Dirty Secrets (The Heights #1)

Chapter 13

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

RAVEN

I t was late by the time we got home. Reid went to bed, Logan went for a shower, and Zavier heated some food for us. I grabbed him a beer and a can of coke for myself, placing them on the counter to watch him.

His back muscles flexed under his shirt as he put the casserole in the oven, and he turned, catching me staring again. “You really need to stop looking at me like that, or you’re getting bent over.” I had no idea what he saw in my eyes, but he stepped closer until my back hit the wall, looking down at me as he spoke again. “I don’t owe your boyfriend a single piece of respect or loyalty. I don’t care if he gets hurt. Now, stop looking at me like that.”

I swallowed, forcing myself to put a hand on his chest and pushed him back a step. “Zav, don’t.”

He studied me for a second before stepping back to grab his beer, not taking his eyes off me as he popped the top and took a swig. I watched him swallow, my tongue darting out to lick my lips.

He smirked but didn’t say anything as he walked past me to put the TV on in the living room, and I had to stop myself from following.

No wonder the guys couldn’t keep their dicks in their pants, I was no better, and I’d barely scratched the surface of the pleasures of sex.

I jumped as hands landed on my waist from behind, a shiver skating down my spine as Zavier spoke in my ear. “What’s on your mind, Rae?”

I tried to step away, but he slid an arm around my stomach to keep me in place. “Zav?—”

My protest died in my throat as his lips skimmed my neck, and I felt my panties dampen as he gently bit me.

“Tell me you don’t want my hands on you and I’ll stop,” he whispered, turning me when I stayed silent, both his hands sliding into my hair to keep my eyes on him. “I never should’ve listened to the guys when they warned me away from you. Do you know how hard it’s been to keep my hands to myself when I can see in your eyes that you don’t want me to?”

“Why are you doing this now? After all these years, and now that I’m not available anymore, you make your move?” I forced out, trying to pull away to put some distance between us, and thankfully, he let me this time.

He blew out a breath, his voice full of apology. “I know, it’s a dick move, but?—”

“No. That’s exactly what it is. You’ve had forever to make a move and chose not to. That’s on you.”

“You really like this guy that much?” he asked quietly, and I nodded, lowering my gaze.

“Yeah, Zav. I do. He wants to be with me for real, and I want that too.”

A sound of frustration left him, and I jerked my eyes up as he closed the distance between us, a squeak leaving me as he backed me against the wall again, grabbed my face in both hands, and dropped his mouth to mine.

It was hard and angry, my hands desperately trying to push him away, but I stopped fighting after a moment as his kiss softened slightly. His tongue teased my lower lip and I opened for him, my fingers gripping the front of his shirt to pull him closer.

His cock was hard, and I rubbed against it like a fucking cat in heat as one of his arms slid around my lower back, his other hand running through my hair.

I’d wanted this forever, so why had he waited so long?

“It’s getting hot in here,” Logan drawled from close by, and Zavier almost landed on his ass with how hard I shoved him back.

“It’s not what it looks like,” I blurted out, amusement flashing across Logan’s face.

“No? If Zavier didn’t have you pinned to the wall with his tongue down your throat, what was I watching then?”

“I’m sorry,” I choked out, the humor falling from his face when he realized how upset I was getting. “What the fuck is wrong with me?”

“In your defense, he didn’t exactly give you much of a choice,” he answered dryly, moving towards me to snag my wrist to tug me closer. “It’s okay, we talked about this.”

“It’s not,” I insisted, hating how he was condoning my behavior. There was no excuse for me climbing all over Reid or Zavier after asking Logan to only be with me. “I’m going for a shower and then I’m going to bed.”

“No, you’re not. You’re going to sit at the counter and eat dinner first,” Zavier said firmly, but his eyes weren’t on me, they were on Logan. Hurt flickered in them, and I knew that he’d figured it out before he even said anything. “You’re the guy she’s seeing?”

It was on the tip of my tongue to lie, but Logan had other ideas.

“Yeah, I am.”

Zavier groaned, scrubbing a hand over his face. “Why didn’t you tell me, dude? Now I look like an asshole. I didn’t give a fuck about upsetting her boyfriend when I didn’t know him, but?—”

“Raven knows the rules don’t apply to you or Reid.”

“Why not?”

“Because I love you assholes,” Logan scoffed, Zavier’s voice dropping as he replied.

“Does Reid know?”

“No. We’d like to keep it that way. We didn’t want to tell anyone yet so we could just figure things out in peace before starting a war under this roof. I don’t just want casual with her, man. I want to be with her. Feel free to kiss her like that again though, I was close to coming,” he joked, air whooshing from his lungs as I elbowed him hard.

“Keep your voice down,” I warned, knowing Reid could walk in at any second if he wasn’t already asleep.

“What? You and Lopez would be hot in the bedroom. He’s a people pleaser, so you’d come a million times,” he wheezed, making Zavier frown.

“You really want that?”

“You haven’t seen her come, dude. It’s fucking hot. If you’re getting her off, I get to sit back and watch,” he said as he waggled his eyebrows.

“Would you stop talking?” I hissed with embarrassment, hating how my body heated at the mental image, and I was a little thankful when Zavier sided with me.

“Tone it down, man. She’s new to all of this stuff and you’ll freak her out.” He turned to me, softening his voice. “I’m a little relieved your secret boyfriend is Logan. I know he’ll look after you properly.”

My entire body relaxed with relief at that, knowing there wasn‘t a fight brewing. “Really?”

“Yeah. If you ever do want to add another set of hands to the bedroom activities, let me know,” he winked, turning to check the food in the oven, and Logan smirked at me.

“I have zero problem with that idea. I think you should let Zavier make you come with his mouth while I watch.”

“I don’t like one person’s eyes on me when I’m naked, let alone two,” I grumbled, flicking my gaze to Zavier to watch him serve our dinner.

Logan seeing me so exposed was hard, but Zavier? The first guy I’d ever had a crush on?

“You’re gorgeous, Rae. Trust me, Zav would bust a nut the second you got naked for him,” Logan chuckled. “Build up to it. See what feels good. He’d work at your pace too, so don’t feel like he expects more than what you’re willing to give.”

“It’s not fair that I expect you to only be with me, but I get to touch other people. That’s not how a relationship works,” I argued, letting him steer me towards the counter for my food.

“I wouldn’t let just anyone touch you. Seeing Zav and Reid with you is one hundred percent something I can get on board with as long as you’re mine too. I don’t want anyone else, so don’t worry about that.”

I sat, peering at Logan as he sat beside me. “You really want that?”

“Only if it’s what you want too,” he said firmly, accepting a plate of food from Zavier and sliding it in front of me before grabbing his own. “You can trust Zav. He’ll let you explore things, and I kind of like the idea of having his help to keep you quiet when I’m blowing your mind.”

I rolled my eyes, taking the fork Zavier offered. “We can’t mess around like that with Reid at home without getting busted.”

“Says who? I got you off perfectly fine while you talked to Zavier through the bedroom door this morning.”

My face burned hot, and I shoveled food into my mouth to try and hide my embarrassment, Zavier’s low chuckle washing over me as he dropped into a seat beside mine.

“You were coming while I talked to you? That’s basically a threesome, if you ask me.”

“Shut up.”

Logan and Zavier snickered, finally changing the subject, and I was grateful for it when a few moments later, Reid walked in for a glass of water.

He stole a forkful of Logan’s food on his way back to bed, and I quickly finished my food so I could shower before bed, shooing Logan away when he tried to follow.

The last thing we needed tonight was Reid hearing us together in the shower.

I almost dropped my damn towel accidentally when I walked into my bedroom to find Logan and Zavier lounging on the bed, my eyes narrowing. “What are you doing?”

“I thought you wanted me to sleep in here?” Zavier asked innocently, his attention dropping to my bare legs. Logan crooked a finger at me, and I shut the door before moving towards him nervously.

“Can Zavier touch you, baby?” he murmured, my eyes widening as I clutched my towel a little tighter. “Not sex, just touching.”

“Maybe this is too soon,” Zavier stated as he eyed me, shuffling towards the end of the bed. “We can try another night when you’re more comfortable, unless you really aren’t interested. It’s fine if you’re not.”

“Wait,” I blurted out, flicking my eyes between them. “I want to, it’s just nerve-wracking. Logan’s the only person to ever see me naked.”

“I’ll show you mine if you show me yours,” Zavier teased playfully, getting to his feet and tugging his shirt over his head. He kicked his pants off next, hooking his thumbs under the elastic of his boxers but not removing them, waiting for my answer.

I nodded and he dropped them, completely exposing himself to me, and I hesitated before slowly dropping my towel until it hit the floor.

Logan groaned, leaning back against the headboard and rearranging his dick in his pants. “This was a bad idea. I’m going to come and embarrass myself.”

My eyes were locked on Zavier as he raked his gaze over me, his voice barely there when he finally spoke. “You’re even more beautiful than I imagined.” The intensity in his eyes was too much and I looked away, intending on bending down to grab my towel, but he walked towards me and tilted my chin up. “Can I touch you?”

Logan was watching us, his hand in his pants as he stroked himself, and his reassuring wink gave me the courage to slide my hand to the back of Zavier’s head to encourage him to lean down and kiss me.

He groaned into my mouth at my acceptance, my hands getting a mind of their own as they wandered his muscular back to keep him close. My legs turned to jelly the second his thumb toyed with my nipple, my body arching into his touch more.

I attacked his mouth harder, walking him back until his legs hit the bed and we both fell onto it.

“Zav,” I panted, straddling him as I ground against his cock to try and ease the ache between my legs. It would’ve been so easy for him to just slip it in.

As if sensing my thoughts, he slid a hand between us so I could use it instead, his fingers working my clit as he slowly pushed a finger inside me. I rolled my hips, chasing the feeling of my climax, and I gasped as he flipped us over so that he was braced above me.

“Keep her quiet,” Zavier murmured, confusion hitting me until he started kissing down my body and Logan’s face appeared above mine.

“You going to be a good girl and come all over Zavier’s tongue?” Logan asked, and I struggled not to close my legs as Zavier got face-to-face with my pussy. “Relax, baby. Let us make you feel good.”

I nodded, forcing my muscles to relax into the bed, and when Zavier’s tongue connected with my clit, I let out a startled curse. This was my favorite thing in the bedroom for sure. I’d loved everything Logan had done to me, but a tongue on my clit?

So fucking good.

Logan kissed me to shut me up, my fingers running through his hair and tugging slightly as Zavier’s finger pushed inside me again.

I had to remember to stay quiet, but I was struggling.

Logan’s hands wandered my chest, tweaking my nipples gently and causing me to moan. My hips lifted, trying to find that sweet spot that always set me off, and then the pressure of Zavier’s tongue changed as he slipped a second finger inside me.

“Shh,” Logan murmured against my lips as I let out a choked cry, the orgasm so close that I could almost taste it. My legs were shaking, my stomach clenching in anticipation as the feeling grew stronger, and Logan had to pull back to put a hand over my mouth to stop the sounds from leaving me. “You need to come, baby? He’s tongue-fucking you so good, isn’t he? Give him what he wants.”

I nodded, sweat breaking out across my skin. It was right there. I was going to come so hard when it finally happened.

“I’m going to fuck you when he’s done. Then he can watch you ride me while I teach you how I like it,” Logan continued, his voice like a caress. “I want to watch you make him come with your mouth too. You’re so fucking hot when you’re choking on cock.”

I cried out behind his hand, his soft shushes right next to my ear as my body arched off the bed. Zavier’s fingers slowed but he kept working me with his tongue until he’d decided I’d had enough, then he crawled up my body, wiping his mouth with a grin. “Did I hear the promise of a sex show and a blow job?”

Logan removed his hand now that I’d stopped making noises, and I panted as I replied. “You can have whatever you want after that. My legs hurt.”

He had zero shame for his nakedness as he dropped a kiss to my lips before sitting back, taking my leg in both hands to start massaging my calf. It eased the ache slightly, and I started nodding off as he took his time massaging both of them.

Logan

I stroked Raven’s hair from her face as Zavier massaged her legs. Calf cramps sucked, so hopefully it helped her avoid them. I was nowhere near done with her yet, but she looked like she’d passed out already.

“Rae?”

There was no response, and Zavier chuckled as he continued digging his fingers into her calves. “Let her sleep. She’s too tired to ride you.”

“I like fucking her when she’s half asleep,” I mumbled, getting comfortable on my side and kissing her neck just below her ear. “Baby, wake up.” Zavier moved to her other side, eyeing me as I trailed my hand down her front to lightly tease her clit. “Raven?”

She stirred, a breathy moan leaving her. “Again?”

“What do you mean, again ? That was only the warm-up. I want you coming on my dick this time,” I whispered, loving how she managed to sit up and climb on top of me with her eyes still closed.

“I don’t know how to be on top,” she said hesitantly now that she was waking up a little, and I massaged her waist, not wanting her to be uncomfortable.

“I’ll teach you. Just roll your hips and see what feels good.”

A condom landed on my chest, and I found Zavier glaring at me.

“I know you haven’t been fucking her raw. You know better.” When I winced, he scowled. “Jesus Christ, Logan.”

“I pull out,” I grumbled, grabbing the condom and tearing the foil open.

Zavier silently fumed, but Raven didn’t even seem to notice the shift in mood as she waited for me to roll it on before she lifted onto her knees to align herself over it. She sank over me slowly, her hands moving to my chest as she started rolling her hips.

“Oh, this feels good,” she said softly, her sleepy eyes on mine as we kept the slow pace. The tension left Zavier as he watched her, and I sat up to press my back against the headboard so I could kiss her.

Her kisses were slow and lazy, but she tensed when Zavier straddled my legs behind her.

“I’m not about to throw you in the deep end with DP,” Zavier promised, kissing across her shoulder and sliding a hand around to her front. She jerked as his fingers dipped between us to rub her clit, her movements getting more jerky as we brought her closer to climax. “Come on his cock, Rae. Then you can put your mouth on me.”

“Yeah, he’s dripping on my leg,” I said dryly, not particularly giving a shit. If I could kiss girls that had taken his load down their throats, a bit of precum on my leg was no biggie.

Raven was mumbling curses under her breath, and I held her hips to thrust up into her, keeping the slower pace.

This time when she came, she clung to me and gasped into my neck, rolling her hips to ride it out. Despite looking ready to pass out again, she forced herself to sit back after a moment, her voice unsure. “Can we change positions?”

“Got something in mind?” I asked, being more than happy to give her whatever she wanted.

“I want to keep fucking you while blowing Zav.” Her face heated and I gently swatted her butt.

“Climb off.” She did as she was told, confusion filling her face when I got off the bed. “You and Zav can sixty-nine while I fuck you. He doesn’t mind my nuts smacking him in the forehead.”

“Don’t I?” Zavier deadpanned, but he got onto the bed and laid across it sideways so his head was almost hanging off the side. “Come sit on my face, Rae.”

Her hesitation was cute, but we didn’t let her worry about it for long. Zavier grabbed her and encouraged her to straddle his face, giving me easy access to her pussy from behind as I encouraged her to lean forward.

“Maybe no deepthroating while Reid’s home, he’ll hear her choking on it,” I said seriously, loving the way her breath hitched as I eased into her. She jerked almost violently, and I heard Zavier huff with amusement, telling me he’d been tonguing her clit.

As much as I wanted nothing more than to pound into her, the bed would make too much noise, and I wanted her to explore Zavier without feeling rushed. I knew what her mouth felt like, so I wanted him to savor it too.

She looked so hot as she leaned right over him to lick the head of his dick, a groan leaving him. Yeah, this wouldn’t take long despite the slow pace.

I rocked into her, and she moaned as she took Zavier into her mouth and started bobbing her head. He mumbled curses against her clit, his legs tensing as one of his hands fisted the blankets.

“Baby, you’re already going to make him come. Are you going to swallow for him?” I asked, another moan leaving her that I interpreted as a yes. “Keep that pace, don’t change anything.”

“Hand,” Zavier managed to get out, and I corrected my instructions.

“Use your hand too.”

She did as I asked, and I wasn’t surprised when Zavier grunted and his toes curled, lifting his hips a fraction to get a little deeper down her throat. She fought a gag, making sure he was finished before swallowing, and then she glanced over her shoulder to look at me for praise.

Zavier was a little distracted, so I ran a hand up her spine affectionately. “You’re getting so good at that. We’ll get you off once more then I’ll finish, okay?”

Her tired smile almost had me blowing right then and there, but I held off as Zavier got his shit together and really started working her over. I was definitely going to come if she kept clamping down on my dick with her pussy.

Thankfully, Raven came soon after, and I didn’t hold back as I finished too.

I’d just taken the condom off and grabbed my boxers, when I heard Reid’s bedroom door open. We’d definitely been too loud.

Raven was already asleep against Zavier’s chest, so I quickly yanked my boxers on and left her with him, praying I didn’t smell like sex. I slipped from the bedroom with a fake yawn, shutting the door just as Reid appeared with a frown on his face.

“I think someone’s outside. I keep hearing weird noises,” he said quietly, his eyes moving to the closed door behind me. “You guys didn’t hear anything?”

“A noise? No, Rae and Zav are asleep, I just woke up to pee,” I lied, and he seemed to buy it when he walked past me and into the living room, peeking out the windows into the dark. I made a show of checking too, letting out a sigh. “Maybe it was just kids walking past.”

“Maybe. Let me know if you hear anything,” he replied, and I held my breath as he walked back towards the hallway and paused in front of Raven’s bedroom. Then, he continued to his bedroom and shut the door behind him.

That was too damn close.