Say It’s Forever (Fate #1)

Chapter 15

15

GARRETT

I ’m not sure if she’s clear on what she’s asking me. That doesn’t stop me, though. She asked me to take her to bed, so that is what I’m going to do. I carry her through the house and into the bedroom. I sit her down on the edge of the bed. There is no way in hell I can tell her no. Not with the way she’s looking at me. Fuck. I promised myself I would slow it down. Give her time to adjust and figure things out.

Snow reaches for the button on my pants, but I stop her. I’m pleased that some of her shyness has faded away, but I need to make things clear before I take this further. Even if this kills me. But the last thing I want is for her to have any regrets. I want both of our first times to be special. I may not have known at the time that I was saving myself for her but the wait was worth it. Sure, I want to sink my cock into her virgin pussy, claim her for my own, but the long-term goal is to keep her permanently. I won’t do anything to fuck that up.

“You know what is about to happen, Snow?”

“Yes.” She licks her lips, tempting my resolve.

“You told me sex was for marriage,” I remind her. I swore that regardless of how much I wanted her, I would wait. Even if I had to cut my dick off.

“That’s what I was taught.” Snow peeks up at me through her lashes. “But I’m your girl. Those rules no longer apply to me. I get to pick.” When she tugs on her hand, I release my hold on it. “And I’m picking you.”

This time I don’t stop her when she flicks the button of my pants. I discard them and my boxers too. Snow watches me intently as I reach behind me with one hand to pull off my shirt, then toss it to the floor, leaving me completely naked in front of her. I love the way her eyes roam over my body. I can see her desire for me.

Snow reaches out, wraps her hand around my cock, and begins to stroke me. “This will be over before it begins if you keep touching my cock.” I go for her clothes.

“Oh my gosh.” She laughs when I have her stripped bare within a second. I pick her up, place her in the center of the bed, and climb over her. Snow is so damn small, and I need to keep that in mind. She’d been damn tight when I worked a single finger into her. “You’re so big.” She runs her hands up my chest.

“I’ll go slow.” I try to reassure her, but she only smiles up at me. Her trust in me is as much of a turn-on as anything else.

“I’m not scared, Garrett. I was taught that sex was only for a man's pleasure, but I don't think that's true with someone who cares so much.”

The men in her world are so fucked in the head. I never wanted to beat my chest more and roar than when I made her cum on my mouth. To see the pleasure that I gave her. That shit is addicting. It’s something I plan on doing a lot more.

“I more than care about you, Snow.” I fucking love her. I want to tell her that, but I have put so much on her already. When her eyes light up at my words, I think, Fuck it . I’m not going to hide shit from her. I won’t be like anyone from her past. “I love you, Snow.”

She lets out a small gasp, but I cut it off with a kiss, not giving her a chance to respond. I don’t want her to feel like she’s obligated to say it back. Snow probably thinks I'm crazy for declaring my love for her so quickly, but what other explanation could there be? I have never felt or been this way with anyone before. I never believed in love at first sight until I laid eyes on her.

“Need to taste you,” I tell her, trailing my mouth down her jaw.

“I want you inside me,” she all but pleads.

“Trust me, love. I need you ready to take me.” I want to savor every damn inch of her, but her begging me for my cock isn’t doing anything to help me take my time.

“I trust you.” Her words are like a balm to my soul. That is more than I can ever ask for from her with the life she has led.

I make my way down her body, my hand cupping one of her tits. “So damn perfect.” I lick around her nipple before I suck it into my mouth. Snow’s back arches off the bed, pushing more of her breast into my mouth, offering herself to me. Fuck she’s perfect, every goddamn inch of her.

“I’m going to taste every part of you.”

“Yes.” Her lips part as her breathing grows faster.

I do the same to her other nipple before continuing to kiss down her stomach. Snow’s fingers sink into my hair. Her eyes follow my every movement. The desire I see in them makes me feel like a king.

I settle in between her thighs. She’s so damn small that I throw her legs over my shoulders before burying my face inside of sweet heaven. The sounds she’s making do nothing to temper my need. Pretty soon she’ll be moaning my name as I give her every single inch of me. I have to thrust my cock into the mattress to try and ease some of the pain. My balls draw up tight. The second she comes against my face screaming my name, I come with her.

But I don’t stop. That first orgasm was to get her ready for me. I thrust one finger inside of her. “Fuck, you have a pretty pussy, Snow. Has anyone ever told you that?” Her mouth falls open at my dirty words. “Of course they haven’t because it’s all mine. Only mine. No one will ever touch you here besides me. I’ll be the only one to know how you taste.”

I work a second finger into her. I can tell she enjoys my filthy words because she's becoming wetter by the second. Snow starts to work her hips against my fingers. Her body tries to take over. I use my forearm to pin them down into place.

“I’m fucking your pretty little virgin pussy, Snow. Not you.” I pump faster.

“You have a filthy mouth.”

“And you fucking love it.” She nods her head in agreement, but I wasn’t asking. “You’ll always love what I do to your body, Snow, but know that when my hands and mouth are on you, I’m the one in control.”

“Yes,” she moans in agreement.

“All you have to do is feel.” I lean down and suck her swollen clit, which is begging for attention, into my mouth. I feel her pussy start to flutter around my fingers, and I know she’s close.

My cock never went down, not ever after coming all over myself like a teenage boy seeing a Playboy for the first time. I suck hard on her clit, flicking my tongue back and forth. My fingers never relent, I curve them inside her, hitting the deep spot she needs.

Snow goes off for me. Her whole body tenses. I move, knowing she is lost in pleasure. I pull my fingers out and climb back up her body. My cock going to her tight virgin hole. The head easily slips inside.

Snow's eyes remain closed, engrossed in the pleasure of her orgasm. I grit my teeth as I thrust inside of her, quickly wanting to mix the pain with pleasure to lighten the impact. She lets out a small gasp. Her hands grip my shoulders. I’m seated as deep as I can get, and remain as still as possible, waiting for her to adjust to me.

The pleasure is all-consuming. It’s taking every single ounce of my self-control not to take her fully. My instincts demand that I move. That I rut into her until she’s screaming my name in pleasure, but I tamp those desires down. The need to not hurt her any more than necessary overrides them.

It’s not long before I feel her relax, her body molding to mine. Her beautiful green eyes pop open to meet mine, reminding me of the first day we met. It seems like a lifetime ago when it’s only been a few days.

“I need you.” Her words come out breathy.

“You have me.” I lean down, taking her mouth in a kiss as I give her exactly what she is asking for. The same way I plan to do for all eternity.

I wish I could say that I will take my time, but the way her pussy is gripping me already has me close to orgasm. Listening to her little moans as I pump in and out of her is not helping. But I need our first orgasm to be together.

I pick up the pace, her legs relaxing and dropping open more to welcome every thrust. It’s not long before she’s matching my movements, our bodies in a rhythm that each other will only ever know.

“That’s it, babe. Move that sweet pussy on my cock.” I angle my thrusts to hit her sweet spot. I can tell she’s close. “You’re gonna come all over my cock, and I’m going to spill my seed deep inside of you.” With that, she throws her head back, closing her eyes as her legs begin to shake, and her pussy clamps down around my cock. “Eyes on me, Snow.”

She follows my command, locking eyes with me as she screams my name before we both go over the edge.

I have never been much of a religious man, but I know I have found my heaven.