Shadow’s Heart (Devil’s Inferno MC #3)

Chapter Thirty-Four

Wreck

E verything has changed, while at the same time it really hasn’t. The only major difference in my relationship with Shadow is the physical side of things. By that I mean kissing, because everything else we already did. Cuddle up together. Yeah, we did that. Sleep next to each other. Check. Touch each other as often as possible. Hmm, yeah, check there too. So yeah, the only thing that’s changed is now we kiss too. We haven’t done anything more because one thing’s changed between us yesterday and two, I’m not quite recovered enough for anything sexual.

I can’t wait until I am, though. I know it’s going to be different from what either of us is used to; we both have dicks after all, but even knowing that, knowing I’m inexperienced when it comes to men. I’m nothing if not excited. I know it’s going to be fucking hot and magical between us. It isn’t going to be just sex; it’s going to be more than a physical release; it’s going to be filled with emotion, passion, and love. It’s going to be a whole new experience for us both. I know that I’ve had sex before, but I’ve never made love, and I couldn’t imagine a more perfect partner than Shadow to make love to for the first time and every other time that follows.

Shadow isn’t exactly helping to keep my libido under control right now; he’s just entered the house topless, wearing only a pair of basketball shorts, sweat dripping down his body. Fuck, I want to devour him whole. He’s a goddamn work of art.

“Had a good run?” I ask as I pull out a bottle of water for him and hand it over. He downs the contents quickly, clearly needing a drink.

“Hmm yeah, I needed to run off some of this pent-up energy, as I can’t do what I want right now.” He says, eyes flashing with desire. I’m still not used to that knowing he wants me. Knowing all that desire showing on his face is just for me. I don’t think I’ll ever get used to it either, and I wouldn’t want to. I want to always feel this way; even twenty years from now, I still want the desire and passion to be as clear as day between us.

“That’s just evil. Do you realize how much I fucking hate that I’m fucking injured and can’t do anything more than kiss you?”

“We’ll take that step when you’re healed. Until then, I’m quite happy to kiss you as often as possible.”

“Well, if that’s the case, come here and fucking kiss me.”

He doesn’t need to be told twice; he prowls towards me like a lion stalking its prey. I’m not going to complain; I’ll be his prey whenever the fuck he wants. As soon as I’m within touching distance, he grabs me and pulls me into his arms, taking my mouth in a hot and heavy kiss. The way he fits against me is perfection. All his hard muscles against mine—there’s nothing soft about him, and it’s so fucking right. I didn’t realize how much better a hard body would feel against me.

His tongue slips into my mouth, and I can’t hold back my moan. Oh god, I want him so fucking bad. I slip my tongue into his mouth, twining it around his, and it seems he can’t hold back his own moans either. Oh god, his noises are going to be the death of me. When we pull back, both of us are hard as rocks and breathing hard.

“God, I can’t get enough of you.” He tells me while trying to catch his breath.

I can’t help but hum in agreement; I can’t talk yet. My breathing is still heavy, and my mind is foggy with my need for him. He doesn’t seem to mind though if the heart-stopping smile on his is anything to go by.

“As much as I want to spend the day making out with you, I gotta head over to The Clubhouse, and I know you want to sort all the stuff out for Rex.”

“Go take a shower first; I don’t think anyone else will appreciate you looking this way. I’ll make you some breakfast.”

“Thank you. You’re the best, and I don’t want or need anyone else to appreciate me. All this is just for you. I love you.” He says as he turns to leave.

“I love you too.” I shout after him.

After showering and eating his breakfast of eggs on toast, Shadow leaves to head over to The Clubhouse, leaving me alone with the task of sorting through all the information I have collected since Dre first disappeared. Looking at the kitchen table where I have it all set out, I can’t quite get over how much I have here, and none of it has been remotely helpful. I still don’t know what happened to my brother or why. I hope by passing everything I have over, it will give Rex some ideas of where he needs to look. Or where he doesn’t need to because I’ve already been there, done that, and got nothing to show for it.

Sitting at the table, I start to make my way through everything I have, organizing it in date order, starting from the earliest information to the newest. After an hour of reading and organizing, I’m interrupted by a knock on the front door. I’m hoping that’s Tech with all the information he managed to gather so I can add it to what I have here.

Getting up, I head towards the front door, pulling it open to reveal none other than Tech on the other side. I have to hold back my laugh at the sight that greets me. He’s standing there with a massive cheesy grin on his face, holding a flash drive up next to his face.

“Morning Tech, I take it; that’s the information.” I say, gesturing towards the flash drive.

“Morning, yeah, this is everything I collected. I know some of it you’ll already have, but I put everything I collected on here just to be safe.”

“Thank you, man. Do you want to come in?” I ask as he hands the drive over.

“Not right now; I’ve got so much shit to do, but I’ll pop around another day to hang out. You’ve got to be going stir crazy, not doing much.”

“A little, I’m not used to doing nothing. Hopefully sorting through all this information will keep me entertained until I’m well enough to head back to Devil’s Ink.”

“Well, you know where I am if you need anything. I’ll catch you later, Wreck.” Tech says before turning and leaving. Heading for his bike that’s parked up in Shadow’s drive.

After closing and locking the door, I grab my laptop from the living room and head back to the kitchen table to look through the information Tech has handed over, as I’m less familiar with that than the information I already have.