These Vicious Games (Seattle Undeground)

Chapter 18

There are things I know for certain.

One, the sun rises in the east, sets in the west.

To live you must breathe.

Everyday I’m alive, I’m one day closer to my death.

And I am irreverently fucked when it comes to Constance.

As soon as I tasted her weeks ago, I could feel her poison dripping on my tongue, down my throat and working its way into my soul. But as soon as I sunk my dick into her channel, watched her face as she came around me, I signed my fucking fate. Tying us together for all eternity.

I swear to God I felt brand new after I fucked her. The beast at bay for once in my life. I didn’t feel the need to hunt or kill for a quiet moment. Fuck, I didn’t think of anything while I was inside of her except making her cum so I could see her beautiful fucking face, again.

I know it was wrong to take what I wanted, but I knew she wanted it too. She just wasn’t ready to admit it. Well, too fucking bad. We’re both going to have to come to terms with these fucked up feelings we have for each other. Even if it’s just the need to fuck one another until we can’t fucking walk.

Even I can admit I’m not going to kill her at this point. Which fucking sucks. I bet her insides are as fucking beautiful as she is. The question is, now what am I going to do with her? I can’t release her back to her ex-fiancé. Nor do I want her running around the city alone. If she’d go back to her aunt and uncle that would ease my mind, but at twenty-nine I doubt she'd do that. And I can’t keep her. No, if I keep her, she’ll destroy all I am. I need to purge the earth of the high-profile slimy people. Call it what you want. A fucked-up version of my fate, but not even she can stop me.

I need room to think, space away from her.

This wasn’t the plan. She was supposed to pay, not be my salvation. She was supposed to be fucking dead by now. I definitely wasn’t supposed to have my mouth, hands, or cock anywhere near her.

Sex has never muddied the waters before. I’m not stupid, I know why she does, but I really thought after all these years I would be stronger than her.

I should be.

God fucking damn it.