Breaking through the Bond (Espen Jetties #2)

36. King

36

KING

There were days I thought the three of us were one big ball of emotion. Apparently, today was one of those, between Jamie out at the pub when he should be with us and Hayes wondering if he was the right person for us. I couldn’t let myself start to worry. I had to be the strong one tonight.

I grabbed the keys from Hayes as we rode the elevator down to the garage. He didn’t protest, which told me how worried he was about Jamie.

Last week Hayes and I went car shopping. He decided on an arctic gray BMW X5 with black leather interior that they had on the lot. The thing was gorgeous, and the seats were supple as hell. I loved my BMW coupe but there was something so very Hayes about the SUV. It fit him perfectly.

Every time we’d have to drive somewhere since he bought it, he insisted on taking it, saying I’d drove us around for years, it was his turn now.

Inside the SUV, I wove through the garage until we were out on the street, heading to O’Malley’s. It wasn’t a total bar scene, more of a pub. Great food. Sometimes they had bands take the small stage and play for the crowd. They also had some of the best IPA on tap. The fact Jamie went there and not a club led me to believe he wanted to relax, not get piss drunk.

I reached over and put my hand on Hayes’s thigh. “He’s going to be okay.”

“I just want him happy.”

“He has a lot going on, but one thing I know for certain is we do make him happy. He’s dealing with some shit, and we need to be there for him.”

“Sorry about earlier.”

“You never have to apologize for how you feel. I love that you tell me so we can talk it through. We’re good. All three of us. Now we just have to get our third out of the damn pub and bring him home.”

We parked a couple of blocks down from O’Malley’s. Luckily it was Monday night, so the streets weren’t as busy as if it had been the weekend. It wasn’t packed when we finally got inside. No one recognized us as we were walking here. While I loved the attention, now wasn’t the time. The only thing on my mind was getting here, getting Jamie, and getting the hell out.

It didn’t take us more than a few seconds to find him. He was sitting at the bar, his eyes on the TV playing one of the Emperors’ games. His back to us.

Hayes didn’t hesitate walking over to him and touching his back to let him know he was there. Jamie turned and smiled when he saw him. “Hey.” Then he leaned over to kiss him. Right here in the middle of the pub. Without a care in the world.

I came up on Jamie’s other side. “Hi, honey. How are you doing?”

“Look at that, my two sexy men.” He pressed a kiss to my lips then swirled the last bit of alcohol his glass. “Ready for another. Want one?”

“What number is that?”

“Two.” He pushed his glass forward toward the bartender.

“Good. How about we take you home to finish the night off the way we planned?”

Hayes leaned in and nipped at Jamie’s ear. He whispered something but there was too much noise for me to hear what he said. Jamie’s lids lowered. I knew that look. Hayes must have been saying something hot to him. Whatever it was, I was on board with it.

Jamie turned and the kiss they shared… fuck me, I was getting hard watching it. I glanced around the bar but no one else seemed to notice us. Jamie wasn’t drunk on two drinks, so he knew full well what he was doing. Maybe he was tired of keeping our relationship behind closed doors. I wasn’t sure.

The bartender came over and I settled Jamie’s tab while he and Hayes were talking. A lot of the Emperors and Jetties came in here. The staff didn’t bat an eye when they saw us.

I leaned behind Jamie and tugged on Hayes’s hand where it was still resting on Jamie’s back. Hayes followed my lead and leaned toward me. “Let’s get out of here,” I told him. Hayes nodded.

“Come on, Jamie,” Hayes said. “Let’s go home.”

I clapped my hand on Jamie’s shoulder. “Your tab is paid.” I whispered next to his ear, “You can repay me by drilling my ass in bed.” I felt him shudder next to me.

Jamie stood and took my hand in one of his and Hayes’s in the other. “Did you drive?” he asked me.

“Hayes’s SUV is outside.”

“Perfect. I left my car at my place.”

Then he pulled us through the pub and out into the humid night air. I got into the driver’s seat while Hayes climbed into the back and Jamie rode up front.

Once we pulled out onto the road, I asked, “Are you going to tell us what that was all about?”

“I wanted to go out for a drink or two. Thought it would be fun to hang out at the bar.” He smiled, but I noticed it didn’t reach his eyes.

“Sure, but you were supposed to be at our place, not at a bar. We have vodka there. You could have drank with us.”

“I know. I figured I’d mix it up tonight.”

“Jamie,” Hayes said softly and sat forward so he was between the front seats. “What’s going on?” The concern in Hayes’s voice was like a fist to my heart. He was so worried. I was too. But the way Hayes said it, it got me right in the chest.

Jamie turned to face us. “Nothing. We need to enjoy life and each other.” He winked and turned back to face front. “I want my hands all over both of you tonight.”

“We can do that.” Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Hayes reach for Jamie’s hand and hold it in his. His other hand went to my thigh. He stayed that way for the rest of the drive, touching us both, not willing to let go.

Hayes was all in with both of us. Once he set his mind to something, he didn’t falter. I didn’t like seeing him worried about Jamie. Neither of these men deserved more hurt in their lives.

If the night was going to go where I thought it was—a lot of smoking hot sex—then Hayes and I were going to be in for a hell of a morning on the ice. It would be worth it though. Well, Hayes might be grumpy after, considering he was already sore. That just meant another massage. Another bath together. Another round of sex. More time working on those hard muscles of his. I was up for the job in more ways than one.

“What did you two do all afternoon without me?” Jamie asked.

We had gotten in the habit of talking about our days. Jamie didn’t offer much if it involved his dad but anything else and he loved to talk about it, especially if it was something he was working on that he was passionate about. I loved seeing the light in his eyes when he did. He was in his element, and it was great to witness.

“My sister’s pregnant,” I said.

He turned to face me. “Really? Maia?”

“Yeah. She’s so happy. It’s early so we aren’t telling anyone outside the family.”

“You told me.”

Hayes answered before I could. “You’re family, Jamie. You’re ours. And if I’m part of the Walkers then so are you.”

He didn’t respond but turned and latched his mouth onto Hayes’s. We were going to have an interesting night in bed with the states we were in, and I was fine with that. The best experiences were the ones I felt with my whole heart. The ones I was so deep into that I couldn’t get out of if I wanted to. And I definitely didn’t want to where Hayes and Jamie were concerned. Whatever they wanted to give me, I was here for. If Hayes wanted to take control, fine with me. If Jamie wanted to fuck hard, sign me up.

It wasn’t long before we were pulling into the garage. The three of us were silent as we went up to the condo. When the door closed behind us and the soft light of the room showered us from overhead, it was like everything sat heavily over us.

We stood near one another, not touching, simply watching. There was only enough space separating us to where our arms weren’t pressed together.

We all moved at the same time. Lips, tongues, hands, we were everywhere. I wasn’t sure who was sliding my shorts down and who was pulling my shirt over my head. All I cared about was that we were together.

Hayes was the one who pulled back first. His chest heaving, emotion dancing in his eyes. So many different things it was hard for me to latch on to one of them. He started backing Jamie down the hall to my bedroom. Jamie went easily, one foot behind the other until he went into my room and stopped near the side of the bed. I was right behind them, not wanting to miss a second of this.

“What do you need?” Hayes asked him.

“You. King. I want both of you. No one is sitting back and watching tonight.”

“We can do that.” He placed his palm on Jamie’s chest right over his heart. Their gazes held. There was no doubt in my mind how much they loved one another, but neither could take that next step to say what they felt. They would eventually. Hayes wouldn’t be able to keep it bottled up for too long. “Anything you want, it’s yours.”

“I don’t care who is fucking who, but we’re all in.”

“How do you feel about fucking King tonight? Both of us balls deep inside him?”

I groaned as I palmed myself, grateful we shed our clothes in the other room. I’d never taken two dicks at once, but I was more than down for it.

“Did you hear him, Jamie? He wants it. Should we give it to him?”

“Fuck, yes! Now we’re talking.”

Goddamn. My hips bucked my dick into my hand.

Hayes turned to face me. I gave him a nod to let him know I was more than okay with this. We’d never discussed double penetration before. He turned back to Jamie. “On the bed, Jamie, on your back. King, straddle his waist.”

I whimpered. Hayes could have told me to do just about anything and I would have obeyed. That tone of his when he got like this was my undoing.

Jamie climbed onto the bed, and I crawled up to straddle him. Our lips met as our dicks ground against each other. We didn’t go fast. If we did, I’d blow before anyone got inside me.

The bed dipped behind me. Warm lips pressed to my spine then down to my ass. One of Hayes’s fingers, slick with lube, pressed against my hole then slowly, deliciously, pushed inside. I alternated between fucking back on his finger and grinding against Jamie.

Hayes took his time stretching me open. This wasn’t something we could rush. I could handle a little bit of pain, but this was two dicks. Going into my ass.

Once he had three fingers in me, stretching me the best he could, he gripped my hip in one hand, and Jamie’s dick in the other. Hayes guided us together, both slick. I easily took Jamie in. It also helped that we fucked so much over the weekend, then again this afternoon with Hayes, that my ass was still a little loose from it.

My breath mingled with Jamie’s. Our lips met; our tongues danced. The slow glide of him in and out of my ass felt amazing.

Hayes blanketed my back, strong arms wrapping around my waist, pushing me as close as I could get to Jamie’s chest. “You ready?”

“Yeah, do it. I need you both.”

“We’re right here.”

Hayes carefully, slowly started to push his dick against me. It hurt as he worked the head in. Pain knifed through me, beyond a normal stretch. I knew this wouldn’t feel good right away, but I had to hope it got better. It had to or all those double penetration videos online lied. Sure, some of them were paid porn stars, but some were amateur videos and the guy who was getting fucked always seemed to love it as much as those fucking him did.

I held still and so did Jamie as Hayes worked himself inside. It was a true test of patience on Hayes’s part. I had no doubt he wanted to be completely buried and fast.

He moaned the farther he got in. “So good, King. You’re doing so well. We’re almost there. Are you okay?”

“Y-yeah.” I let out a shaky breath. I was in sensation overload. Pain, a little bit of pleasure, sandwiched between two men I loved.

“Breathe through it,” Jamie said and captured my lips.

I let myself get lost in him while Hayes buried himself to the hilt. “Jesus, King,” he muttered against my back. “You’re so fucking hot. Both of you. I’ve never felt so connected to anyone in my life. Can I move?”

I nodded, unable to say the words, unwilling to pull my lips from Jamie’s. I needed this with both of them. We all did.