CHAPTER 36
WHERE'D YOU GO — SANI KNIGHT ? ANOMALY — AZEE ? WIDE AWAKE — JAYEN X DISTRICT
? YASMINA ?
T here was a thick fog when we arrived in Russia, the mansion we had arrived at looking ominous in the gloomy weather. Kryptonite had helped us leave without interrogations.
Kai has been on edge and unsettled since we took off. He has been talking less and thinking more. He had done over thirty crosswords now, rearranged everything in the private jet and he was still so restless.
He barely slept a wink and I was getting worried about him.
I wondered what was bothering him. Getting him to share with me was futile because he simply refused to, and I didn't want to make him more uncomfortable than he already was.
We descended and I was startled when Kai took my hand and held it tightly. He was looking ahead, his face blank and cold to the point where I almost couldn't recognise him.
"Stay close to me, don't wander off. You're now in Mafia territory, anything can happen." His voice was so detached and cold, I wondered if he was regretting his decision to bring me.
"Is this where you stay?" I inquired curiously, gazing all around and noticing the guards, the marble flooring, and the chilling vibe that surrounded the place.
It looked pristine and well kept, the mansion freshly painted and probably revamped to look very modern and abstract. Probably to disguise all the sins and blood that overpowered the place. When we stepped inside, everything about the interior was impersonal.
No frames, no family portraits, no personal belongings lying around. Only furniture was arranged in a way to fill up the space and attempt to make it homely, but anyone could tell that this place certainly wasn't a home.
No wonder Kai said he didn’t have a home.
"Yeah. Grew up here." Kai's response was clipped as we walked through the dimly lit corridor to the winding staircase, and I was about to comment on how we left our luggage, but realised that the guards were following behind with our bags.
"Father?"
"He’s gone, too," he simply replied before opening a plain white door to reveal a dark-themed bedroom with nothing in it but a bed, a desk with a few books, and a breathtaking view of the foggy sea in the distance.
This must be his room.
Our luggage was placed on the bed and Kai said something to them in Russian before they left. I plopped on the bed, scanning the place before my eyes landed on him.
I just wanted to give him a big hug just to take away what else negative emotions he was feeling.
"I have something to tell you." He looked serious as he stood in place, his thumb tapping his knuckle slowly.
He was anxious or calculating something in his head.
"Okay?" I scooted closer, tilting my head curiously.
"I'm not a good person. And you're probably going to hate me after this, but—" He was cut off when someone entered the room. He looked so familiar when I met his hard gaze.
It softened when he took note of me, his predator gaze scanning my bare legs with interest. He looked a bit older, maybe late fifties, with the most lifeless blue eyes I'd ever seen. And that's when it clicked.
He was one of the men who had escorted Kai on the first day we met. And something about his vibe was really off.
"Ah, Vazo, you have arrived, pozhalovat' ." He walked towards us and Kai visibly tensed, looking ghost pale and absolutely hostile. "You even brought the girl. Good work, son." Welcome .
I gave him a confused expression, but Kai didn’t dare meet my gaze. Instead, he was glaring down at the man who had just entered.
" Yesli ty povredish' khot' odin volos na yeye golove, ya ub'yu tebya ." Kai spoke in a rough voice, the accent thickening with each passing second. I suppressed the affection I wanted to show him for saying that. If you damage even one hair on her head, I will kill you.
" Ty ne mozhesh' ubit' menya. Vy ne smozhete upravlyat' etim mestom bez menya, i vam nuzhna opredelennaya informatsiya, kotoroy ya raspolagayu ." The man had a smug smile as he spoke in Russian, too, then his gaze drifted to me again. "She's absolutely beautiful. Bet she tastes just as lovely." You can't kill me. You can't run this place without me, and you need certain information that I have.
It happened all so fast, but Kai slammed his fist into the man's skull, which sent him reeling back. A dark, creepy smile tugged at his bruised, bloody lips when he recovered and met Kai's hateful stare. That certainly must have hurt because his whole face was turning purple and had a couple of scratches.
"Talk about her like that again and I'll make sure to knock your teeth out."
"Wow, my boy is all grown up. Looks like you still have it in you." He shook his head in amusement. "We need to talk, my office, seychas ." Now .
And with that, he got out of the room and Kai sighed heavily. He pinched the bridge of his nose before giving me a glance.
"I'm coming back. Stay in here." And with that, he slammed the door after him.
Okay …
Guess I could take a tour of his room in the meantime. I was equally curious about what information his boss had, and I’d soon find out.
I got up and went to the closet, taking note of all the dark clothes that were arrayed and neatly folded on the shelves. Eight sweaters. Eight cargo pants. Eight pairs of socks and shoes. The entire place screamed Kai.
The bathroom was themed black as well and sparkling clean. Four face towels and four body towels were the only thing in sight. He had some serious OCD going on if his workers respected his obsession with the number eight.
I went back to his room and opened his drawers, seeing random papers and items that held little to no value.
However, a black envelope caught my eye and I lifted it, cautiously listening for his footsteps before I opened it.
A small picture fell out and I smiled when I realised that it was a baby picture. The heterochromatic eyes sparkled in the picture as the baby laughed, and I cooed at how cute Kai looked when he was young.
So undisturbed and carefree, his inky hair slicked back with a few stray hairs. It was such an adorable picture.
I inspected the papers, but they were written in Russian. So I took pictures with my phone since I needed more time to read them. When I got to the last page, I frowned upon seeing his personal identification card neatly tucked between the papers.
The surname on it made my eyebrows rise all the way to my hairline.
Kai Villalvazo.
Villalvazo?
How was that even possible? His surname was Vazalo at the academy, so why was it different now?
Is that why that man called him Vazo? The last part of his actual surname? Why had he changed his surname at the academy?
I didn't have much time to think about it because Kai's boots echoed in the corridor and I scrambled to tuck everything into the envelope and shut his drawer. I also sent the pictures to Kayden then deleted the messages from my side. He was a good investigator.
I sat back in my place with a poker face, nonchalantly meeting his gaze when he entered.
If it was possible, he looked even more distressed than before. He clearly didn't get along with that man.
"Was that your boss?"
"Yeah, unfortunately." He walked towards me and took my hand, helping me up from the bed. "If you feel uncomfortable, I can send you back?—"
"No. I don't want to leave you here by yourself." I shook my head, signalling him that I knew how he felt to be here. I wouldn't leave him in this terrible environment despite the fact that he's been staying here for probably his entire life. And I needed to unravel him.
I casually brushed away the fact that he had sucker punched his boss right before my eyes.
I was wondering whether I should ask Kai about his true identity or not, but I decided not to. I’d let Kayden do all the work. Kai could get very defensive and end up sending me back to the academy. It was probably a good idea to remain silent and dig a little bit more.
Find a few more skeletons in his closet.
"We have dinner at six with the entire Bratva Association. Apparently, you can only qualify to sit at the table if you have a wife or girlfriend on your side. My boss probably decided on that because he saw you," he sighed and I giggled.
"Don't worry, I'll represent you at the dinner." I wrapped my arms around his neck and his went to grab my ass.
"Would it hurt to eat my nemesis out before we go downstairs?" he murmured against my ear, biting the lobe to the point where the pain dissolved into pleasurable heat.
"No Kai, we just got here." I tried to pull away, but he wasn't having it at all.
"So? All you have to do is lie on the bed and let me make love to your sweet pussy with my mouth." He bit his lip, looking down at me with the hottest expression ever. "The walls are soundproof, if that's what you're wondering."
"Make love with your mouth? That’s new,” I whispered, tiptoeing to kiss the corner of his lips teasingly.
“Hmm, you don’t deserve anything less.” He bit my bottom lip before sucking it into his mouth.
I figured Kai wasn’t much of a kisser, but goddamn, he was so fucking good at it. He kissed just as good as he fucked. He was slowly growing more comfortable with kissing me at random times, but he preferred biting to that.
I wondered why he was reluctant to kisses, but I'd soon find out.
“Take your pretty dress off before I take matters into my own hands,” he murmurs against the nape of my neck. “You might survive, but the dress certainly won't, kücük tavsan .”
I bite my lip, stepping back from him before grabbing hold of my hem. I lifted the material slowly, revealing my black thong and my bare breasts since I hadn’t worn a bra.
The deep, slow groan that left his lips made my thighs clench tightly, and I blushed profusely as his eyes hungrily ate up every inch of my skin. It was as though he could hardly fathom the fact that I was real.
“So stunning, those piercings drive me insane.” His hooded eyes were dark, the pupils nearly swallowing the gold and silver in his irises.
“You already are.” It was nearly a whisper, but his lips tilted into a small smirk.
“Indeed. I have completely lost my remaining sanity to you and I don’t regret it for even a minute.” I hardly had time to swoon over his response before he pushed me down onto the bed, swiftly climbing over me like a sleek, big panther.
My tiny self being trapped under him like this evoked a deep emotion in me. For the first time, I didn’t feel the need to attack or defend myself. Instead, I was completely surrendering my life to him. For the first time, I was willing to trust someone and give them the power to make or break me.
It was risky, but I was in too deep. I couldn’t deceive myself any longer, and the longer I tried to deny my strong feelings towards Kai, the more I lost an integral part of myself.
I was openly admitting that the void I had in my heart whenever he wasn’t around was unbearable. I was admitting that I craved his warmth and his rough yet assuring touch. I was even admitting that a part of me could no longer live a life without him.
I felt at peace whenever he was around. Provoking him and pushing his psychotic limits unknowingly made me fall in love with the unfiltered, primal part of him. The part that not many people witnessed. Kai had definitely done a lot to hurt me, and I was ashamed to admit that I thrived in those conditions.
I truly got to see and deal with the extremely fucked up version of him.
He never had to conceal his true persona around me and I loved that.
“ Seni yemek istiyorum ,” he murmured, licking my sensitive spot gently. He was speaking in Turkish. It always sounded so different, so sensual, and soft like velvet.
He never spoke to me in Russian, ever. Except for when he was teaching me.
“What does that mean?” I finally asked, curious to know what he was saying to me.
Kai’s eyes glimmered and I thought him to be the most handsome man to ever exist. I was so in love with him and he probably had no idea. “It means that I want to eat you.” He winked, his finger tracing the ridge of my womanhood. I smiled widely, my pussy throbbing from the way he spoke and looked at me.
“You said you speak to others in Russian, but speak to me in Turkish, why?”
“Turkish is my love language,” he murmured, lifting my leg and inhaling deeply. “Fuck, you smell so good. Open your pretty legs and let me have this sweet pussy.”
I didn’t protest, spreading my legs wide as his hands cupped and squeezed my breasts. My skin was on fire and I could hear my heart beating in anticipation as he moved to cup my ass cheeks to lift me off the bed.
Kai kissed me through my panties and I quivered, a small moan involuntarily escaping my lips. This man took me to the depths of pleasure that I never wanted to be saved from.
“Is this how you want your pussy kissed, baby?” He did it again and now, the pleasure was rumbling deep in my womb.
“Oh, yes.”
“Or maybe like this,” he mused, and I gasped breathlessly when he slid the thin material aside and placed a soft, slow kiss on my cunt while maintaining intense eye contact with me. It was the first time he was taking it slow and I was gradually losing my mind.
“Don’t stop,” I whimpered, the desperation punctuating my words, but I was too far gone to care.
“Hmm, don’t stop,” he parroted, dropping low until his mouth was level with my opening.
I couldn’t even ignore the fact that he had ripped my thong now and was enclosing his entire mouth over my clit. I shuddered at the sudden stimulation, tightening my thighs until I thought he would suffocate, but he was ferociously sucking it until I thought I’d die.
“ ?ok lezzetli .” His deep voice was almost a growl and his thick accent made it a thousand times hotter. “Open wider, kücük tavsan , I need to drink all of you.” So delicious.
The moment I did, his tongue licked the entirety of me from slit to clit, swirling over my highly sensitive spot until I could barely comprehend anything.
It felt as though my head was spinning from the ecstasy as Kai kept his heterochromatic eyes on me, watching me as though I was the most fascinating thing he had ever seen. I writhed, grinding my hips towards him, eager for more.
He chuckled, the deep vibration rumbling right through my cunt and all the way up my spine. His shoulders grew bigger and his grip on me tightened as he pulled me closer, laving at my tight entrance and covering my entire pussy with his mouth until my eyes threatened to roll back.
Holy fuck, this was way too intense. It was almost like he was possessed.
I had nowhere to run; his steel grip on my ass told me that he meant business.
“Oh, more.” It was a loud, agonised moan and I felt him smile against me, his stubble brushing against my skin and intensifying the burn between my legs.
His tongue dipped into my cunt and I threw my head back, my nerve endings tingling with hot-white pleasure as he buried it even deeper, devouring me like a thoroughly deprived man who was having his first fix in months.
Kai devoured me like there was no tomorrow. I could hardly breathe in enough, nor could I even make sense of anything else around me. I was so sure that he was exploring the parts that I didn’t even know myself.
He delivered a bite to my sensitivity, earning a sharp moan from me that had me gyrating my hips eagerly. The pain scattered into euphoria as he alternated between short, hot flicks and long, deep strokes, collecting my arousal before spreading it all over me.
The sight of a beastly man like him between my legs was one to die for.
My bladder felt the need to relieve as I thrashed, grinding against his mouth so desperately that I tugged his silky hair, trapping his head tightly between my thighs. He didn’t mind. In fact, he groaned in pleasure, his bottom lip collecting me arousal that he lapped with his tongue.
This was the type of pleasure to kill you beyond your afterlife.
Everything hazed and I fell into an abyss of nothingness as pure pleasure shot through me, my eyes rolling back to where the stars resided. Sparks of euphoria burst in me, my nerve endings tingling as I felt my body float in what felt like outer space.
I was disoriented for a hot minute until I heard a slurping sound, and I looked down to find Kai’s face and hand completely soaked. A droplet trickled from his chin down the column of his Adam’s apple, the rest travelling down his sexy veins. A heat of embarrassment flooded my cheeks when I realised that I had in fact, squirted all over him.
It had been my first time doing that. No man had ever gotten me to this celestial level of pleasure.
“Oh my gosh, I can't believe I?—”
“Squirted? Hmm, you looked so fucking sexy doing so.” His deep, low voice made me clench once again, and it didn’t help that he was drinking me with no shame whatsoever.
“Crazy,” I whispered more to myself, attempting to close my legs, but he spread them even wider apart, revealing every inch to him. I was so beyond embarrassment at this point and Kai looked even hungrier than before as his warm tongue cleaned every inch of me.
For someone who barely had facial expressions, the ones he showcased were seriously intense.
“Yeah, I think I might go crazy if I never see you squirt again.” He licked me again with a hum, his expression wild and feral as he watched me like his prey. “Your pussy will be the only way I’ll ever get to Heaven, kücük tavsan .”