Sadie
After the night spent in Grayson’s arms, I choose to push down my worries about Tina and not let her get in the way of my happiness with my guys. Thanks to her, I had to wear makeup for a few days to hide the marks she left behind.
That bitch has already caused enough damage, I can’t let her take anything else from me. That’s not to say I won’t keep an eye out and avoid her with every bit of my control.
The week goes by fast with trying to evenly distribute my time out between Grayson, Declan, school, and everything else, so I haven’t had time to see Collin. He’s been going out of his mind, and I don’t blame him.
I miss him. I crave him. With his busy schedule, we haven’t been able to have any of our lunch dates in his office. Okay, more of a fuck date, but I’ll take any time with him that I can get.
Tonight, Mom is going over for some girl time with Carol and asked if I wanted to tag along.
I may have jumped at the chance a little too quickly. Mom gave me a knowing look, and I wondered how much she knew about Collin and me. She hasn’t mentioned anything about us yet, but I know Carol is aware of the very vocal claim Collin has expressed towards me.
Nervous excitement flutters around in my belly as we get to their front door.
The door opens, and there stands my man in all his six foot two, tattooed, dark-haired, sexy glory.
“Erin,” Collin greets, giving her a wink. “Come on in.”
“Collin, I’m soon to be a married woman. No need to flirt with me,” Mom teases. I sigh, shaking my head. “Plus, how do you think Sadie would feel?”
She turns to me with a wink of her own, leaving me with my lips parted in surprise as she turns and walks inside, knowing her way around this house almost as much as the people who live here do.
“Better close that mouth of yours before I give it something better to do,” Collin’s husky voice snaps me back to reality.
“Collin,” I hiss but groan as his lips crash down on mine.
“Fuck, Sunshine. I’ve missed you so fucking much. Do you know how hard it’s been to breathe when you’re not around? You're the damn air in my lungs, baby.” He kisses me again until the air in my own lungs is sucked out, and my head is spinning.
“Collin,” I say breathlessly. “Our moms could see.”
He chuckles against my lips. “My mom has known for a long time that you’re my Sunshine. It’s your mom who doesn’t know where we are right now in our relationship. But she suspects.”
My eyes widen. “She does?”
“Oh, Sunshine. There's so much you need to learn.”
“What?” My head is still spinning. “Wait, but she knows I’m with Declan. Why... what...”
I remember the wink she gave me, was she hinting at jealousy. I thought she meant I wouldn't approve of a young man hitting on her. I’m so confused.
He chuckles, grabbing my hand and pulling me deeper into the house. “Don’t worry about it. Come on, let’s go hang out. I need some time with you that’s not spent in my office.” He chuckles, stopping to pull me into his arms. “Although, I can’t say that I don’t enjoy our meetings.”
“But it’s nice to just be us,” I whisper.
“Yeah.” He grins, kissing the tip of my nose. “Wanna go for a swim?”
That has me perking up. “Yeah.”
We head out into the backyard and into the pool house. We used to spend so much time here, even after Collin left, that I had my own swimsuit tucked away in a drawer.
As I hold it in my hand, knowing there's no way this is going to fit me. It’s been a few years since I’ve been here and I’ve grown. Mostly in breast size and this top is not going to cover anything. I’m sure Collin would love that.
“Sadie.” I look up in time to catch the bag Collin throws at me.
“What’s this?” I ask, then open the bag to find a black bikini. I grin, looking up at Collin with a raised brow. “For me?”
He chuckles, stalking toward me as he pulls off his shirt. Swallowing hard, my eyes trail over his body, taking in every inch of his delicious skin. “Keep looking at me like that, Sunshine, and we’re not going to get much swimming done.”
“You’re making it hard.” I blink a few times and look up at his eyes. “You know how hot you are.”
“Maybe.” He grins, his hands going for his belt. “But why don’t you remind me.”
My eyes drop again, heat forming in my belly as he takes his pants off so he’s standing there naked.
“Fucking hell,” I mutter under my breath. He laughs, the fucker laughs, as I pout when he pulls on swim trunks.
“Don’t worry, baby, I still plan on being inside you at some point tonight, but how about we actually hang out and do couple things. Or am I only good for sex?”
My eyes widen. “What?” I rush out. “No, no, of course not. I love you, Collin. I don’t want you just for sex. I don’t even care if we have sex. I just want you.”
“Hey, hey.” He chuckles as he walks towards me. “I was only teasing.” He cups my face, thumbs brushing my cheekbones as he leans down and kisses me deeply. I sigh, leaning into his touch. I can’t get enough of this man.
“I love you too, Sunshine,” he murmurs against my lips. “I’ve missed you so damn much.”
“I’ve missed you too. Knowing you’re in the school, and I can’t see you sucks.”
“I know. But it won’t be forever.” He kisses me again. “How are things going with Declan?”
I smile as I think about my kind, sweet man. “Good. There’s been whispers around the school, of course. You know, something like being one of the most powerful families and breaking off an arranged marriage would be the hot gossip around the school.”
His eyes search mine. “No one’s been giving you a hard time about it, have they?” Collin asks, voice low and dangerous like he would be ready to attack anyone who has.
So I shake my head. “No. Just whispers. That's about it.” I don’t tell him about Tina. I’ve been staying away from her. There’s no point in worrying the guys. Sure, I’m on guard everywhere I’m on campus, but that’s something I should be doing anyway. You never know who might want to start something with me.
Yes, Sadie, because living in fear is so normal.
“Get this on. I wanna swim. Then we can order in some greasy pizza, watch a movie, and snuggle.”
“You know what?” I smile, biting my lip. “That actually sounds pretty perfect to me.”
I’m not the kind of girl who needs lavish dates or to be wined and dined. And I don’t need to be spoiled with expensive gifts. All I need is to be around them, to spend time with my man... or men. What I do doesn’t matter, it’s who I do it with that does.
Collin watches me as I change into the bikini. Honestly, it’s not that much more coverage than the one I had here already. I feel like that's the point for him, though. My perv.
Not that I don’t enjoy his eyes on my body or the way his fingers trail along my skin as he slowly ties everything up for me.
“All done,” Collin’s voice is thick and husky, making me shiver. My nipples are hard peaks, my breathing labored. I’m only able to breathe when he takes a step back from me.
When I turn to face him, he has this cocky-ass smirk on his devilishly handsome face.
“What’s that look for?” I ask.
“I just love how much I affect you, Sunshine,” he chuckles, closing the distance between us again. “It’s a major boost to my ego.”
“Oh fuck off.” I laugh, flipping him off.
And you know what this fucker does? He leans forward, that grin still on his face, and wraps his lips around my middle finger, his hot, wet tongue swirling around it. Now all I can think about is how that tongue feels against my clit as it works magic on my pussy. He gives a little bite before popping free.
“Told you.” He grins, eyes dropping to my nipples that are pressing painfully against my swim top.
“You don’t know where my hands have been,” is all I can come back with.
He laughs, a deep belly laugh, making me blush.
“Please tell me they were buried deep inside that tight little cunt of yours.”
Yup. I need to get out of here before I pull him over to the bed in the corner and the only swimming that gets done is by him when he’s drowning in my juices.
God, that's corny.
Shaking my head, I step around him and out to the pool. He laughs as he follows behind me. Jerk.
But he’s my jerk.
“It’s so pretty,” I say, laying on my back as I float in the pool, looking up at the starry night sky.
“Sometimes, I like to shut off all the lights, lay out here on one of the loungers, and just stare at the sky for hours,” Collin says, floating nearby. “It’s peaceful.”
“That's me with the tower.” I run my fingers along the surface of the water. “I’ll sit on the edge of the window and just watch the sky.”
“That place is special to you?”
“Very.” I move to stand up, running my hands over my hair to smooth it out.
Collin stands up, too. “But Preston goes there too.” His brow furrows.
“Sometimes.” I nod. “I don’t think he knew it was my special place when he went there for the first time.”
“And you didn’t mind him invading your time there?”
“No.” I tilt my head back to look up at the sky, my mind drifting back to when Preston would join me. “We just sat there, never even spoke a word.”
“Every time?” Collin sounds surprised.
“Every time,” I whisper. Well, until the most recent time.
I gasp when I feel Collin’s hand around my hip. Lowering my head, I smile, leaning up on my tiptoes to press my lips against his.
Tonight has been a lot of fun. We talked and laughed all night. We swam for a bit, ordered pizza, and ate on the loungers as he told me stories about his time at Archduke Academy
Being with him, like this, shows me just how much I’ve missed out on not having a regular relationship with him. But it also showed me just how important my time with him is.
I’m going to have to find ways to come over more. Is his father watching? Would he know if I came over here without my mom?
Collin growls, lacing his fingers through my hair, holding the back of my head as he presses deeper into the kiss. My lips part for him, and he slides his tongue in.
I moan as our tongues collide, desperate and needy.
Wrapping my arms around his neck, he grips my thighs, lifting me up so I can wrap my legs around his waist.
“Collin,” I whimper against his lips, grinding my needy pussy against his hardening cock.
“I’ve been a patient man, haven’t I, Sunshine?” he murmurs against my lips, nipping at the lower one.
“Yes.” I nod. “Very.”
“Then I think I deserve a reward, don’t you?” he asks, trailing kisses down my jaw.
My eyes flutter shut as I grip the hair at the back of his neck. “Yes,” I moan as he bites down on my neck before sucking hard.
Collin moves through the water slowly, his hands gripping and kneading my ass as he does before lifting me up and placing me on the edge of the pool.
I look down at him with heavy-lidded eyes. “Watching you all night has me starving for you, Sadie. Are you going to make me go hungry?”
Slowly, I shake my head. “No.”
“Then be a good girl and lean back,” Collin growls, gripping my hips and tugging me as close to the edge as he can get me. Then he throws my legs over his shoulders.
With me breathing rapidly, I lean back, watching him as he pulls my swim bottoms to the side.
My cheeks flush as he exposes my pussy. “Fuck me, Sunshine. Look at you all wet for me. Fucking dripping, aren’t you?”
Part of me wants to be a brat and say it’s because we’ve been in the pool, but then he buries his face between my legs and licks my pussy from bottom to top, taking my clit between his lips and sucking hard.
“Oh fuck!” I moan, eyes slamming shut as pleasure crashes into me.
Collin chuckles against my pussy. “Quiet now, Sunshine. Don’t want to get caught now, do you?”
Mom and Carol are somewhere in the house, drunk and having the time of their lives. We haven’t seen them in an hour; they said something about going downstairs to drink, play pool, and listen to music.
Still, being out here like this is risky. They could come up at any time.
The idea of being caught sends a thrill down my spine.
Biting my lip, I close my eyes, focusing on the pleasure Collin is giving me with that sinful mouth of his.
He works me over, knowing every way to drive me wild. His hands grip my ass cheeks as he eats me out like a starved animal, growling and grunting as he fucks me with his tongue.
It doesn’t take long before my body is trembling under his touch.
There's a warmth that’s spreading from my belly and slowly blanketing over every inch of my body. With every move of his tongue and suck of my clit, I’m getting closer and closer to my breaking point.
When he slips two fingers in and curls them in just the right spot, I’m unable to hold myself up anymore. I let myself lay back on the cool ground, eyes fluttering open to stare up at the sky as Collin wrecks me.
He thrusts his fingers in and out of me, sucking and nibbling at my clit.
“Don’t stop,” I gasp, back arching. “Oh, oh fuck. Please don’t stop.”
Collin growls, letting me know he has no plans of stopping.
My mind focuses on the pleasure, determined to reach that point. And when I do, I bite down on the inside of my cheek so hard I taste blood. I inhale through my nose as the orgasm washes over me like a tidal wave.
With my hips jerking, I do my best to grind my pussy against Collin’s face as I cum all over it. He grunts and moans, lapping up my release like it’s the best thing he’s ever tasted, and he doesn’t want to waste a drop.
“Fucking hell, Sunshine,” Collin groans. “I don’t think I will ever get enough of this sweet cunt.”
Grinning up at the sky, I take a moment to catch my breath. But he’s not done with me. “Give me your hands.”
I do, letting him help me up. He grabs my hips, pulling me back into the water. My arms wrap around his neck, legs around his waist. My eyes widen as I feel his hot, velvety length glide against my center.
“Collin,” I whimper, my insatiable hunger for him still not satisfied.
He chuckles, rolling my hips against him as I dig my nails into his back. “Is there something you want, Sunshine?” he taunts, kissing my forehead before trailing kisses down the side of my face.
“Yes,” I pant out. “You.”
“Mhhmm,” he hums. “What do you want from me?”
“Your cock,” I say bluntly.
He grunts against my neck, thrusting his hips. “It’s all yours, Sadie,” he growls. “All you have to do is fucking beg for it.”
“Please,” I whimper. “Please, Collin. Fuck me. I miss you, I miss your cock inside me. I miss the way it pulses as it fills me up, marking me as yours.”
“Damn it,” he snarls, and with the next thrust of his hips, the tip of his cock slips inside me.
My eyes widen as I stare into his feral gaze, lips parting as I gasp at the sudden intrusion.
His grip on my hips is almost painful as he bounces me up and down on his cock. I’m a panting mess, whimpers and whines slipping free.
He’s so fucking big but feels so damn good. In this position, I can’t do much, but he doesn’t seem to care or mind as I let him do all the work, fucking me like if he doesn’t, he’s going to die.
My pussy grips his cock with every thrust as if it’s trying to keep him inside me. Brain hazy, my eyes flutter closed as I pant heavily.
“That’s it, Sadie, fuck!” he curses. “Take my fucking cock. Such a good girl. God, I could fucking live inside you. I’m gonna fill you up, Sunshine. Gonna make this pussy drip with my cum.”
“Yes,” I moan, his words making me shiver. “Please, cum inside me, Collin.”
He growls, kissing me roughly. It’s messy and frantic, but fuck, so good. The water sloshes around us every time our bodies meet. His muscles bulge as he moves me on his cock.
Tucking my face into his neck, I suck and nip at his throat. He groans, tightening his grip on my ass. “Fuck. Mark me, baby. I want everyone to fucking know I’m taken.”
“Oh god,” I sob against his neck as my pussy strangles his cock. This position allows my clit to grind against him, and it gives me just the right amount of pressure.
Just as I’m starting to get close, he starts walking. “W-what are you doing?”
“We’re taking this into the pool house.” He grunts. “Hold on.”
I cling to him, his cock still buried deep inside me as he climbs out of the pool, still holding me. What a sight this would be if someone walks in on us.
But his naked ass walks us to the pool house. When we’re inside, he lowers me down to the bed, still inside me.
“That's better,” he growls, grabbing my knees and pushing them up to my head. “This way, I can make a mess of this pretty little pussy.”
I cry out as he starts to pound into me, his eyes wild, teeth gritted. I love seeing him come unhinged for me.
“I fucking love you,” he growls. “I’m fucking obsessed with you. You’re mine, Sunshine. Fucking mine. I will move heaven and earth to keep you forever. Nothing and no one will take you away from me. Do you hear me, Sadie? You’re fucking mine. There’s no escaping me.”
“I don’t want to escape you,” I sob out. “I love you. I love you, Collin.”
“Fuck!” he snarls. “Fuck, fucking fuck!”
His body tenses as he lets out this savage groan. The feeling of his cock pulsing as he fills me with ropes of cum sets off my orgasm.
Clawing at the bed, my eyes roll back. I don’t give a fuck about keeping it down, I scream out his name as I make a mess of his cock.
“So fucking beautiful,” he pants in awe. He looks down, pulling his cock free and grins. “So fucking mine.” He uses his cock to smear his cum all over my folds, sending another tremor of pleasure through me.
Blinking my eyes open, I smile softly up at him as I lay there spent. He kisses me, and I whimper against his lips.
“Look at that.” He chuckles slowly. “Finally got to fuck you in a bed.”
A grin spreads over my lips, and I laugh.
Collin takes the time to clean me up and dress me. I’m too tired to do it myself, so I let him. He changes the sheets, and we climb into the pool house bed.
He turns on a movie and we lay there and cuddle. I don’t pay much attention to what’s going on.
It’s not because his hand rubbing up and down my arm turns me on. No, It’s because just being here in his arms, with my head against his chest as I listen to the beating of his heart, makes me so damn happy. I take every second we have together and enjoy it, smiling as I hold him tightly, feeling safe and loved in the warmth of his arms.
Whatever happens, I know Collin will do whatever it takes to be with me. I just hope no one I love gets hurt. Including myself.