Sorry for being a hater. I want to be a lover, but I hate everyone.
— Gable’s secret thoughts
GABLE
It was getting hard to breathe.
Was this what dying felt like?
“ You’re going to be okay, brother.”
I looked up at Quinn’s face. “ I am?”
Wow , was that my voice?
It sounded like sandpaper and gravel had a baby.
“ Yes ,” he said. “ You are.”
“ Athena ,” I coughed. I felt like I was choking. “ Can you get her?”
“ We’re looking for her right now. She’s not answering her phone.” He pressed harder on my chest. “ We’ll find her.”
Maybe they wouldn’t.
I might not get to see her before I died.
“ What happened?” I asked again.
They wouldn’t tell me.
None of them would.
I couldn’t remember how I got into the room I was in.
My family was against the wall.
A lot of them were crying.
“ I need a fuckin’ OR !” I heard yelled. “ Now !”
“ Felix is going to save you,” I heard whispered.
Val .
My sister’s sister-in-law.
Dr . Felix was her husband.
Both of them were doctors in the ER I was at.
And both of them were losing their mind.
From what I could tell, there weren’t any ORs open because of a mass incident that none of them would talk about.
“ If you say so,” I sighed.
“ She’s here!” someone called.
I turned to the doorway, expecting to see Athena , and found… Callena .
“ No .” I shook my head. “ Not her. I don’t want her.”
But then a cool hand was touching my face.
“ I’m here.”
There was my angel.
“ Athena ,” I whispered.
“ Open your eyes, Gable .”
I tried.
I couldn’t.
My eyes were too heavy.
“ Can’t ,” I admitted. “ Heavy .”
She reached down and opened them for me.
I saw the shimmer of her tears as she looked down into my face. “ I’m here.”
I tried to smile but couldn’t.
That was too hard, too.
“ Love .” I drew in a shaky breath. “ You .”
She moaned. “ I love you, too, Gable . I love you, too.”
“ I have an officer down here who’ll die if you don’t find me a fucking OR ,” I heard an angry male voice say.
Maybe Felix again.
The sound that came out of Athena had me trying to comfort her, despite not having the energy.
“ Did you know,” I coughed, tasting blood on my tongue. “ That when you die, your brain lives for another seven minutes, replaying its best memories?”
“ Yeah , yeah I’ve heard that before,” she whispered.
I felt a hot tear fall from her eyes and roll down my throat.
“ You’ll be in all of those memories.”
A keening sound left her throat, and I reached up with the last of my energy and tucked a stray lock of hair behind her ear.
“ I’m sorry, baby,” I whispered. “ But I’m happy that I got what I got with you, even if it was too short.”
A choking sob left her throat, and she dropped her forehead to mine. “ Fight , Gable . Please fight.”
“ Fuck it,” Felix snarled. “ Everyone out. We’re doing this here.”
That was the last thing I remembered.