Ruined in Vows (Marchetti Family #3)

50. Dante

Chapter 50

Dante

I cannot believe I am about to do this.

After the back and forth the last couple of weeks, and what happened a couple days ago, it feels wrong but also… so fucking right. I can’t go through with today knowing there is a good chance I might not come out of it alive. I need to feel her, be inside her, before we go into battle. At least, if I die today, it will be with the smell of her cunt on my cock and the knowledge that my principessa , heart, body and soul, is mine.

My heart pounds in my chest, beating so hard I’m surprised it doesn’t punch through my rib cage and land at Allegra’s feet. It belongs to this woman anyway. She owns every part of me and that has become more obvious with every day that passes.

For the last month we have been getting reacquainted with each other. I don’t have my memories back, but small things keep flashing in my mind on a reel, reminding me of my past. I just hope, one day, they all come back to me. Without a doubt it has helped my recovery, being back here, on this estate. Smells. My surroundings. My angel. It helps me every day, lessening the confusion. I still have a long road ahead of me, and though therapy has been frustrating, if it all leads me back to my past then I am prepared to put in the work. Not only for me, but for the woman I love.

Speaking of…

Glancing up, my gaze locks on Allegra, who is laid out on the bed like a wet dream. Her chest heaves in anticipation, blue eyes sparkle with pure desire. Despite being intimate these last couple of months, and my angel begging me to fuck her on many occasions, I always put a stop to it before it ever got that far.

Truthfully, I think I deserve a medal or reward for all the times I held back.

Any man with a working dick, would struggle to say no to Allegra Marchetti.

“Dante,” she breathes, dragging me from my thoughts, her gaze intent on me.

“Yes, principessa ?” I all but growl.

“Wha-what are you doing?” she asks, her voice thick with desire.

Smirking, I pull my shirt over my head, revealing my six pack. “I think you know what I’m doing.” I shoot back, my brow raised in amusement at her being coy.

“You’re going to make…” she trails off, sucking in a breath. “You’re going to make love to me before my wedding?” she pants out.

Nodding once, my voice is a low growl when I speak. “Fuck your wedding. That son of a bitch will smell me on you when he gets too close. Now, remove your robe. Show me what belongs to me.”

Allegra pauses, a frown marring her beautiful face. “We shouldn’t,” she protests.

Anger surges in my veins. Allegra is right, of course she is, but it won’t stop this.

My thoughts flicker to the meeting with Nico, then the surprise I organized for Allegra when Nico left town. My gut churns. These past couple weeks have been hard keeping the truth from her, but Nico has assured me time and time again it’s in her best interest. I don’t know if I agree, but I have come this far and have no intention of slipping up now.

So I give her as much of the truth as I can.

“No. We should. Because you are mine. I can’t bear the thought of everything changing today and never getting the chance–” my lungs close before I can get the words out. I suck in a breath, shaking my head to clear it of all my erratic thoughts. Pinning my gaze on her, I continue. “More than anything, I want to be with you. I want to do right by you. Have always tried to do what is right by you. But now… I just need to be with you .” I swallow, emotion tightening my throat.

Allegra watches me, her brows furrowing at my words. “Why are you saying this? What is going on?” she demands, pushing up on her elbows and pinning me with a glare.

Shaking my head, I smile, making sure my tone is even, despite the emotions swirling inside me. “Nothing. I just…” I trail off, running a hand through my hair. “I just want to be close to you right now. I want to feel you.”

My angel stares at me, worry on her face as she searches mine.

Without a doubt in my mind, she is looking for any sign that will indicate her concerns are valid, but I don’t give her anything.

Allegra cannot know anything until today is done.

Seemingly satisfied with what she finds, she exhales, slowly reaching down and untying the silk belt wrapped around her waist. Her blue eyes remain on mine as she shrugs the robe off her shoulders, letting the flimsy material fall from her body and revealing herself to me. It’s nothing I haven’t seen before, yet for some reason it feels like the first time.

My gaze rakes over her, taking in every inch of her beautiful soft olive skin. She really is the most exquisite thing I have ever laid my eyes on. An ethereal angel, for my perusal only.

“Spread your legs,” my vocal cords strain with the effort to keep my cool.

Being my good little angel, she plants her feet on the mattress, spreading her legs wide and opening herself up for me. Her pussy glistens with arousal, so pink and tight, I salivate.

Grabbing the waistband of my sweatpants, I shove them down my legs. Allegra follows the movement, her eyes widening when they land on my very hard cock.

Smirking, I pull them down to my ankles and step out of them before climbing onto the bed. Gripping her thighs, I drag her toward me. She gasps, her chest heaving with every breath she takes.

“Are you scared, angel?” I drawl, licking a trail from her knee up to her thigh, my gaze never straying from hers.

She shakes her head, biting her bottom lip. “No. I want you. I want us. This.”

Nibbling on her flesh, I bite down gently, sucking until I leave my mark. She whimpers, squirming beneath me, her back arching as she tries to bring me closer to where she so desperately wants me. Laughing, I run my nose from her thigh to her pussy, inhaling her scent into my nostrils and committing it to memory.

“Dante,” she whimpers.

“Do you think this little cunt is ready for me?” I growl, swiping my tongue up her slit.

Her back bows, her words a breathy cry when she speaks. “Yes. Yes, I’m ready for you.”

Running a finger up her thigh, I bring it to her pussy, slowly circling her clit. She gasps, her hips rolling up as she seeks the pressure she so desperately wants. I push a digit inside her, groaning at how tight she is. I swear I don’t need to worry about Riccardo or any of our other enemies, this woman is sure to be the death of me.

“I need to get you ready to take me,” I murmur in awe, watching my finger slide in and out of her.

“More,” she moans almost inaudibly.

Smirking, I add another finger, stretching her. She gasps, her body tensing. “Is this too much?” I ask, slowly thrusting into her.

She shakes her head. “No. No. It feels amazing. Don’t stop.”

“You're still so tight, I have to stretch your cunt if you are going to take my cock, principessa, ” I rumble, my mouth latching onto her clit.

“I trust you,” she moans, making my chest tighten.

Allegra can trust me with her life. But the guilt I feel for keeping her in the dark about what is going to happen today. It’s consuming me.

“I am gonna fuck you so good, that by the time I am done, my cock will be imprinted on your pussy, your fucking soul,” I grate out, suddenly feeling unhinged.

“You’re already part of my soul,” she pants, writhing under my ministrations.

“Good girl,” I growl, sucking her clit into my mouth once more.

It doesn’t take long for her to fall over the edge. And I know it has something to do with my praise. In the weeks I have been getting reacquainted with her body, I established very quickly that she has a praise kink. One I very much love exploring. Her cunt tightens around me, soaking my digits with her release.

“Dante,” she cries out my name as her orgasm takes hold.

Her back arches, fingers grabbing at the bed sheets, trying to find purchase as her legs lock around my head.

And I feel like a king at this moment. Knowing that I can elicit these kinds of responses from my angel is everything to me. I might not be able to remember my previous sex life, but I know without a doubt, with every fiber of my being, that Allegra Marchetti is the best I have ever had.

“Good principessa . Soaking my fingers like a good girl.” I groan, pulling them from her wet pussy and bringing them to my mouth. She watches me with hooded eyes as I lick her juices from my digits. Out of the corner of my eye, I catch her legs spreading once again. I smirk.

“Is my angel greedy for my dick?”

“Please, Dante. I need you,” she all but begs, and I watch as tears roll down her face.

“What’s wrong?” I ask, alarmed.

Allegra shakes her head, a chuckled sob bursting from her lips. “Nothing. I just need to feel you inside me.”

Crawling up her body, my tongue darts out, licking up her tears before I press my lips to hers, letting her taste herself on me. Tearing my mouth away, I pepper kisses up her neck, to her ear, whispering, “I’m going to fuck you now, angel.”

“Yes,” she breathes, rolling her hips up into me, her wet heat brushing against my cock. I suck in a breath, more than ready to sink home.

Pushing up on one hand, I reach down with my free one, palming my dick and rubbing it along my angel’s wet slit. “Fuck, you feel so good. So wet. So hot. You feel like fucking mine.”

“Just do it already,” Allegra whines in exasperation.

Chuckling, I position myself at her entrance. “As you wish, principessa .”

I snap my hips forward, gritting my teeth as I enter her. Fuck, she is so tight, her cunt is gripping me like a damn vise. I watch her face for any sign of discomfort, or doubt, but find none. Her even breaths and the smile curving her lips tells me everything.

Slowly, I push inside her, only stopping when I am buried to the hilt. “Ready?”

Her arms and legs tighten around me. “Yes. Fuck me, Dante.”

Those words are my undoing. Without another moment of hesitation, I pull all the way out, only to thrust back into her once more.

Allegra cries out, and I smash my lips to hers, swallowing down her cries. “Are you okay? Do you need time to adjust?” I murmur, looking into her eyes.

She nods. “Yeah. Just give me a minute. You’re so big, I don’t think I will ever get used to the size of you.”

Alarmed, I shift, ready to pull out of her, but she only clings to me harder.

“I’m hurting you,” I grate out.

She pins me with a droll look. “And it will subside in a minute. Like I said, you are big. Stay where you are.”

Laughing, I kiss her, whispering, “I’m inside you.”

“I know and it feels like I’m being stretched wide open.” She rolls her hips into me and I groan.

“Can I move?”

She brushes her lips across mine. “Yeah. Show me how much I belong to you.”

They are the eight magic words and without another thought, I pull back before thrusting back into her. Her eyes close, something I will never allow.

“Open those pretty blues, angel. I want you to watch me as I fuck you.” Her eyes flutter open, and the look in them nearly has me coming before I’m ready.

“Dante,” she gasps, rolling her hips up into me and meeting my every thrust.

“You feel so fucking good, principessa . You’re strangling my cock with your tight pussy. Gripping me like you never want me to leave. I’m going to come so hard inside you, paint you with my seed.” My dirty words cause her mouth to drop open and her cunt to pulse around me. I groan. “You are going to milk my dick of every last drop, angel.”

“Oh my God,” she cries out.

Smirking, I drop my mouth to her ear. “I am your fucking god, principessa . The only man you will ever worship on your knees for.” Her body tenses beneath me and pulling back, I can tell she is close. Reaching down, I circle her clit with my thumb. “That’s it angel, soak my cock.”

It’s exactly what she needs. Her legs tremble around me, pussy fluttering and clamping down on my dick as she falls over the edge, crying out my name.

“Dante,” she gasps out my name like a prayer.

“That’s it, principessa , squeeze the come from my dick,” I rasp, pounding into her. My balls draw up, and with one last thrust into her, I still, my cock jerking as I release inside her hot cunt. “Fuck me,” I breathe, staring at her in disbelief.

Allegra chuckles, stroking my cheek affectionately. “Yes. You did fuck me,” she teases and I can’t help the bark of laughter that flies out of my mouth.

Her face turns serious as she stares up at me with so much love in her eyes. “Thank you.”

My brows scrunch up. “For what?”

“For giving me you,” she whispers.

Smiling, I drop a kiss to her lips. “You will always have me. I’m yours.”

“And I am yours,” she responds quickly, but I don’t miss the look that crosses her features.

Refusing to let where her mind has gone taint this moment, I slowly pull out of her. She winces, no doubt sore, and I take my time, not wanting to hurt her any more than I have. Climbing to my knees, I watch as my limp cock, covered in our joint fluids, slaps against my thigh, before my gaze shifts to her pussy. Our juices leak from her, and not wanting my seed anywhere but inside her, I scoop it up, pushing it back inside.

My angel lies there, her gaze intent on me as she watches me push my come back inside her used pussy. Her perfect blue eyes turn glassy, and she nibbles that full bottom lip. Anxiety is written all over her face and my heart aches for what she believes is going to happen today. And no matter how much it kills me, I keep quiet, knowing it’s for her own safety.

Pulling my fingers from her wet cunt, I crawl up her body, pressing kisses to her skin.

“Dante,” her voice catches, sending pain to my heart.

“Everything will be okay, angel.” My lips brush hers before I pull away.

I need to distract her. And in this moment, I know of only one way to pacify her.

Flipping onto my back, I pin Allegra with a look. “You need to relax principessa.” I smirk. “Scoot down the bed.” Her eyes pop wide. “That’s right angel. Take me in your mouth and suck until it soothes you. Taste us both while I pacify you with my cock.”

“Yo-you remembered?” Allegra gasps.

I grin, maneuvering her until she is level with my dick. “I may have had a little flashback to a night when you were worried about your brother finding out about us. It wasn’t very vivid but it was a memory all the same. Using me as your own personal pacifier relaxed your anxiety?” I ask it as a question because like I said, it was only a small recollection.

“It did. I liked it. It soothed me until I fell asleep,” she confirms.

I jerk my head. “Well then what are you waiting for. Go on angel. Use me until you relax.”

Allegra sighs, a small smile pulling at her lips.

And then she sucks me into her mouth. Using me as her own personal comforting balm. And though it should feel sexual, my angel sucking my cock, it brings me peace too. My erratic thoughts calm as all the tension in my body relaxes.

Glancing down, I smile when I find Allegra’s eyes closed and all the anxiety that was marring her beautiful face turns to contentment as she sucks me slowly.

For now, my job here is done.