Three to Fall (Saint View Slayers vs. Sinners #3)

12. Kara

12

KARA

I moaned at the guttural command Hawk gave Hayden. My nipples rubbed against his chest, and he kissed me hard, tonguing my mouth, his fingers tight on my hips, keeping my motions steady and rhythmic while the torrent of feeling inside me threatened to get free.

Hayden’s finger rimmed my rear hole, rubbing lube onto the starred opening, thrusting just his fingertip inside, enough to have me wetter than I’d ever been and desperate for another orgasm, even though I’d already had two.

There was no limit on pleasure. The longer I stayed here, lost in the feel of their fingers, tongues, and cocks, the longer I didn’t have to think about getting on a bus and this never happening again.

I kissed Hawk to shut up my inner thoughts, and then shouted in surprise at Hayden’s dick pressing inside me too, right alongside Hawk’s, my body opening to accept them both.

My eyes rolled back, and I arched, angling myself so the thickness of the two of them combined hit me just right. Stars floated behind my eyes as they stilled, letting me control how fast and how much I took of them.

They groaned when I slid my hips back, taking them to the hilt.

Hayden squeezed my ass cheek, and I looked over my shoulder at him. He stared down at the place the three of us were connected, watching intently. Back and forth, in and out, I kept the rhythm going, loving every little noise they made, my pussy squeezing tight around the both of them together.

My orgasm started gradually, kept at bay by the others I’d already had perhaps, but a small, consistent nagging feeling that quickly grew the longer I kept the rhythm. I slowed down, dragging it out, wanting more. “Grayson.”

He was sprawled out on the armchair, so entirely delicious. There was no trace of the professional doctor I knew he could be. That whole persona had disappeared, and in its place was a man whose eyes burned with desire, never looking away from me, never asking for more, even though I wanted to give it to him.

My gaze met his. “I want your dick in my mouth when I come.”

Hawk chuckled from beneath me. “Little Mouse talking dirty. Fucking hell. All my Christmases just came at once.” He glanced over at Grayson. “You gonna sit there jacking off or you gonna give the woman what she wants?”

Grayson jerked his head at Hawk. “Stop worrying about me and make her come already.”

Hawk’s chuckle turned into a laugh. “Don’t worry. I’ve got that covered.”

He slipped his fingers between our bodies, seeking out my clit and rubbing it in just the right way.

“I need to come,” I moaned.

But I wanted Grayson in my mouth when I did.

All three men connected to me in some way. Taking something from each of them in the same way they’d all taken a piece of my heart. I pushed my weight up onto one hand, moaning as Hawk took the opportunity to suck on the breast in his face. His free hand slid up from my hips so he could play with both, alternating his mouth between nipples and driving me wild with a combination of licks and sucks and nips of his teeth.

I wrapped my free hand around Grayson’s base and drew him close with it, stroking his erection, getting him fully hard again in seconds.

His fingers speared into the long lengths of my hair, and he scraped it back from my face, twisting it into a ponytail and then wrapping it around his fist. “This what you wanted, Kara?” he murmured, putting his cock to my lips. “You like sucking cock?”

There was no doubt in my mind that I did. And that his harsh, unromantic words did nothing but turn me on more.

Grayson pressed his dick past my lips, and I opened wide for him, drawing him in deep, taking him as far as I could, and loving the way he felt.

Hawk rewarded me with a long squeeze of my nipple. “That’s my good girl. Taking all three of us. Fuck, Kara. You have no idea how beautiful you are.”

But the thing was, for maybe the first time in my life, I think I did realize. I felt beautiful between the three of them. I was desired. Wanted . These men had done nothing for months but make me feel loved outside of bed, and now I was feeling it inside. They were giving me the space to explore what I liked, while guiding me gently, worshipping my body, and praising me every step of the way.

Grayson thrust in and out of my mouth, matching my rhythm, his grip on my hair getting tighter and tighter as he fell into his own pleasure. His abs constricted, the muscles there so delicious, his V lines a tease that drew my gaze lower. I worked him with my hand and my mouth, until his precum spread across my tongue, salty and tangy all at once.

Knowing he was close seemed to be the thing that dislodged my hold on my orgasm. I let feeling barrel through me, until I was panting, gasping, going blind with the need inside me.

“Fuck,” Hayden groaned behind me. “You’re so damn tight around my cock.”

I was so full of all of them I couldn’t even respond. Didn’t need to. The way I moved had to tell them all that I was just as close.

Hayden gripped my hips, drawing me back, making each thrust punishing in the best way. Each slide of my hips had me grinding on both of them, every inch of my skin so sensitive it was impossible to keep going, and yet my orgasm taking hold demanded I didn’t stop.

“Come for us, Kara.” Hayden’s command had me splintering apart, spasming around the two of them and moaning around Grayson’s dick. His cum spurted across my tongue, and my knees shook.

Hawk and Hayden shouted out their own releases, groaning beneath and behind me, filling me with their liquid, while I swallowed down Grayson’s.

Lights flashed across my vision, my whole body on fire in the best kind of way. Every inch of my skin had been touched, licked, stroked. Every fiber of my being responded now to the pleasure inside me, my blood sending the feeling around my body, creating a perfect storm of emotion and an experience I would never forget. I cried out as it all came together, muscles clenching and releasing, the orgasm taking hold and sending shock waves through all four of us. I moaned and gasped and shouted, all of it coming out a muffled mess of noises that made no sense because my brain was short-circuiting.

Spent, Grayson pulled his cock from my mouth and leaned down to kiss me, surely tasting himself on my tongue but clearly not caring. When he flopped back on the bed, I collapsed on Hawk, Chaos coming down on top of me, all three of us still connected, until they were soft enough to drift out of my body.

Chaos rolled to one side to avoid squashing me, but I had nothing left in me to give. I just breathed with my head on Hawk’s chest, listening to his heart, one hand reached out to stroke Grayson’s arm, my foot against Hayden’s leg.

“That was perfect,” I whispered sleepily. “Thank you.”

Grayson rubbed his fingers across the back of my hand.

Hawk rolled us over so I was on my back and he was hovering above me. “I love you, Little Mouse. You and your sweet fucking pussy.” His dick nudged me there, but neither of us had the stamina to go again. Hawk didn’t seem put off by that though. “Give me twenty minutes and I’m going to go down on you again.”

But I knew I couldn’t. It would be almost midnight by now. I needed to get my things and get on a bus.

“I need a break first. You guys stay. I need to go get some water.”

Grayson shook his head. “I’ll get some for you.”

But I pushed him back down. “I need the bathroom as well. And I want to check my phone and make sure there are no messages from Rebel.”

That was yet another lie, but I needed them to stay here, so I could slip away. I hadn’t had a chance to say goodbye to Queenie and I just couldn’t leave without giving her one last hug. She was important to me, and I needed her to take care of them all while I was gone.

I stood and put my clothes on, taking one last look at the three of them, before slipping away into the darkness.

I hurried through the maze, knowing the way now, and letting myself back inside the restaurant.

If anyone had noticed us missing, they didn’t say. The party was still in full swing, with drinks flowing and everyone dancing. I spotted Queenie at a standing table, chatting with Ice and the other prospects. My heart squeezed. I really loved this woman. She was the kind of mother I wanted to be, despite not having any children of her own. She’d shown me and Hayley Jade nothing but kindness and care, in a way my own mother never really had.

At least not since Josiah had come into our lives.

Queenie’s gaze met mine, and I raised a hand, motioning for her to come to me.

She squeezed Ice’s arm and walked away, threading through the crowd to my side. Her expression fell the closer she got, clearly feeding off the negative energy I was surely putting out. “What’s wrong, sugar? You good?”

I shook my head, suddenly battling to keep it together.

She sighed, like she could see right into my head, and led me back down the hallway to the ladies’ room, which was miraculously empty. She slid the lock in place so nobody else could come in.

“Someone might need to use the facilities,” I whispered, barely able to keep the tears out of my voice. This goodbye was going to be as hard as the one I’d just said with my body to my men. Maybe harder, because I didn’t have an orgasm to distract me from how much leaving this club hurt.

“They’re just going to have to use the men’s room then. Or pee their little panties. Because clearly you need this space more than they do.”

I swallowed hard. “I’m leaving.”

Queenie sighed.

I cocked my head to one side. “You don’t seem surprised.”

She took my hand, leading me away from the door. “I’m not. Because I know you. Child, you think I’m blind? I’ve seen the agony in your face ever since Josiah put that reward out for your return.”

“I have to go back. Not just to keep Hayley Jade safe, but to find the evidence we need to put Josiah away for Alice’s murder. That’s the only way I get to be free.”

Queenie pressed her lips together. “A lot of things have changed about you since you came here, Kara. But your selflessness isn’t one of them. And I don’t know that it’s a good thing in this case.”

But there was no choice. If I let Hawk and Hayden deal with it, they’d be the ones in prison. If I stayed, everyone I loved was in danger and I’d always be looking over my shoulder.

That was no way to live.

It was me who needed to end this. On my own terms. I drew my shoulders back and stared the older woman in the eye. “I need you to take care of them for me.” I swallowed hard, shoving away the lump in my throat so I could speak. “Please. Don’t let them come after me. I won’t come back with them. Don’t let Hayley Jade forget how much I love her. That I never stopped. Never will.”

Queenie brushed tears off my face. I didn’t even realize I’d been crying.

Eventually, she nodded. “I’ll do that.”

Surprise lit up inside me. “You will? I thought for sure you’d argue with me. Try to convince me there was another way—”

Queenie held up one finger and then unzipped the purse at her hip. She rifled through it, clearly searching for something. “I didn’t finish. I’ll do that, if you do one thing for me first.”

I nodded quickly, ready to agree to anything. I just needed to know someone would be looking out for them when I wasn’t here. “Whatever you want.”

She placed a familiar stick in my hand. One I’d seen only once before, around six years earlier, not long after I’d left Ethereal Eden for the first time. I snapped my head up in surprise.

But Queenie’s eyes were all knowing. “I’ll pick up the pieces after you leave. Love Hayley Jade like she’s my own damn daughter. You know I will. But only if you can prove to me right now you aren’t taking another child back into that hellhole.”

I stared down at the pregnancy test. “I’m not pregnant.”

Her eyes scrutinized me. “Then prove it. I’ve had that in my purse for a week now, knowing this moment was coming, and knowing this would be the only way to stop you from being a fool and sacrificing yourself.”

“I can’t get pregnant,” I insisted, pushing the test back at her. “My husband and I tried for five years, and never once…”

Queenie’s eagle-eyed gaze wouldn’t let up. “Don’t be dumb, Kara. You’re too smart for that. You have a child. You can get pregnant. Maybe the problem was never you but him.”

I shook my head. “His other wives have children. Hayley Jade’s birth was so traumatic, I must have damaged—”

“Or those other women saw what was happening to you and found other ways of getting a baby in their bellies.”

I stared at Queenie. “They would never…”

She shook her head. “People will do anything for self-preservation. If I’d been one of those women, watching you get beat and raped and punished for not giving that man a child, then I would do whatever it took as well. Or maybe it’s just the combination of you and him that didn’t work. I don’t know. But what I do know is I will not stand by and watch another child go through what Hayley Jade did. And I know you won’t either.” She handed the test back to me. “Take the test, Kara.”