Nicholas
Holy shit. I just had sex with Haruko. Okay, technically I didn’t fuck her, but I touched her. I rubbed her clit until she came while Parker fucked her face and Elijah fingered her.
I’m in so much trouble.
Not ethically, though, that’s definitely part of it. I mean my heart. Because I’ve never seen a sight more beautiful in my life than Haruko coming by our hands. It was magical. She let go, her lips parted, and fell apart.
Until this point, my imagination was all I lived by. Guesses of what Haruko would look like when she was being pleasured. But now that I know she’s the picture of my perfect woman.
Funny, sweet, smart, and kinky.
I’m so fucked.
All of us are.
After dropping off Haruko at her house, we said our goodbyes and headed to our place. All three of us sat in our house, drinking a glass of whiskey as we contemplated what had just happened.
There were so many surprises in a brief span of time. Haruko tasted delicious. After she came, I licked her juices off my fingers and openly groaned. Elijah took part and talked dirty to her. I didn’t know he had it in him. But goddamn, that mouth of his is filthy. And she enjoyed being watched. I love how flushed she got as she saw those people watching her get off.
Parker breaks the silence.
“Well, I can’t decide if that was a good or bad thing.”
We turn to Elijah, expecting him to say that it was bad, but he just stares into the distance. I can tell by his eyes that he’s repeating every moment of tonight in his head.
“If anything, she got to know a bit of what she likes. Got to experience it and knows she has a place to go again if she wants,” I say.
That last part is bitter on my tongue.
Yeah, she knows she can go to Club Sin to explore her kink, but that doesn’t mean we’ll be the ones to play with her. The thought of another man getting to touch her makes my stomach tense, so I down the rest of my drink, tell the guys I’m taking a shower then go to bed.
“Yeah, I better go too,” Elijah says. It was the first thing he’s said since we said goodbye to Haruko.
We say goodnight and I head upstairs, Parker walking behind me.
I take off my clothes and throw them into the hamper, then turn on the shower. The bathroom fills with steam as I step inside and let the water cascade over my body. Images of tonight flash in my mind, making my cock twitch, so I switch to cold water to try to calm down.
As I lean against the shower tile, I feel a hand on the small of my back. I turn to see Parker standing there, naked, wanting to get in.
I move to the side and let him stand under the spray as I get shampoo.
“Holy fuck, that’s cold!” Parker gasps and turns up the heat. “Jesus,” he mumbles under his breath. “Are you okay?”
“Yeah,” I say, washing my hair. “I was just thinking of tonight and needed to calm down a touch.”
Parker nods, then grabs the body wash. But instead of washing himself, he washes me.
He runs his soapy hands over my shoulders and chest, then down my hips.
“I can do this myself, you know that, right?” I say, with no intention of making him stop.
“I know.” He grins. “But this is much more fun.”
He kneels down and washes my legs.
Soap is everywhere but my dick and I wait with bated breath as he finishes my back and turns me to him. He nods down to my cock, asking permission to touch me, and I nod back. My hands grip his shoulders as he runs his soapy hand over my dick.
“Jesus,” I hiss.
“What was your favourite thing about tonight?” he asks.
“What?” I ask, barely able to concentrate.
Fuck, his hand feels so good.
“What was your favourite thing about tonight? Was it when Elijah started talking dirty to her? Was it when she came? Was it when she sucked me off?”
“All of that. But fuck, I really liked it when you fucked her mouth. I loved seeing her lips wrapped around your cock like I have so many times.”
Parker presses his forehead to mine as his free hand grips my hair.
“Yeah, I liked that too. I loved seeing us all come together.”
My balls draw up and I’m close to coming.
“Fuck, Parker. I’m going to come.”
He chuckles wickedly. “I know.”
I open my eyes and look down at him stroking my cock and see his rock-hard dick against his stomach.
I grab some soap and before he can protest, wrap my fist around his shaft, making him hiss with pleasure.
Tonight, I felt something profound. Something I’ve only ever felt with Parker. It’s a kind of yearning, a need, something that can’t be seen but only felt. It’s a feeling that comes after your heart skips a beat, when you have a chance to catch up and you find out how deep that feeling goes.
Is it love?
I know I’m attracted to both Parker and Haruko. And I know I feel the same with both of them, but not with Elijah. Elijah and I have a comfortable relationship. The kind good friends have.
Maybe I am. In love.
Parker and I squeeze each other’s cocks, triggering our orgasms. We come all over each other. My mouth crashes against him and I swallow his deep groans.
I don’t know if this is love or just animal attraction, but it demands to be felt. And so, I’ll let it. As scary as it is, I don’t think I can stop. And it gets me my happily ever after, then I need to let go of the fear, take a leap and surrender.
Haruko is late to her softball game.
She’s never late.
Fuck.
I take off my baseball cap to run my fingers through my hair before putting it back on with a sigh.
Did we scare her? Push her too far?
Thoughts swirl in my head, mostly negative ones about what we did wrong. I can’t imagine what was going through her head after we parted ways that night. It’s not every day where you end up going to a sex club with your bosses and end up getting super intimate with each other.
Maybe we overwhelmed her, and she’s embarrassed or something.
The women warm up, getting ready for the game starting in a couple of minutes. As one woman, Marsha, passes me by, I get her attention.
“Yes, coach?” Marsha is a short red head who Haruko talks to a lot. I’m not sure if they’re friends in their lives outside the game, but maybe she knows where Haruko is.
“Do you know where Haruko is?” I ask, trying to sound casual and not nervous.
“Uh, not really. I haven’t heard from her. But I can text her if you want.”
“Yes. That would be nice. Just so I know if she’s coming or not.”
Marsha grins. “Sure thing, coach.”
She runs to her bag and pulls out her phone, sending Haruko a quick text. She’s about to put her phone in her bag when she gets a text. I see her typing before putting her phone away and she runs to me.
“Hey coach. Yeah, she’s stuck in traffic, but she says she’s close.”
I nod. “Thanks, Marsha.”
My shoulders loosen knowing she’s coming. Doesn’t mean she didn’t freak out, but at least she’’ll be here. That way we can talk and maybe she can calm the worries that I’m having.
I just want to make sure she’s okay.
About five minutes later, Haruko pulls up in her grey Hyundai Tucson and steps out in her uniform, messy hair out of the usual ponytail and her bag halfway slung over her shoulder.
When she gets around the fence and sees me, she stops in her tracks. We’re both frozen until Haruko smiles and I feel my heart sing.
Fuck, this woman has seriously got to me. I don’t know how I can go back after that night. Hell, I feel like the moment I met her was a slow walk to where we are now, where I want her more than I’ve wanted anything.
“Sorry I’m late, coach,” she says and walks past me. “Traffic was terrible.”
She puts her bag down where the rest of the women put theirs, puts her hair in a ponytail and slides it through the hole in her baseball cap.
“Ready,” she says as she jogs past me to the rest of the team, who start lining up. The other team is ready, so I shake my head and get back into it. We can talk later.
I clap my hands together and shout. “Alright. Let’s get started.”
We’re in the last inning before the game is over and Mei steps up to the plate. Haruko is on first base and Karla is on third. The rest of the women cheer her on. Mei is the latest member of the team. Her sister used to be on the team, but she graduated college and moved to New York, so her sister took over. She’s shyer than her sister. I can feel her confidence rise every time her team cheers her on.
“You can do this, Mei!” Aya yells.
“Go Mei!” Bailey shouts.
“Count the seams!” Zahra yells.
The pitcher from the other team throws the ball. Mei takes a big swing but misses. There’s a wave of “awes” from the stands, but the team doesn’t stop cheering. The pitcher throws the ball again and this time Mei hits it to right field. Haruko and Karla take off running as Mei drops the bat and heads to first base. Karla makes it home and Haruko gets to third base with Mei on second.
Tanya is now at the plate. She’s a natural at bat. I don’t doubt she’ll hit it far enough to get Haruko and Mei home.
Tanya rolls up her sleeves and stares down at the pitcher. The pitcher looks behind her, then back at Tanya, who’s close to baring her teeth. Yeah, she’s a little intense about the game, but she’s also a lot of fun.
The pitcher throws the ball, and Tanya swings the bat hard, sending the ball into the sun. Everyone cheers as Haruko, Mei, and Tanya book it around the field. They all make it home.
I look at the scoreboard and it’s ten to eight. We win.
All the women hug each other and I catch Haruko’s eye. I nod my head to the bleachers where everyone’s clearing out, and she nods.
I take a deep breath and remove off my cap, running my hand through my hair again, thinking of what to say. I don’t get a lot of time to think, though. Just like that, Haruko taps me on the shoulder. I turn around and see her standing there, sweaty and out of breath, looking amazing.
“Hey,” she breathes, toeing the grass under her feet.
“Hey.” I clear my throat. “Listen, I wanted to talk about the other night.”
“Yeah, me too,” she says, smiling.
Okay, this conversation might go well.
A little less nervous after seeing her smile. “Are you okay with what happened?”
She licks her lips. “Yeah, I am. Very okay. In fact…” She looks to the ground, then back up at me with a nervous glint in her eyes, “I want to go again.”
I don’t even bother hiding the smile on my face because thank fuck.
“Really?”
“Yeah.” She grins wider. “I mean, it was a lot of fun. Though will you guys come with me?” she asks.
And that’s when things get complicated.
On the one hand, I’m happy she’s thinking of us three men as one, on the other hand we’re still her bosses. This isn’t just about a foursome at Club Sin. This is about the ethics of having sex with your bosses. We already went too far the first time and I’m not sure I can stop myself from going further given the chance.
“I’ll be honest, Haruko. I’m sure we all want to go with you. You’re…”
Fuck, what do I say? You’re amazing? We want you more than our next breath? You’re the love of our lives? That may be too much, but she’d need more than just “a good time” to risk this, wouldn’t she?
“I’m…” she says, waiting for me to finish the sentence.
“You’re amazing. We had an amazing night with you and we’d love to take you again. Plus, you know us and it’s easier to feel safe with people you know, right?”
Haruko nods at him.
“I agree,” she says softly, taking a step forward. “Um… can I ask you something?”
I nod, inhaling her vanilla shampoo.
“Is helping me feel safe the only reason you want to go with me? Because I was thinking last night that I felt something, but I wasn’t sure. I know having feelings for your bosses is… wrong, but I want to know, would you want more if we could have more? Or is this just a fun time and you caring about me is why you want to come again?”
I shouldn’t be making any kind of proclamations without talking to Parker and Elijah. In fact, I may have already said too much. In my defense, Parker started this the second he invited her without talking to us. And fuck, I don’t want her to think for a second that we don’t want her.
Because we do. Elijah too, even though he won’t admit it.
I wrap my arm around her waist and tip her head back with my finger, feeling her soft skin.
“We want you, Haruko. I know it’s wrong with us being your bosses and all, but that doesn’t seem to be stopping it. If you weren’t our employee, you’d be in our bed every night already.”
She smiles and leans up on her tiptoes to kiss me. She pulls back just as fast with a shocked look on her face, telling me she didn’t know she was going to do that.
“Kiss me again, Haruko,” I say. “Kiss me like I’m not your boss. Like I’m someone you met at a club who you want. Like I’m one of three men whose lips you want on yours.”
She cups the back of my neck and pulls me to her lips. Her kiss is sweet and soft. Her tongue gently opens my mouth and slides inside. My hands wrap around her, and I pull her close as the world goes away, and it’s just us. It’s just us, but in a way, I can also feel Parker and Elijah with us. Because we’re a team and it seems likely, based on our conversation, that Haruko’s okay with that.