I think I’m the only one of my friends not going out partying and getting drunk tonight. Everyone else is at parties, at bars and clubs, at restaurants, some dressed to the nines, and I’m not. But if you’re wondering if I have FOMO, I most definitely do not.
I have JOMO. The joy of missing out, because at home, doing filthy things with my ridiculously hot boyfriend—soon to be fiancé—is the only place the world I want to be right now.
As promised, Gabe took me ring shopping on Boxing Day, and I picked out the most beautiful ring. It’s rose gold with a pear-shaped diamond and little diamonds set into the band. It’s elegant and romantic and gorgeous, and I’ve been waiting on pins and needles for days now, wondering when Gabe’s going to propose.
But for now, I have our New Year’s Eve plans to distract me. We’ve been so popular on the OnlySantas platform since we started camming together that we’ve been invited to stream live on New Year’s Eve. I glance at myself in the mirror, add another swipe of mascara—never waterproof, because Gabe likes when it smears—fluff my hair, and adjust my cleavage.
“Holy fuck, baby girl,” Gabe says from behind me, his deep voice rippling over me and making my pussy clench. I’m always such a mixture of nerves and excitement before we cam, and tonight’s no different. “You look incredible.”
I’m wearing a very sparkly bra and thong set that glitters every time it catches the light. “I thought it looked a bit like the ball, you know?” I say, my skin going hot as Gabe drinks me in. There’s a part of me that still can’t believe he’s mine. But he is.
Those are my fingernail scratches on his shoulders.
He steps closer and the mouthwatering scent of his skin washes over me. He’s shirtless, and wearing a pair of black pants. I can already see the outline of his cock beneath them.
“What’s the plan for tonight?” I ask, my voice catching slightly. He closes the distance between us and lays his big hands on my bare shoulders. His skin is warm and rough, and just feeling his hands on me anchors me.
“Tonight, you’re going to be my pretty little toy. I don’t want to give too much away because I want you to be in the moment and not thinking about what’s coming next, but you have all the control here, Bells. All you need to say is…?” He looks at me expectantly.
“North Pole,” I answer, and he nods.
“That’s right. You say that, and we stop what we’re doing immediately. And the same boundaries still apply. No penetration on camera. That’s just for us.”
I nod and suck in a breath. “Okay. I’m ready.”
He kisses me, soft and sweet, and I melt into him, just like I always do. He pulls away and then takes my hand, leading me into his bedroom, where we’ll be performing tonight. It’s already set up with twinkling lights, candles, and the camming equipment. There’s also a tray of food on the bed along with a couple of small presents in sparkly wrapping paper.
“What’s in the packages?” I ask, my pulse pounding in my throat. Gabe smiles, wicked and sexy.
“You’ll see. Ready?”
I nod, and we settle into the chair with me in his lap. I cuddle into him and kiss him again, just because I can. Because I want to and I’ll never get enough of the feel of his lips on mine.
“My sweet, special good girl,” he murmurs, flicking a thumb over my nipple. “Gonna make you feel so fucking good tonight.”
“Please, Daddy,” I whisper, and he groans.
Gabe hits the button, and we’re live. I snuggle into his big body, the heat from him seeping into me, a stark contrast to the cool air of the room. He settles me so that my legs are spread, hooked over his. Even though I’m still in my underwear, the movement makes me feel deliciously exposed. Gabe’s arm wraps around my waist, holding me against him.
“Good evening, my naughty elves,” he says, his voice a low rumble that vibrates through me. “Tonight, we have a very special treat for you. My sweet Bella has agreed to be my pretty little toy tonight, haven’t you, baby girl?”
I blush furiously as I nod, adrenaline shooting through me as I glance at the camera. The chat explodes with excitement, a flurry of comments and tips already rolling in. Gabe chuckles, his thumb tracing circles on my inner thigh, making me squirm.
“That’s right, my friends. Tonight is all about playing with my favorite little helper. Look at her, all sparkly and shiny, just for us.” He runs a finger along the strap of my bra, sending shivers down my spine. Then he leans forward and grabs a strawberry from the bowl. The fruit is red and ripe, and he brings it to my lips. I open my mouth, my eyes locked on his as he feeds me, his fingers brushing against my lips.
Gabe plucks a grape from the bowl, tracing it along my lips before popping it into my mouth. The chat section explodes with filthy comments and explicit suggestions that have me squirming in Gabe’s lap.
Cloudlvr: Oh, fuck, I wish I was that grape
SquarePeg: I hope you feed her your cock soon
User555: Look at that hungry little mouth. I bet she sucks like a dream
Gabe chuckles, his voice a low rumble. “Now, now, my naughty elves. Let’s not get ahead of ourselves. We’ve got all night to play, don’t we, baby girl?”
He reaches for a slice of apple, drizzles it with honey, and brings it to my lips. I take a bite, the sweet juice dripping down my chin. Gabe licks up the juice with his tongue and then kisses me deeply, our tongues tangling until we both taste like honeyed apple.
MusicMan69: Fuck that’s hot
Cloudlvr: I want to lick honey off of her too
He feeds me another strawberry, his fingers lingering on my lips. Slowly, he pushes one inside my mouth, and I latch on, sucking him slowly. I can feel his hard cock pressed against my ass and I wriggle against him, making him groan.
SquarePeg: What a little tease she is, grinding on you like that
Rainbow123: I hope you play with her ass tonight. I love Bella’s ass
“Me too,” Gabe agrees. “Let’s see where the night takes us.”
I whimper softly, not because I’m scared, but because I’m in heaven. I love being Gabe’s, love letting him do what he wants with me, knowing he’ll make me feel so good. Knowing that I’m the only one he wants to do this with.
His fingers trace along the edges of my bra, toying with the fabric. My nipples are hard and aching, and I gasp when he slips his fingers under the fabric and pinches them. Slowly, he gathers the fabric to the side, showing off my nipples to the camera, one by one.
“Such pretty, perfect tits,” he says adoringly, stroking his fingers along the heavy undersides of my breasts. He teases and teases and then finally unhooks the clasp of my bra with a deft flick of his fingers, and I shrug out of it, arching my back to let it fall away. The cool air feels good against my hard nipples. I can feel the blush spreading across my chest, up my neck and to my face. In the camera, I can see the way Gabe’s devouring me with his eyes, and it makes my clit throb.
With my breasts exposed, he drops his hands to my legs, drawing circles on my inner thighs as he inches his fingers higher and higher. His touch ghosts over my pussy before he plays with the fabric of my thong, pulling it taut so that the outline of my lips is visible through the sparkly fabric.
MusicMan69: Pretty little peach
He drags his fingers back down, playing with the fabric before slowly peeling it to the side. I’m shaved bare, leaving everything on full display.
He lifts me slightly, just enough to slide my thong down my legs, leaving me completely naked. He settles me back down in his lap, my legs spread. With gentle fingers, he spreads my pussy lips apart, fully exposing me to the camera.
“Look at her,” he says, glancing at the camera. “Isn’t she the most beautiful toy you’ve ever seen?”
The chat goes wild with agreement and the comments make me blush even more. Gabe reads them aloud, one by one, his voice rumbling in my ear as he keeps my pussy spread for the camera.
User789: Those tits are perfect. What I wouldn’t give to suck on those nipples
SquarePeg: Look at that pretty pink pussy. I bet it’s so tight and wet.
Cloudlvr: I want to lick every inch of her. She’s fucking gorgeous you lucky bastard
Gabe dips a finger into my entrance, groaning when he finds me absolutely soaked. He gathers up my juices onto his finger and then slowly starts to spread them over my throbbing clit. I gasp, my hips jerking, as he begins to circle my clit with slow, teasing strokes. Pleasure warms my veins, making me feel both loose and tight at the same time.
“You like that, baby girl?” he asks, his voice a low growl. “You like being on display for everyone as I show you off and play with your pussy?”
I nod, my breathing already ragged. “Yes, Daddy,” I breathe. “I love it.”
“Such a good little girl for me.”
I whimper when Gabe takes his hands away and reaches for one of the wrapped presents. He sets it in my lap. “Go on, baby girl. Open it.”
I tear open the wrapping paper, revealing a black box. Inside, I find…a makeup brush? I glance over at Gabe, one eyebrow raised. I’m sure I look as confused as I feel. But he just smirks, a wicked glint in his eye.
“Trust me, baby girl,” he murmurs, taking the brush from me. He sets the box aside and then reaches for a bottle of lube sitting on the table beside us. He drizzles the cool liquid onto my exposed pussy, making me gasp. Using his fingers to spread the lube over every inch of me, he works until I’m slippery and glistening. I squirm in his lap, my pussy already pulsing, a heavy weight sitting low in my stomach. My breasts feel heavy, almost sore.
Fuck, I am so turned on right now.
With my legs spread as wide as they’ll go, he brings the makeup brush to my pussy, stroking over me with the soft bristles.
“Oh, holy shit,” I breathe. The sensation is unlike anything I’ve ever felt. It’s soft and gentle, yet intense and foreign. He circles the brush around my clit in gentle, teasing strokes before brushing slowly up and down. I moan, my hips writhing as pleasure sears through me.
“That’s it, baby girl. Let Daddy play with you. I promise I’ll make your little pussy feel so good.”
He teases me with the brush until I’m damp with sweat. Over and over, he brings me to the brink of orgasm, edging me until I’m a panting, writhing mess in his lap. The brush is so soft, but it’s driving me wild. I can feel every individual bristle as it moves against my swollen flesh.
Gabe gently polishes my clit with the brush, and I think he might let me come this time. My entire body is tense, vibrating with the need for release. He circles my clit, strokes it up and down, and then takes the brush away.
“Please, Daddy,” I beg. “Please let me come.”
Gabe chuckles, and I already know what the answer’s going to be. “Not yet, baby girl. I want to see how swollen your clit can get. In fact, I think it’s time for you to open the other present.”
He hands me another small package, and I unwrap it, excitement sitting low in my belly. I open the small box and find a small, clear cylinder attached to a pink squeeze bulb. Once again, I’m in the dark. I look up at Gabe, who smirks at me so sexily I think my legs start to shake.
He takes the device from me, holding it up for all to see. “It’s a clit pump, baby girl. It’s going to make your little clit even more swollen and sensitive.”
I blush deeply, my breathing hitching as he settles me in his lap again, spreading my legs wide as we both face the camera. I watch as he spreads a small amount of lube around the silicone rim of the pump, and then positions it over my throbbing clit. I’m already so swollen that I can’t imagine what this thing is going to do to me. The plastic is cool against my hot pussy, making goosebumps pebble across my skin. Gabe gently squeezes the bulb, and I gasp as the suction begins, pulling my clit into the tube and making it swell.
“Oh, fuck,” I gasp, my hips squirming. The sensation is intense, unlike anything I’ve ever felt. My clit feels enormous and incredibly sensitive. I can feel every beat of my heart between my legs.
Gabe runs a finger over the cylinder and then pumps again, and we both watch as my clit gets even bigger. It’s intense, breath-stealing pleasure mixed with a hint of pain. He pumps once more and then strokes over the cylinder again as I writhe in his lap.
“Seeing you like this makes my cock ache so badly, baby girl. Look at you. You’re taking this so well, sweetheart.” His praise washes over me, making me feel hot and melty. “Look at that beautiful clit, all swollen and needy.” He trails his fingers up and down my inner thighs, over my breasts, down my stomach. He glances at the camera, addressing the users. “Isn’t she stunning like this? Look at her little pussy. So puffy and desperate for release.” He traces a finger around my entrance, careful not to dislodge the pump. “So fucking wet, my god. I think you like being my little toy, don’t you? You like when Daddy plays with you?”
I nod and whimper, leaning back against him. “So much.”
Gabe releases the bulb, leaving the tube with my engorged clit in place. “Good girl,” he praises, his voice a deliciously low rumble. “Now, while that does its job, I want that pretty little mouth wrapped around my cock. On your knees, sweetheart.”
He shifts me off his lap, standing to remove his pants. His cock springs free, hard and thick and leaking precum. I lick my lips, eager to taste him. Eager to please him. Gabe sits back down, and I kneel between his legs, the cylinder still firmly attached to my pulsing clit. Gabe adjusts the camera angle so that what I’m doing to him is in full view, and I look at up him. For a moment our eyes lock, a beat of happiness and lust and love passing between us. He smiles softly, stroking my cheek. “Such a good fucking girl for me,” he says quietly. “Make me feel good with your pretty mouth.”
I wrap my hand around the base of his cock, feeling the heat and hardness of him. My pussy is dripping, my juices slicking my inner thighs. Leaning forward, I take him into my mouth exactly the way he taught me, swirling my tongue around his swollen head. Gabe’s head falls back as he lets out a deep groan.
His hand tangles in my hair. “That’s it, baby girl,” he rasps as I suck him in a slow, steady rhythm, my mouth moving up and down his thick length. “You suck my cock so well. Fuck, yes. Such a pretty little toy, such a good girl, making Daddy’s cock feel so good with your mouth.”
He turns his attention to the camera as I continue to work him with my lips and tongue, sucking him deeper and deeper, my head bobbing.
“Our little Bella is being such a good little girl for us tonight,” he says, his voice strained. “She’s fucking perfect, isn’t she? Look at her, swallowing my cock so beautifully.”
His words make me moan and squirm, and I suck him harder, deeper.
The chat fills with filthy comments, and Gabe reads them to me, his voice a dark growl.
User555: Fuck, I wish that was my cock in her mouth
SquarePeg: Look at her lips stretched around you. So fucking hot
Cloudlvr: I bet she’s so wet right now. I wish I could taste her
Gabe groans, thrusting into my mouth. “She is so wet, my friends. Her little pussy is dripping right now. I can smell it. I can see it on her thighs.”
I moan around his cock, the vibrations making him grip my hair tighter. The suction on my clit is driving me wild, the intense sensation making me suck him harder, faster, desperate and eager to please him. My jaw is aching, but I don’t care. I can feel his cock swelling in my mouth. I can hear his breath sawing in and out of him in ragged pants, and all I want is to make him feel good.
“Fuck, baby girl,” he groans. “You’re doing so good. Making me feel so fucking good with your perfect mouth.”
His cock is a dripping faucet of precum in my mouth, and I know he’s close. Is he going to come in mouth? On my face? My breasts?
But just when I feel like he’s about to hit the point of no return, he gently pushes me away, chest heaving.
“Not yet, baby girl,” he pants, sweat beading along his brow. “I’m not ready to come yet.”
He pulls me back into his lap, spreads my legs, and then gently removes the clit pump. I gasp as my big, swollen clit comes into view. It’s so swollen and sensitive that just the air on it has me panting. Gabe’s fingers replace the tube, stroking and circling my throbbing clit.
“Now, where were we?” he says, a wickedly sexy grin on his face.
Gabe’s finger swirls around my swollen clit, the lightest touch sending shockwaves of pleasure through me. I’m sprawled across his lap, naked and exposed, my legs spread wide for the camera. His other hand grips my hip, holding me firmly in place as he toys with me, showing me off.
“Look at this perfect clit,” he says his voice a low rumble that I feel against my back. “So swollen and needy. Fuck, she’s so wet that she’s dripping on me.” His fingers trace up and down my slit, rubbing me all over, gathering up my juices and then coating my clit with them. I gasp and shake with the intensity of it.
I need to come so badly that I’m going to pass out when I finally do.
He looks at the camera again, pulling back the hood of my clit to show just how swollen I am. “Look at this gorgeous pussy,” he says, his voice a low rumble. “So pink and wet and swollen. She’s fucking perfect.” He pinches my clit lightly and I jerk in his lap, a whimper escaping me.
The chat feed scrolls rapidly, filled with filthy appreciation and encouragement. “They love seeing you like this, baby girl. They’re all so fucking horny for you. They wish they could touch you, taste you. But you’re all mine, aren’t you?”
I nod, breath catching as he strokes my clit. “Yes, Daddy. All yours.”
“My sweet, precious good girl.” He growls, and suddenly, I’m airborne as he lifts me effortlessly. He carries me to the bed, laying me down so that my legs are dangling over the edge. He stands between my spread legs, his thick cock standing straight up, a drop of precum rolling down his length.
Gripping himself, he rubs the head of his cock over my huge clit. Pleasure sparks through me, and I arch my back, desperate for more. He circles my clit with the head of his cock, using it to tease and torment me. The sensation is intense, overwhelming, and beautifully perfect. I can feel my orgasm building, coiling tight in my belly, and I don’t think I’ll be able to hold it back.
“Daddy,” I gasp, my hands fisting the sheets, sweat pooling between my breasts. “Please can I come? Please. Please let me come, Daddy. Please, Daddy.”
“You beg so sweetly, baby girl,” he says, rubbing his head over my clit in a steady rhythm that has me seeing stars. “Come for me, Bella. Come all over my cock. You’ve earned it.”
And I do. I shatter into a thousand glittering pieces as pleasure crashes through me. My entire body convulses, my hips bucking against Gabe as wave after wave of pure bliss hits me. Gabe groans as he fucks my slit, and he comes with a deep growl, hot spurts of his come painting my pussy, marking me as his.
I’m still floating and blissed out on the bed as Gabe ends the stream, and the room feels suddenly quiet after our loud moans and the constant ding of tips and messages. He turns to me, his eyes soft and warm, a small smile tugging at his perfect lips. Without a word, he scoops me into his arms and walks us into the bathroom. The tiles are cool beneath my feet when he sets me down, and he reaches in to turn on the shower. We cuddle and kiss as we wait for the water to heat up.
“Did you like that?” he asks, and I blush, despite the fact that I’m naked with his come dripping down my thighs.
“Very much,” I say quietly. “I really like being played with, and when you show me off. There’s something so hot about the fact that they can look, but only you get to touch.”
“Damn right,” he says, kissing me. “I don’t share. You’re mine.”
Steam fills the room, fogging up the mirror, and Gabe pulls me under the hot spray. The water is heaven on my muscles.
His hands are gentle and tender as he washes me, running the sudsy loofah over every inch of my body. He kneels in front of me as he cleans his come off my pussy and thighs, and then gently kisses my still-swollen clit. I moan softly, and he licks me.
“Too sensitive?” he asks, and I shake my head. “Good, because I’ve wanted to get my mouth on your pretty, swollen clit ever since I took the pump off.” He gently nudges my thighs apart, staring intently at my pussy. “You have the prettiest pussy, Bella,” he says, pressing another kiss to my clit. “So pink and perfect. I’m obsessed. I think about touching it, licking it, fucking it constantly.”
He tongues my clit slowly, and I gasp, clinging to his shoulders. He licks me again, his tongue soft and flat, lapping at me like I’m his favorite dessert. And god, it feels so freaking good. I lean back against the cool tiles, my breathing already ragged.
“You’re so beautiful, Bella,” he says as his fingers trace the outer lips of my pussy, spreading me open for him. “Tell me who this gorgeous cunt belongs to.”
“It’s yours, Gabe. It’s all yours.”
He groans and starts slowly licking me all over, flicking his tongue over my clit. I gasp, my hips jerking, but he holds me firm, and I know he won’t let me fall. He licks me again, his tongue sliding over me from entrance to clit, and my head falls back against the shower wall as I moan and whimper.
“That’s it, baby girl,” he says, kissing my clit over and over, sucking gently. “Let me hear how good I make you feel.”
He keeps kissing my clit, his lips working it with gentle pulls and sucks, and I already know I’m going to come again. He swirls his tongue over me in little circles and then he kisses me some more.
“You did so good tonight, sweetheart. You were perfect. Absolutely perfect. Such a good fucking girl for me,” he says, peppering me with kisses in between. I’m shaking and moaning and dripping. My pussy is throbbing. “You like when Daddy kisses your pretty clit like this, don’t you?” he asks, pulling back and spreading me open with his fingers.
“The kisses feel so good,” I whisper, and he nuzzles his mouth against me, making my hips buck.
“Gonna spend the rest of my life taking care of this pussy, Bella. Daddy’s gonna kiss your clit goodnight every night. Gonna fucking worship this perfect cunt.”
His words have my toes curling, and he keeps kissing and sucking my clit, and it’s not long before I’m coming, hard. My back arches and I scream his name, my legs shaking and my pussy convulsing. Pleasure shoots through me, hot and intense, and I grind into Gabe’s mouth, wringing it out. He keeps kissing me, gradually gentling his kisses before rising to his feet and pulling me into his arms. I’m shaking a little, and he holds me and smooths a hand up and down my back until the shaking subsides.
He always takes such good care of me, in every single way.
I lean into Gabe, my head resting on his chest as the spray washes over us. We stay like that until my breathing returns to normal.
“You were so perfect tonight, baby girl,” he murmurs. “So fucking beautiful and brave. I’m in awe of you, Bella. I can’t believe I’m lucky enough to call you mine.”
I smile, my cheeks warm. I will never get enough of his praise. Never.
We rinse off, and then he wraps me in a fluffy towel, carrying me back to his bed. He lays down, pulling me into his arms so that I’m nestled snugly against him. His body is so warm and strong, and nothing makes me feel safer than being in Gabe’s arms.
His eyes are soft and full of love as we gaze at each other. “I love you, Bella. I love you so fucking much. You’re my entire world now.” His voice is thick with emotion, and I feel like my heart’s in my throat.
“I love you, too Gabe. More than anything.”
He kisses me, slow and sweet, and I’m so wrapped up in it that I don’t even feel him moving. But when we break apart, he’s holding the box that I know contains my engagement ring.
“I don’t want this year to end without being engaged. It feels right that we start the new year with a ring on your finger. Bella,” he says, taking my trembling hand. “Sweet girl. Will you marry me?”
My heart feels too big to fit inside my chest. This is all I’ve ever wanted, all I’ve ever dreamed of and hoped for. And now it’s all coming true. “Yes,” I whisper, tears stinging my eyes. Yes, Gabe. I’ll marry you.”
He slides the ring on my finger and kisses me, and even though the year is ending, my entire future lies ahead, golden with love and happiness.