Chapter 10
Holden
Despite my shaking hands and a list of reasons floating through my head for why it was a bad idea, I really did have him. Anything this sweet little elf needed, I would make sure he had it. And in that moment, what he needed was my knot.
I’d never knotted an omega before—always pulling out before allowing such an intimate moment to occur. It seemed like a surefire way to lose the solitude and independence I’d always craved.
But with Evan, I didn’t want to be alone anymore. I was happy to not only be the one to break his heat, but to fill him with my DNA, breed him, and potentially create new life with this adorable and adventurous omega that already filled my every thought.
His cock was bright red from being hard for so long and pounded without any lubrication beyond the slick Evan had leaked.
I’d never witnessed friction burns like that, but I feared he’d be in pain tomorrow, so I lowered my head and carefully licked across his moist tip, catching the drop of pre-come that appeared underneath my gaze and filled my mouth with a sweet, vanilla flavor. I knew he’d be delicious, but I had no idea he would literally taste like cookies.
I closed my lips around his girth, slowly sliding down until his entire length filled my mouth and tickled the back of my throat.
Evan arched up off the mattress, his hands fisting in my hair as he spread his legs even wider, probably being tickled or scratched by my scruffy whiskers. “Get inside me, alpha. Please. I need your knot.”
I’d almost forgotten about the main event, so focused on how delicious he tasted. Dragging my fingers up his thigh, I finally slid my middle one into his wet opening. He’d obviously been prepping himself because he was already loose and relaxed—ready for me, even before I was ready to enter him.
The orgasm he’d have once I knotted him would be intense, but I wanted to drag the moment out at least a little while longer, so I sucked harder, stealing his first orgasm and load of sweet cream.
“Yes, alpha. Yes. Like that.” He fucked my face faster, holding me down so he got all the friction his body needed.
I loved every second of his warm come hitting my tongue and sliding down my throat. He really did taste like a fucking sugar cookie. Sweet and cinnamony.
But he wasn’t done, and neither was I. We’d only lightened his ache, but just barely. Evan was still rock hard, even as his body collapsed into the mattress.
“You okay, omega?” I leaned forward and kissed his mouth, sharing some of his sweetness from my tongue as I finally got a taste of him. I didn’t pull away until we were both in need of air. “Are you ready for more?”
He nodded and reached for my cock, tentatively closing his fist around it before giving it a soft stroke. “Your knot, alpha. That’s what I need.”
I kissed him again as I dragged my fingers down his torso and teased his balls before slipping two fingers into his slick hole.
Evan curled up, chasing my fingers as I pulled out. “More. I need to feel you.”
Planting my knees on either side of his hips, I positioned my head at his opening and pressed inside. I’d planned to go slowly, entering him an inch at a time to make sure he was fully ready for my girth in his petite channel.
But Evan wasn’t having any of that. He dug his heels into my back and tugged me against his body so I fell forward, completely burying my cock inside him until my balls smacked his skin and his were nestled up against me.
“Fuck, omega.” I held totally still, breathing through my nose to keep from coming right then. “You feel too good. Just give me a second.”
His shoulders relaxed and he exhaled deeply, as if the weight of the world had finally been lifted. “Take all the time you want. Just don’t ever leave.”
Those words hit me hard. I assumed he was talking about sex, but when I looked up into his eyes, he was staring right at me and I knew he meant more than just the moment. “I won’t, Evan. I’m here. I’m not going anywhere.”
After a few minutes, I slowly pulled out and then pushed back in, building a rhythm that took us closer and closer to the moment that we were both anxious for. The moment that would bond us together for life. “I’m getting close, omega.”
Evan nodded and dug his fingers into my forearms. “Knot me, alpha. I need it so bad.”
There was no way to make this sweet or gentle when we were both so desperate for release. I pumped faster, stroking his dick at the same speed until he was shooting another load up onto his belly. The scent of his sweetness threw me over the edge and I came too, pushing in as deep as I could get and then holding there as my knot swelled within him.
The sting of the added girth caused another load of creamy liquid to shoot from Evan’s dick, surprising us both as I locked my seed inside him.
For a long moment, we just stared at each other until he pulled my head down and kissed me. This time, it was soft and slow. Each movement of lips and tongue deliberate as we connected on a personal level that wasn’t driven by extreme need for each other.
My wolf was finally content and quiet as I nipped at Evan’s ears, down his jawline, and to that soft spot in his neck that called me to mark him.
I would mark him when he was ready. I’d already bred him in a way that would tie us together for our lifetimes, so that made me happy and content too as I carefully curled around his body. “You okay, sweet omega?”
He hummed and flashed a lazy smile. “Soooo okay. Like, the greatest okay to ever exist.”
I chuckled and kissed his shoulder. “Good. Because I’m gonna need to do a lot more of that.” I licked back up his neck and kissed him again. “You taste like cookies, and I fucking love cookies.”
He smiled. “You do?”
I nodded. “Yep. And my wolf is pretty sure we’ve got some kind of pup/elf brewing in your belly already, so I expect we’ll enjoy quite a few cookies together.”
Tears filled Evan’s eyes as he wrapped his arms around my neck and clung to me. “So you believe it too? That we’re mates and going to be together forever? As a family?”
Was there ever any question? I thought I’d made my intentions pretty clear when I walked in, but maybe he needed to hear them again. I cleared my throat and pulled back so he could look into my eyes and see my sincerity. “Absolutely, Evan. I didn’t think I’d ever find someone I wanted to spend my life with…and then I found you. Literally.” I smiled and kissed the tip of his nose. “You bring a warmth and joy to my life that I’ve never had. Never wanted. But I want you.” I placed my hand over his flat belly, wondering if we really had created a new life already. Hoping we had. “I want a family, whether that’s here or in the North Pole or anywhere else in the world. You’re it for me, omega.”
He wore a big smile despite the river of tears streaking down both sides of his face. “You’re it for me too, Holden Koffee Burns.” He giggled at the use of my ridiculous name. “I knew from the moment I got into your truck that you were the one I was meant to meet. The alpha I needed to truly find the joy in life I’d been searching for.”
I grinned, remembering that first conversation. “I guess there are some people who come to Joyville looking for joy…”
“I never had any doubts.”