Breathing Without You (The Courtlynd #2)

34. Creedence

34

CREEDENCE

It’s been two weeks since Emerald and I have gotten back together, and we’ve made up for the time apart in more ways than one. It’s also been two weeks since Emerald’s been out of the hospital and she’s doing better than ever. We’re doing better than ever.

I lay here in my bed, excited for today as I have a surprise for Emerald that she has no idea is even coming.

She lays next to me, her back towards me, part of her body still covered up except for one of my favorite parts, her ass and her legs stick out. I place my hand on her bare, smooth skin, rubbing it up and down slowly, taking in the feel of her and how happy she makes me.

I don’t ever want to forget the feel of her body next to mine, in fact I’m going to ask her to move in with me soon, whether it’s her house or mine. I don’t care where I’m at as long as I’m with her day and night. I want to wake up with her and fall asleep next to her every day for the rest of my life. Emerald is home to me, wherever she is that’s where I belong.

“That tickles.” She gives out a sleepy giggle.

“Sorry, Sugar, I can’t get enough of you. I was just feeling how soft your skin is and got lost in my thoughts, I wasn’t trying to tickle you.” I reach my arm around her and pull her in closer to me, her back now to my chest and my hard cock now resting against her ass.

“Mmm, someone’s excited,” she giggles, wiggling her ass against me. You can hear the smile in her voice.

“I’m always excited when I’m around you.” I take my rock-hard cock in my hand, rubbing myself against her ass. “I just can’t help myself. You’re just so fucking sexy.” I let out a low grumble that vibrates through my chest against her back, as I groan into the crook of her neck. I start kissing and sucking on the sensitive skin, listening to her sleepy moans.

“I need you, Creed,” she whispers as she turns over to face me, her lips instantly finding mine. I swipe my tongue against her lips asking for her to let me in and she opens immediately, her tongue finding mine, sliding and swirling against it. I moan out, god this woman drives me absolutely crazy.

“I’ll always need you, Sugar,” I tell her as I pull her on top of me, she giggles again as I grip onto her hips. “Mmm, already wet for me, my little slut?” I ask her with a smirk on my face. I can feel the wetness from her pussy pressed against my hard length and it’s taking everything in me not to just thrust up inside her.

“I don’t know, why don’t you check and see.” She slowly winks at me, biting her bottom lip.

“Ohh, do you want me to go down and see if you’re wet?” And she nods her head. “Tell me what you want, Sugar.” I hope she says what I want to hear, because I love when she tells me what she wants and isn’t shy.

“I want you to lick my pussy, Creedence.” She practically moans out the words.

“Mmm, I thought you’d never ask, I bet you still taste just as sweet as you did last night, my naughty little slut.” I smack her ass hard, she throws her head back, letting out a moan as I rub the spot I just smacked before slapping it again. “I love how much you love when I take control.” I growl at her because I do, it is so fucking sexy how much it turns her on when I take control. I love that she gets turned on by all the dirty things she lets me do to her, that we both equally enjoy.

“Please, Creed, I wanna come all over your face,” she pouts and how can I resist, even if she didn’t do that I’d still go down on her, I’m starving to taste her, and I haven’t eaten anything yet after all.

“I want you to sit on my face, gorgeous. Smother me with your pussy.” I barely get the words out. They turn me on as I think about it, making my cock twitch with excitement.

“You…you want me to do what?” She blushes a little, I love making her blush.

“My little slut, you’re so fucking sweet, you’re such a dirty girl yet so. Fucking. Innocent.”

“Creedence, I’ve… I’ve never done that before.” Her face is so red it’s so sweet.

“Now is not the time to be embarrassed, Emerald. None of the guys you were ever with in your past have ever had you do this?” I’m actually curious. I thought she was into freaky shit just as much as I was.

“No, they were all boring and…” She pauses. “I’ve never done that with anyone because I was always afraid I’d hurt them.” She looks away from me and I place my hand on her chin and turn her to look back at me.

“Well, I’m about to change that.” I grin at her. “Straddle my fucking face, Sugar, I want your eyes on me while I eat my fucking breakfast. I want to watch you come alive while you come. I want to see what you look like when you come undone because of me.” Every time I’ve gone down on her I’ve never had a good angle of her face and this time. I’m not fucking missing any of it.

“Shit, Creedence,” she moans as I slowly pull her forward, trying to get her to move her body over my face.

She slowly crawls up my body, one knee on each side of me before finally placing her right knee by my head.

“Right here?” She sounds so nervous as she asks.

“Perfect.” I slide her other leg on the other side of my head. “Goddamn baby, your pussy looks fucking delicious.”

I stick my tongue out swiping it along her slit, groaning with how good she fucking tastes.

“Fuck, Creed,” she whimpers as she holds herself up with the headboard.

I grab her thighs and pull her down a little more, making her squeal.

“Creedence, I can’t hold myself up being that low,” she whispers breathlessly.

“Emerald, I said smother me with your fucking pussy. Sit on my face baby, I don’t care as long as you’re enjoying it. Let me please you.” I stick my tongue out again, licking up her slit until I hit her clit, circling the sensitive numb with my tongue before grazing it with my teeth. I gently pull it between my teeth listening to her cries of pleasure as I wrap my lips around her sucking and swirling as I do. She starts grinding into my face, slowly at first, back and forth she loves it against my tongue before gyrating her hips in a circular motion.

“That’s it, baby, let go, ride my face.” I grumble into her pussy. “Drown me in your wetness, fucking smother me please, Sugar.” She finally lets go, relaxing fully onto my face. Riding me, grinding into my tongue.

“Fuck, Creed, you feel too damn good,” she moans, reaching down and grabbing both breasts in her hand as she throws her head back in pleasure.

“Ah. Ah. Eyes on me, baby,” I growl and suck her clit back into my mouth.

“Fuck, sorry,” she breathes out. Looking back into my eyes.

“Good girl.” I slap her ass back and forth on both cheeks hard, five times on each side, making her cry out tortured moans. “Don’t.” Slap. “You Dare.” Slap. “Disobey me.” Slap. “Again, Sugar.”

Two more slaps on each cheek as she whimpers, grinding into my face, my beards covered in her arousal and I fucking love it, she’s so wet for me my little slut and I love how much she’s letting go and enjoying herself. Her heavy eyes rolling with each stroke of my tongue as I lick her clit like I’d die if she removed her pussy from my mouth. I slide my tongue slowly down her slit until my tongue starts to swirl inside her as I eat up her pussy, starving for more with each swirl of my tongue, trying to taste as much of her as I can because I can’t get enough of her.

Her body starts shaking, her legs trembling on each side of my head so I grab her thighs, holding the weight of them for her so she can ride out the intense orgasm she’s about to experience.

“Creedence, please. Oh god yes,” she cries, her eyes rolling and head falling back.

“Eyes on me,” I grumble into her.

“Fuck.” She looks down. “Please. Yes. God, I need more, Creed please, I... I need something.” Fuck that is the sexiest thing she could have done right now, beg me for more.

“My little slut is getting greedy, huh?” I can’t help the smile that forms on the face of the monster I created.

“Mhmm, yes, Creed. Please. I wanna come on your face,” she pants. “I wanna see the look on your face as you watch me come, please, Creedence.” She slows her pace, slowly rotating her hips as I circle my tongue on her swollen clit. She’s so close it’s like her body is slowly dragging out the build up getting her there just enough but still not enough to give her what she needs. I circle my tongue on her favorite spot giving her everything she needs to get her closer. Not too hard but enough pressure to feel good as I slowly stick two fingers inside her pussy and one in her ass.

“Ahh, fuck, Creed.” She hisses because I didn’t prepare her ass for it. I just kind of went with it in the moment.

“Shit, sorry.” I continue to pump in and out of her while swirling and sucking her sensitive clit. Her grinding is getting faster and more intense as I help her ride my face.

“Come for me, Sugar.” And as if my words were magic her body explodes, her pussy clamping down on my fingers, pulsing around them as her orgasm soars through her. Until her body stops shaking, her head falling down as she giggles, staring into my eyes with a big smile on her face.

“Fuck, that. Was. Perfect,” she whispers out of breath from her intense orgasm and how fast she was just riding my face. I wish she wasn’t so sensitive right after I’d have her keep going until she came again. But I’m too horny to play that game right now. My dicks rock hard and I need to be inside her.

She lifts her left leg, removing herself from around my head and falls onto the bed next to me, her breast jiggling as she breathes heavily, her hard nipples looking lonely, making me want to suck them into my mouth. I quickly sit up, and push myself between her legs, resting my cock at her entrance enough to touch lightly and feel that she’s so fucking wet and so warm, my cocks begging to be inside her. But I’m not ready yet. I lift her chin with my thumb and press my lips to hers, swiping my tongue against her soft plump lips, thinking about how they’d feel if they were around me right now. Our tongues slide together, dancing together so perfectly. I lean down onto my left arm placing it next to her and cup her right breast, playing with her nipple as I continue to kiss her. Swallowing her moans as she moans into my mouth. I twist and pull her hard nipple with my pointer finger and thumb. Before pulling away from her kiss, she pouts.

“Now, now Sugar, how will I give you what you want if you pout?” I ask her with a smile on my face as I trail kisses down her jaw working my way to her neck as I kiss and suck, her sweet skin, making sure to leave my marks along the way. I said it before and I’ll say it now, I want people to know my little slut belongs to me, even if that means leaving marks on this beautiful piece of art, that I happily call mine. I kiss my way down her neck making my way down to her perky tits, sucking her pink nipple back into my mouth as she cries out.

“Fuck that feels so good. Please, Creed, don’t stop,” she moans.

“Don’t worry baby I’m just getting started,” I tell her smiling as I suck her nipple into my mouth again. I kiss and suck, working my way over to her other breast before sucking it into my mouth and gently biting on it. I love hearing her moan and cry out my name. I’ll never get tired of listening to it. I take my hand and thrust two fingers inside her, not even working them inside her as she’s already soaked.

“Fuck look how fucking wet you are for me,” I growl as I pull them out and show them to her, before I lick the wetness off one by one and then stick them back inside her, thrusting them in and out. I remove my fingers from her pussy adjusting my cock at her entrance, but she stops me. Placing her hand on my chest.

“What’s wrong, Emerald, are you okay?” I scrunch my brows while raising one.

“My turn,” she says, licking her lips.

“Your turn?” I have no idea what she’s talking about, so I wait patiently for her to explain.

“My turn to suck your cock, Creedence. Please?” She has a sweet, innocent smile on her face as she asks. Fuck I was so close to being inside her.

I get up, slowly getting to my knees, curious as to what she wants to do with that pretty little mouth of hers with those juicy plump lips. She sits up scooting herself closer to me, inches from my cock as it stands at full attention right in her gorgeous fucking face.

She slowly licks her lips before wrapping her small hand around my long, thick shaft. Stroking it, pumping her fist up and down as she takes her tongue and swirls it around the head of my cock.

“Fuckkk.” I groan and she sucks the tip into her mouth swirling her tongue as she does it, slowly taking me in deeper, bobbing her head back and forth. She scoots her body closer to me before she places her hands on my ass. Holding me in place as she sucks my cock. Her head moves back and forth as she looks up at me with fire in her eyes, she’s loving this. She loves sucking my cock. I reach my hands down and slide my fingers through her hair and just hold onto her head, I don’t move her. I let her have this and take control of the situation. I’ve come to learn that I love her being in control just as much as she loves me being in control. She sucks me into her mouth, tightening her lips around me as tight as they’ll go as she sucks me to the back of her throat, swirling my piercings with her tongue along the way. She moans as she does it and that's another thing I love about my girl, she gets worked up sucking my cock. It makes her extremely wet and horny. She tilts her head, taking me into her throat as she does it, swallowing and moving her head back and forth, relaxing her jaw and taking me down further as she does. I swear I’m halfway in her throat, I have no idea how she does this. But it’s super fucking sexy. She starts moving her head back and forth again, swirling her tongue faster around my cock, sucking as she goes, taking her hand she wraps it around the rest of my cock that her mouth doesn’t cover and grips my shaft with her small hand that barely closes around it and starts pumping her hand up and down with her spit covered mouth. Spit pools at the corners of her mouth as she takes me back into her throat again, her tongue sliding along my piercings as she does it and I can’t help myself. I take control, taking my hands and holding her head in place as I thrust my hips back and forth, going in and out of her mouth. She moans as the tears start to form in her eyes and I smile down at her, she looks so beautiful when she cries, and she does. She cries for me as I fuck her face. I thrust faster getting closer to my orgasm as I do.

“Get ready to swallow my cum, Sugar,” I groan out as she moans around my cock the vibrations from her mouth getting me closer as she sucks me in tightening her lips around me as I lose control. I feel my balls start to tighten as she relaxes her jaw and throat for me. I thrust further in pumping faster and harder as I fuck her face and my orgasm comes to life. I spill my warm cum down her throat, she moans and swirls her tongue as I slowly pull out of her throat.

“Fuckk, your mouth, Sugar, feels so good when it’s wrapped around me,” I moan out breathing heavily. I pull out of her throat fully and move my hands from her head as she gasps for air. I let my head fall back for a second before lifting it back up. I look down at her as she sucks the rest of my cum from my cock, licking me clean like it’s the last thing she’ll eat for days. I wipe her tears with my thumbs and lick them off one finger at a time. I’ll always love licking her tears. I can at least wipe her tears for her and licking her is my favorite thing to do and if I can’t lick her tears from her face then I clean them off with my fingers and lick them that way.

When she finally catches her breath, I flip her over onto her stomach and pull her ass towards me. “Spread your legs. Sugar, I’m not done with you yet, my little slut,” I demand as I smack her ass hard leaving a handprint, she lets out a soft moan and looks back at me and smiles.

“I love it when you spank me.” Goddamn does that make my cock twitch with excitement. I grab a handful of her ass and squeeze it, then jiggle it with my hand before letting go and slapping it again, a little harder this time, smiling as it jiggles because there’s something about a nice, thick and juicy ass that gets me fucking going and her. Mmm, does her ass make my cock hard.

“Ohhhh goddd,” she cries as I bend down slowly licking her ass where I slapped it before I open my mouth and bite it, letting out a low growl as I do. Fuck her ass is so delicious I love that she lets me bite and lick it.

“God, Creed, I love feeling your mouth on my body.” She moans out into the mattress before turning her face to the side. “Please, I need to feel your cock inside me.” She’s panting while rocking her hips back and forth teasing me with her ass.

“Mmm, I wish you’d let me fuck that tight ass of yours baby girl,” I say in a husky voice from being so turned on.

“Please, Creed, please just fuck me. Fuck my ass,” she cries, making my cock twitch.

“Emerald, it’s going to fucking hurt, baby you’re not ready.” And it’s true. I’m definitely bigger than average and with my piercings. She cuts off my thoughts.

“Please, Creedence, I know what I want, I’m ready. Please,” she cries, and I reach over to my nightstand, grabbing the lube and the vibrator I bought for her. I hand her the vibrator.

“Turn that on a low setting, place it on your clit. It’ll help distract you from the pain, baby,” I tell her, pouring a generous amount of lube on my palm. I want enough to cover every inch of my cock I growl as I stroke my cock, getting myself worked up. When I’m done making sure my cock is fully covered, I squirt some lube on her ass, spreading it with my thumb as I push my thumb in and out of her preparing her for my thickness.

“I’ll go slow,” I tell her as I place my cock against the entrance of her tight hole. Rubbing it back and forth pushing against her entrance with each swipe slowly getting her used to the tip before pushing myself in as gently as I can. She whimpers a little, her body begins to shake as I try to push myself deeper but she’s so tight it’s pushing me out.

“Relax, Sugar.” I rub circles on her lower back with my free hand helping her body relax a little as I do before pushing myself in further.

“Fuck, Creed,” she hisses. “I don’t think I can do this.”

“Do you want me to stop?” I freeze, stopping mid thrust afraid that I’m hurting her too much.

“No, please. Don’t stop,” she pants as she turns up the speed on the vibrator.

“Circle your clit for me, baby,” I growl. “Nice and slow, but don’t come baby girl. Not until I tell you that you can.”

“O…okay.” I push myself in deeper, the head finally all the way in and I grit my teeth so tight I’m afraid I might break them; I need to stop myself from busting inside her too soon. That’s how tight she is. I’m afraid to even move just the tip because I might come.

“Tell me what you want, Sugar.” My voice comes out deep, husky, breathless.

“Please, Creed. Give me your cock. I need to feel you inside my ass,” she begs, and you can tell she’s being serious and not just saying it to sound sexy. She truly wants to feel my cock in her ass, and I can’t wait to be buried in her tightness.

“Mmm, I love it when you beg me. Tell me who this ass belongs to, baby.” I slowly start sliding the tip in and out, little by little. Sliding a little more of me in with each thrust.

“Shittt,” she cries out. “You, Creed, my ass is yours and only yours,” she moans as she pants waiting for me to fully enter her. “Same with my pussy, no one else’s ever, Creed. Only you.”

“Mmm, fuck. Good girl,” I moan as I thrust into her halfway. Not able to resist anymore but I can’t just shove myself all the way in. I don’t want to cause any damage. I pump in and out of her slowly, pushing deeper each time pulling it almost fully out, teasing her, as her breathing picks up some more. I thrust back in, loving the feel of her tight ass as it tightens around my cock with each thrust, pumping in and out slowly still giving her time to adjust.

“Shit Creed,” she whimpers a tortured moan. I love those moans from her, the moans where you can tell it feels so good to her it’s like torture, almost like she could cry from the intensity of the pleasure. She makes my cock throb in her ass as I listen to her.

“You feel so fucking good.” Fuck. “Your ass is practically swallowing me up, Emerald, you’re so fucking tight.” I push in a little more. “You’re doing so fucking good, I’m almost fully in.”

“Fuck, please hurry. It hurts. When is it going to feel better,” she whimpers.

“Shit.” I stop. “Emerald, please tell me to stop. I can’t unless you tell me too. You feel so fucking good, I’m not strong enough to stop this on my own.”

“Come in my ass, Creed, please,” she moans out and fuck is it hot when she talks like that, making my cock pulse inside her as she says those nasty fucking words to me. My sweet naughty girl loves being dirty for me.

“Is that what you want, my little slut, for me to come in that tight little hole?” I groan.

“God yes, fuck me, Creed.” I slow my pace, making her growl a little as she attempts to wiggle her ass closer to me, but I hold her still so she can’t move.

“So greedy, Sugar. I fucking love it so much,” I groan. “But babe, I’m not in all the way.” I chuckle a little, waiting for her reaction.

“What? You… You’re not in all the way?” She pauses. “Fuck, Creed. Just…please. I need all of you to make me come.” She’s out of breath and pants between each word. Fuck she’s perfect.

“I’ll try to go slow.” I don’t want to hurt her, and she’s already done such a good job taking me so goddamn well. I grip my cock and slowly guide the rest of myself inside her. Trying so hard not to cum, I didn’t think it was possible for something to be this tight.

“Your ass is so. Fucking. Perfect. So. Fucking. Tight,” I grumble between thrusts.

“Oh god, Creed, don’t stop please I’m so close.”

“Don’t worry, baby, I’m not stopping. This is going to hurt but I promise it’ll feel good just as quickly.” I thrust into her hard. “Fuck, Emerald. So. Fucking. Tight. I can’t get over it, so fucking perfect.”

She hisses, letting out little whimpers in between tortured moans, with each thrust I give her. She’s taking me so fucking well. “You’re doing so well, Emerald.”

She giggles a little. “It feels so fucking good, I can’t believe I waited so long to try this,” she says between pants, as her body shakes, her orgasm close as my cock slides in and out of her tight ass, I can’t help the noises I make, I sound like an animal growling between each thrust and moan. It feels too fucking good to control the way I’m feeling.

“I’m getting close, baby.”

“Fuck, Creed, me too please,” she cries, and I reach down, removing the vibrator between from her hand, tossing it on the bed without even shutting it off. I pinch her clit gently, before rubbing it with my thumb.

“Fuckkk, come with me, Sugar,” I tell her and that’s all she needed to hear, as she comes all over my cock, milking me with each fucking thrust, tightening and grabbing everything that’s left inside me.

“Shit, Creed, don’t stop,” she screams out as I keep pumping into her until her body goes limp, she falls down onto the bed, I gently pull myself out of her, making her whimper as I do. Then I slowly fall down next to her, holding her in my arms trying to catch my breath and cool off my sweaty body.

Later that day after we finally got out of bed, showered and got ready for the day I take her into the garage, it’s a nice day out so I have a few ideas in mind.

“I wanted to try the helmet on for you while we’re out here.” I hesitate a little as I say it because it still triggers bad memories. But I’ve been working on them more. “And I wanted you to try your helmet on so I could see you with it on.”

“Is that why you had me go get it?” She nervously stares down at hers on the desk next to mine.

“Yep, I’ve decided today is the day, Sugar.” I pause to see if she can guess what I’m talking about.

“Today is the day for what?” She raises an eyebrow confused.

“I’m taking you for a ride, baby.” I pause. “And I don’t mean on my cock.” I laugh, smiling at her feeling like a weight is being lifted off of my shoulders just saying it out loud. Like I’m setting some of the bad memories free and making room for new happy memories with Emerald.

“Creedence, are you sure?” She has a worried look on her face as she stares up at me then back at her helmet. Then back to me, biting her lip.

“I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life, for once I’m ready, and I’m ready to take you with me, I’ll do anything to protect you and I won’t let anything happen to you.”

“I trust you, there’s never been a time where I haven’t trusted you. You know what you’re doing babe.” She smiles up at me, like she’s trying to hide how big her smile truly is.

I walk over to my bike and straddle it, starting it up, revving the engine as I look at Emerald with a big smile on her face. It’s been a couple weeks since I started it so I wanted to let it run for a minute. I rev the engine again, smiling at the vibrations below me. I’ve missed this and I’ve never felt as close to my brother as I do now, thanks to Emerald.

“You’ve been on a motorcycle, right?” I ask her because I can’t remember if she said she has or not.

“Kinda, well I rode on one once and went around in a parking lot with a guy I dated but that was about it, so I guess yes I have, just not on the streets.” She’s biting her lip; you can tell she’s nervous.

“You have nothing to be nervous about, babe. I know it’s been a minute since I rode on my bike, but I’d never forget how to ride, it just comes natural to me.”

“I trust you, Creedence, I pinky promise.” She winks as she holds out her pinky to me and I take her pinky in mine and shake it, smiling down at her. I can’t believe how incredible this woman is right in front of me. How did I get so fucking lucky?

“I want to take you to a place I used to go to with my brother. It's about a half hour from here, do you think you’re okay with that?” I don’t want her to be uncomfortable, so I double check before just to be safe.

“More than okay, Creed, I’d love to see it.” She smiles at me. Getting a look of excitement in her eyes.

“Great, let’s get ready to get out of here then.” I walk over to her wrapping my arms around her waist, bringing her in for a hug. “Thank you, Em, for always believing in me, and for bringing me back to something I hadn’t realized I missed until now.” I pause, getting emotional. “You have no idea how much this means to me, and I have you to thank.”

“Anything for you, Creedence. I’m so glad you’re doing this too.” She lays her head on my chest for a second before looking back up.

“Wait, is this why you said I needed pants, boots, and my hair braided?” She’s giggling a little, and it’s cute how excited she is to do this.

“Yep, I needed you to be ready without knowing what we would be doing.” I tell her. “Because I wanted you to be surprised.”

“Well, I definitely am surprised.” She smiles. “I’m proud of you, babe.” She comes over wrapping her arms around me, hugging me tightly.

“Thank you, Emerald, that means a lot to me,” I tell her as I kiss her forehead.

We both get our helmets on and goddamn does she look fucking sexy. I mean everything about her is sexy but seeing her with her helmet on, mmm I could bend her over right here and fuck her, mmm or I can have her ride me on my bike. So many ideas. But I’ll save that for later. Right now, I have more important things that I need to do.

She hops on the bike behind me, wrapping her arms tightly around my waist, and I slowly pull out of my driveway, turning left as her body leans with mine.

We pull onto the highway and my body tenses up a little as I fight the urge to pull over and freak out, Emerald must sense it because she lightly squeezes my waist twice like she’s telling me it’s okay and that’s all I needed to calm back down again and focus on the road and get us to where we need to be safely.

As we pull into a parking spot, she slides off the bike and I get off behind her.

“For someone who has only been on a bike once, you did awesome,” I tell her, and she smiles.

“That’s because you make me feel safe, if it was with anyone else, I probably would’ve had to have them pull over. But I wasn’t scared with you, I told you I trusted you.” I walk up to her and wrap my arms around her waist again, leaning down to kiss her as my lips slowly graze hers. She opens her mouth for me, and I deepen the kiss. She leans into me, standing on her tiptoes as she slightly moans into my mouth. If she moans again, I’ll be tempted to take her right here in the middle of this parking lot. I pull away and move my arm, readjusting my hard cock in my pants.

“Sorry.” She giggles a little as she looks down at my cock through my dark washed jeans.

“But are you sorry?” I laugh as she playfully smacks my arm, giving me a slight smirk that tells me she’s not sorry at all.

“Okay, okay, I am sorry I didn’t mean to… I can’t help it.” She laughs. “I could blink and make you hard, I literally do nothing and your cock’s hard, why is that my fault?” She giggles as I start tickling her, grabbing her wrists together with one hand and tickle her love handles making her laugh hysterically.

“Stop okay okay I’m sorry,” she laughs hard.

“Are you though?” I ask again, smiling trying to hold back my laughter as I try to keep a somewhat serious look on my face, even with a smile.

“I know, it’s okay I’ll just punish you later for it.” I wink at her.

“What? All that tickling and I don’t get anything as an apology,” she pouts, crossing her tiny child-like arms. Everything about her is tiny, even though she’s thick and curvy, I’m not sure how to explain it. Or maybe she’s just tiny to me because I’m like a big fucking dude. Either way I love how small and fragile she is. I love being the one to protect her from everything.

“Sorry, Sugar.” I laugh. “You secretly loved it.”

I take her hand and walk her into a path through the woods, after walking for what felt like forever, making me think I took the wrong turn since it’s been so long since I’ve been here. Memories flash through my mind of the days my brother and I used to come here and just walk around through the woods, eat some food that we’d buy and take back here. This whole place is one big heart aching memory. But I suck it up and do this for Emerald, and for myself because whether I want to admit it or not, I needed to do this a long time ago, I’m just thankful I’m doing it with Emerald by my side.

“This is all so beautiful.” She smiles as she looks around with every step she takes, and then she looks forward and finally sees it.

“Holy shit, is…is that a waterfall?” She has this big, beautiful smile on her face. “Wow, it’s so…beautiful.” She takes my hand again, walking forward.

“My brother and I found it one day when we took a break after riding. It was a hot-ass, humid fucking day and we were sweating our asses off. We decided to walk through the woods to find some shade, somewhere to cool off and as we walked through we found this.”

“Did you guys swim in it?” She has this huge smile on her face like she’s remembering the memory with me.

“Hell yeah we did, we started making it a tradition every month when the weather was nice we’d ride out and swim out here, just the two of us. I’ve never taken anyone here before because we promised each other we’d keep it to ourselves, but now I’m sharing this with you, in hopes that you’ll keep this between us and make it our place. He would love that, just like he’d love you,” I tell her, trying not to get choked up. But when I look at her, I see tears forming in her beautiful, brown eyes.

“I wish I could have met him; I’d love to be a part of this memory and new tradition between the two of us.” She grabs my hand again, leaning up on her tiptoes to give me a quick kiss. “I love you, Creedence.” She wipes at the few tears that fall freely on her cheeks as she attempts to blink away the new ones.

“I love you, baby. Thank you for wanting to be a part of this.” I wipe her tears away then turn to look at her taking both of her hands in mine, she smiles up at me as she glances back over at the waterfall. The peaceful sound of the water falling into the lake, is such an amazing sound. Yet it’s so quiet like all the noise in the world is gone except for the water around us. I could listen to it all day.

“I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and have come to the realization that life is too short. I’ve been living the last few years feeling guilty, guilty that my brother died and that It wasn’t me and guilty for still being alive. I don’t want to live feeling that way anymore because if I wasn’t the one who survived that day then I would have never had the chance to have met you and to have fallen in love with you. I realize I can’t keep living my life in guilt, it’s killing me living this way. Emerald, you saved me, baby. You’ve given me back my life, before you I was a depressed, grieving mess and now I actually want to go out and live again, and I actually want to start riding again, with you, if you’ll ride with me more.” She stands there smiling and listening to me talk not wanting to interrupt at all.

“I said this all to you before and I’m going to say it again because I want you to hear me say it to you, you deserve to hear it today and every day. You’ve never felt like a stranger to me, you’ve been my life in this lifetime and all my lifetimes before this one. You’ve been my rock and my better half. You’re my drug and I’ll never stop or want to stop being addicted to you. When I met you, I knew you were the one, there was just something about you that told me to never let you go and then when I did, I thought I had lost you forever, I thought I’d never get you back. I don’t ever want to be without you because I don’t know who I am if I’m breathing without you. I belong wherever you are, you are my home, you are my world. All I’ve ever needed is you and all I will ever need will always be you, today, tomorrow and every day, only you. So, remember the time when we both said we were crazy for loving each other so quickly?” I look at her beautiful face smiling at me, with fresh tears in her eyes. I smile back at her feeling really fucking nervous. I get down on one knee and grab her shaking left hand with my shaking hands.

“Emerald, I’m already the happiest man ever when I’m with you, but I’d be even happier if you were my wife. Emerald, will you marry me?” She puts her right hand over her mouth and continues to cry, a little more intense now than she was a minute ago.

“God yes, I’ll marry you,” she says between sobs. “I don’t care how crazy we are, you’re my crazy and I’ll happily be your crazy any day.” I placed the ring on her finger. When I went to pick it out, it was ironically the first ring I saw, and I knew it was meant to be. It’s a heart shaped emerald, with black smaller diamonds surrounding it and going down the sides of the white gold band. I’ve never seen anything like it, but like I said it was the first ring I saw when I walked into that jewelry store, and I knew It was the one.

“Oh my god it’s an emerald,” she squeals in excitement. “I’ve always wanted an emerald wedding ring; how did you know?” she asks, holding her left hand that’s still shaking with her right hand while moving it back and forth watching it sparkle under the sun. “It’s so fucking beautiful.”

“I didn’t know, I just saw it and knew it was perfect. It was the first ring I saw and just knew it was meant to be yours.” I smile at her as I pick her up by her thighs wrapping her legs around my waist. Her lips crash against mine, she opens her mouth, her tongue swiping against mine as I kiss her passionately. I want to cherish this moment forever, not a day will go by where I won’t think of this sad memory of a place that my brother and I went to that is now turned into a happy memory. Where I can come here with my future wife and remember the good times my brother and I had while I create good memories with her. She pulls away from the kiss and smiles at me.

“I love you so much, Creedence.”

“I love you, Emerald,” I tell her, and she lowers herself down out of my arms.

“I have an idea.” She has a big smile on her face as she slowly starts taking her clothes off. I look at her with an equally excited smile as I follow her lead and do the same. She strips down leaving her lace bra and thong on and I strip down to my boxer briefs as she giggles in excitement.

“If you can catch me, I’ll let you fuck me on the dock.” She giggles as she runs away from me, I start after her, chasing her slowly. I don’t want to catch her yet. I’ll definitely be fucking her on that dock, but I want to enjoy this happy moment with her. I stop running as she jumps off the dock and splashing into the water. She comes above the surface as I stand there watching her, my future wife with the biggest smile on her face as I smile at her. I never thought I’d see the day where I found pure joy and happiness again and I don’t ever want to do anything to fuck it up again.