body looks beautiful, with the red marks slashed across it. She loved the cat o’ nine tails. I knew she would the second my hand grazed it on the wall. Her eyes dilated, and you could see her breathing pick up. My woman is definitely a masochist, and I’m in love. I feel like I can finally be who I am without feeling judged. I’m still taking it easy on her tonight. I know she said to let go and push her limits, but not tonight. She needs to be eased back into this.

When she hovers over me and guides me into her, my eyes roll back, and I can’t help but moan. She said I wouldn’t just own her body. She’s willingly giving me her mind, body, and soul, just as I was hoping she would. But she needs to understand that I also belong to her.

"Fuck, Cassie." I take a moment and hold her steady above me by her hips. “You are the most perfect woman in the world. You know, you own me as well. You own me completely, mind, body, soul. Whatever you want from me, you can have; just ask.”

I can feel her tighten around me; she loves being praised and deserves every word. We didn’t bother with a condom. We are both clean, and the club mandates monthly tests to maintain everyone's safety. And she ended up just getting the birth control shot, not wanting to deal with an IUD again.

"Oh, God." She slowly starts rocking her hips. Rolling them over me. Grinding her clit against my pelvic bone. I grip her by the chin, pulling her face down to mine.

"No, mi amor. It’s my name you will scream, God’s not here!" I growl in her ear as I thrust up into her.

"Lucian!" She screams as she picks up speed. Lifting and dropping harder and faster on my cock. It feels fucking phenomenal. I’ve been with my fair share of women, but I have never felt this kind of connection with one before. It’s more than just sex. It’s a bond between us. I reach up and squeeze her breasts; they fit perfectly in my hands. Toying with her nipples, still streaked with red welts from the whip.

"Choke me, please, Sir." I adjust so I can get a better footing on the bed. I place both hands around her throat and squeeze. Her eyes dilate as she places her palms flat on my chest for stability. I start thrusting into her, using my hands on her throat as leverage to drive my cock harder into her.

"Oh.... Lucian..." I squeeze tighter.

"No words. Eyes on me. I want to watch you as you shatter. Let everything go.”

She tries to make sounds, but she’s barely able to get air through, let alone hear noise. I can see her mouth the words that she is close. I ease up on her throat just enough for her to get a little whisp of oxygen.

"Please, Sir. I’m so close. Please let me cum."

She literally is the perfect sub. I pull her closer to my body. Her breasts pressed against me. I tighten around her throat again. I start thrusting hard and fast again, leaning to whisper in her ear. "Shatter, Mi Amor. Now!"

She breaks. She lets go of everything. She can’t breathe, can’t speak, can’t think. She can only feel every fucking fiber of her being shattering as the orgasm rips through her. I follow right after her, roaring my release as I bite onto her shoulder. She collapses on top of me, and I wrap my arms around her. Our breathing coming in sporadic huffs. My dick softens and slides out, eliciting a soft moan from her lips. I keep her wrapped in my arms as I feel her body relaxing onto mine. She is crying silent tears. She fully let go tonight. This was all about her taking back what she lost and moving on from that hell. I hold her close, and we are silent as her tears subside, and she falls asleep.

I roll her onto the bed on her side and slowly remove my arms. She has passed out hard. Tonight was definitely a lot, both physically and emotionally. It drained her. I was worried it may be too much too soon, but she is so strong and trusts me as much as I trust her. I would end my life before I hurt this woman, and she knows it. I make my way into the en suite. I love that these rooms are decked out with everything you can think of or need. In the vanity, I find the cooling gel for the lash marks. I’ll apply that after I get her cleaned up. Aftercare is one of the most important parts of a Dom/sub relationship. Or any relationship, really. I turn on the water to the oversized tub and light a candle. I drop in some salts and a bath bomb. Once the tub is halfway filled, I shut off the water and get Cassie.

She is still asleep when I come to the side of the bed. I carefully remove her wig and set it on the bedpost on the headboard. I scoop my arms under her legs and along her back. Cradling her to my chest. She stirs but doesn’t fully wake up. I bring her back in the bathroom and carefully climb into the tub with her in my arms. I somehow manage to sit without slipping, and as the hot water hits her legs, she starts to wake up. I spin her and get her settled between my thighs with her back against my chest. She leans back and rests her head on me.

"How long was I asleep for?" she asks as she yawns.

"Only about a half hour. How do you feel?"

"Amazing! I don’t know how to describe it, but it felt different."

"Like a deeper connection? " I ask. Her thoughts mimicking my own.

"Yes! Thats it. I felt like... like you knew exactly what I needed. I guess we have always been like that. Our silent bond. It was perfect."

"I agree. I’ve never felt that connection with anyone, Cass."

I kiss her on the temple. "Here, hand me that shampoo bottle. Is there anything in particular you would like me to do for your aftercare? Neck massage? Foot rubs?"

She pauses. As if she has to think hard about what she even wants.

"I've only had the basic aftercare; he would just clean me off, make sure I ate and drank, then I went home and took a bubble bath. So I guess you already did what I normally did for my aftercare."

Her words tug at my heart. She has never known what it feels like to be fully taken care of. Aftercare is huge at helping solidify the bond between Dom and sub. Oh, I’m going to enjoy spoiling her and showing her how it feels to be cherished and loved.

"Hun, that is not aftercare. That is you going home not fully taken care of. Here, let me." I take the shampoo out of her hands and start massaging her scalp. Her hair is starting to grow back, but it is still only about a half inch long. I can tell she is enjoying this from the hum of her sigh as she rests fully against me. After I rinse her hair with the hand sprayer, then grab a washcloth from the decorative little side table.

There’s a ginger and brown sugar body wash. They really do think of everything here. I lather up the washcloth and start washing her neck and down her back. Gently scrubbing over the welted scar tissue. I continue washing down her arms, over her breasts and dip my hand below the water to go down her stomach. I can feel goosebumps all over her body as my hand trails lower. I start kissing the spot just below her ear, gently nibbling down her neck to her shoulder. I start teasing her, running my fingers up and down her slit.

"Lucian. Mmmm. Please don’t stop." She whimpers.

Well, how could I deny that adorable plea? I start with one finger, gently thrusting in and out while I use the other hand to pinch and rub her perky nipples. She glides her hand up my thigh underwater to my hardening cock. I touch her hand and shake my head.

"No, this is about you. Just relax." I want her to know she doesn’t always have to reciprocate. I do appreciate it, but I want her to know there will be times where it is just about her pleasure, this being one of them.

"Yes, Sir."

I reward her obedience by adding another finger, gently stretching her to allow me to slip in a 3rd. She’s thrusting against my hand. The water is sloshing a bit over the edge as she grinds against the palm of my hand. Her breathing is increasing rapidly. I can feel her quickening pulse.

"I’m ... Please, Sir." She moans. I grab her by the chin, tilting her head back to look up at the ceiling.

"Cum for me," I growl. I can feel my entire body start to tremble.

With that, I bite onto her shoulder. I return my hand to pinching her left nipple, thrust in, and curl my fingers to that mind-breaking spot and get the pleasure of feeling her completely shatter again.

Her moans of ecstasy only drive me wilder.

I want to be buried deep in her again. As if she can tell what I’m thinking, she leans up and spins around, straddling me before quickly slamming her cunt down onto my cock. I practically see stars as I slide inside her.

She grips my face before slamming her lips against mine. It’s like she’s trying to consume my soul. She’s bouncing up and down fast, her previous orgasm providing the perfect slickness for her speed.

The water sloshes over the side of the tub, soaking the floor with each thrust of our bodies. She whimpers and moans against my tongue.

I can feel she is getting close again, and I’m honestly not going to be able to last much longer. I reach between us and press my thumb firmly to her clit.

"Fuck yes. Don’t stop. Fuck." Her sentences become a garbled mess as she cums again. I fall over that edge at the same time, following her into euphoric bliss.

She shudders one more time around me, digging her nails into my back as I press my face to her chest, listening to her rapid heartbeat.

"Fuck, baby. You did so good. I take it you enjoyed your aftercare?" I ask. She kisses me again and smiles before lifting off of me.

"It was amazing. Thank you, Sir." Yep, she is perfect.

"Let’s rinse off in the shower, then get dressed and go home." It’s around 4 am, I’m exhausted.

"Can we go grab some breakfast first? I’m starving." She asks.

"Of course. Anything for you."

I kiss her hand and pull her into the shower with me.

Wrapping her in a hug.

I tilt her head up to look at me.

"Cassie, I love you.

You are everything to me.

You are so strong, and beautiful, and kind.

You are absolutely perfect.

I just wanted you to know how much you mean to me." She stares up at me; I’m unsure if it’s tears in her eyes or if the shower is pooling in her eyelashes. She leans up and gently kisses me.

"I love you too, Lucian. You’re my best friend and now so much more. You mean the world to me, and I never want to leave your side. Lucian and Cassie against the world."

She is perfect. How did I get so lucky?