Haruko
Oh my God. I’m kissing a man beneath the bleachers. My high school fantasies are coming true. Well, not exactly. For one, in my dreams, I wasn’t wearing a softball uniform covered in dirt and two, I was kissing the football jock, not my boss and softball coach. Though if I had to choose between the two, Nicholas wins by a landslide. He actually knows how to kiss a woman.
One hand cups the back of my head while the other wraps around my waist as he takes control of the kiss. He holds me close, our bodies flush together as his tongue dances with mine. I stand up on my tiptoes, wanting to get closer to him while I grip his shirt. I moan into his mouth as my whole body lights up.
Fuck, this man can kiss.
I knew that last night, but having his lips on me again reminds me of how much I enjoyed it. Speaking of last night… holy shit. I had fantasies about a foursome before, ones that included by bosses but those were nothing like the actual thing. And we didn’t even have sex. Nothing could’ve prepared me for what happened. Club Sin itself was amazing. It’s so incredible to see people so open but what the four of us did in that room will be forever burned into my memory.
After we parted ways, and I went to my house, I jumped in the shower only wanting to cleanup, but getting myself off to the memory of the night. The men’s hands on me, in me. Elijah and Nicholas’s cocks in my hands and Parker’s dick in my mouth.
As Nicholas and I kiss, those memories come rushing back again and I squeeze my thighs together as wetness seeps out of me. I mewl against his lips, and he presses me against a pole behind the bleachers. I can feel his erection grinding against me between my legs.
“Fuck, I want you,” I pant. “Are you allowed?” I ask. Not sure what rules these guys have with sharing a woman. Are they only allowed to fuck her when all three of them are in the room? Can they do it separately, but they need to tell each other?
Nicholas cups my cheek and runs his thumb over my swollen lips.
“I shouldn’t,” he says, and my shoulders fall, but I try to hide my disappointment. I don’t want to cause a rift with the guys, so I shake my head.
“I understand.” I move to get out of his grasp and calm the hell down, but he doesn’t let me leave.
“Haruko. I said I shouldn’t. I won’t.”
I look into Nicholas’ eyes and see them burning with lust.
“I don’t want to make a mess of this. Not when we’re already on shaky ground,” I say.
“We’ve never been in this position before, Haruko. The women we’ve been with are usually from the club and we’re only with each other there,” Nicholas explains. “This is uncharted territory, and we’ve never discussed what to do if we’re alone with a woman. Having said that, I don’t think I can fuck you without talking to them.”
“Okay,” I say, still a little disappointed, but I understand where he’s coming from, so I’m not too sad about it.
“But I will get you off,” he says.
That raises my spirits.
“How?” I ask, feeling butterflies take off in my stomach.
He pulls back and turns me around, so my front is against the pole. He presses his front against my back, and I feel him slide his fingers past the waistband of my pants until he reaches my slick center.
“Fuck,” I moan.
He leans down and whispers in my ear, “I’m going to finger fuck you right here—in public, where anyone can see you.”
My pussy clenches and my breath hitches.
“I know you like to be watched, Haruko. Can you imagine someone walking by and seeing your coach with his hand down your pants making you come?”
I nod, picturing it in my mind. People, no faces, but people standing off to the side, watching as Nicholas slips a finger inside me. His palm grinds against my clit as his digit curls, brushing against my G-spot.
“Oh, God,” I whimper.
“Yes, that’s it. Fuck, you’re so fucking wet, baby.” He adds a second finger. “I’ve been thinking about you and this needy pussy all fucking day. Hell, I’ve been thinking about it ever since I tasted her. So sweet.” Nicholas rubs his erection against my ass and at a certain angle, it would totally look like we’re fucking.
“Do you know how hard these two years have been?” he says. “Not being able to touch you. Act like I don’t want you every fucking day and every fucking night. You drive me wild, Haruko. You’re driving all of us wild.”
Nicholas speeds up his movements as my orgasm builds and builds with every stroke.
“We want you in our bed. As your boss, it’s bad to want that. I shouldn’t. We shouldn’t. But God, we can’t help it,” he continues as he cups my breast over my shirt. “You’re just too perfect. Too beautiful. Too sweet. Too brilliant. And after last night, you became even more our type. The way you lit up as those people watched you get off was spectacular.”
Nicholas pinches my nipple, and I gasp as my pussy clenches around his fingers.
“That’s it. You’re so close, aren’t you, baby?”
I nod as my hips rock. I’m so close. His words, the feeling, the memories and imagining that I’m being watched are almost enough to push me over the edge. Nicholas releases my breast and cups my face, turning my head sideways so he can capture my lips and that’s what does. I come, moaning into his mouth as I shudder beneath his enormous frame. Pleasure radiates through me. He groans against my lips as he draws out every ounce of my orgasm until I’m spent.
He pulls out his hand and I turn around to see him licking his fingers with a satisfied smile on his face. I look down and see he’s still hard.
“What about you?” I ask, nodding at his erection.
“I’m fine,” he replies and tucks a strand of hair behind my ear.
I take a step forward, still dazed from my orgasm, and cup his cock.
“You don’t look fine,” I say, stroking him.
Nicholas shuts his eyes for a moment before opening them slowly.
“We’ve pushed the limits as much as we can today, don’t you think?”
I shrug. “If you say so.” I back away and pick up my dropped bag and head to my car. Before I throw over my shoulder, “But if you want to know how Parker felt, I’ll be waiting in the car.”
I don’t look back as I jog to my car.
Woah, where did that come from? I’ve never said anything like that before. Then again, I’ve never been with more than one guy at once. I put my softball gear in the back and get into the driver's seat. Nicholas gets into my car.
When I shut the door, he says, “Those are very dangerous words, Haruko.”
“How so?” I ask, innocently.
He cocks his head to the side before grinning like a wild cat. “Because you’re not the only one who's had his cock in your mouth. I know how you felt but I don’t know how he felt and you make wanting to find out pretty fucking tempting.”
I had a feeling there was something between Nicholas and Parker, but wasn’t sure. Now I know that at least they’ve been together physically. But I’ve seen the way they interact. Long hugs, pats on the back that linger and the way they sometimes whisper in the office. Standing close together so intimately makes me think it’s more than just physical between them. And that they also want me makes me realize how much people can care for one another.
I lean over the console and give Nicholas a quick kiss on the lips. Most of the people have gone and we’re the only ones in the parking lot right now. Thankfully, the console is at the same level with the seats in my car, so I’m comfortable leaning down after undoing Nicholas’s belt.
I take out his cock and am reminded of how smooth it is and how it curves slightly. I look up at him through my lashes and he gives me a nod. So, I slick my tongue and play with the head of his cock already dripping with pre-cum. I moan as I suck the head of his dick, and I hear his groan.
“Oh, fuck, baby.” Nicholas cups the back of my head and just holds it there as I bob up and down his shaft. He’s the same thickness as Parker but longer, so I can’t get him all the way into my mouth but based on how he’s reacting, he’s okay with it.
“Oh, Jesus, fuck, baby. Your mouth feels so fucking good. You’re going to make me fucking come down your throat. Fucking hell.” Nicholas smacks the roof of my car as his hand grips my hair.
What I can’t get into my mouth, I use my hand to jerk off. Faster and faster, my hand slides up and down until he’s bucking uncontrollably.
“Motherfucker,” he groans as he comes. Emptying himself into my mouth.
I keep stroking him and swallowing his cum until I get every drop. When I do, I sit up and wipe my mouth as Nicholas leans back with his eyes closed and a soft smile on his lips. I can’t help but smile, too.
I get a few tissues to clean us up. As we do, I wonder if this will have any repercussions. My need for them is in a tricky balancing act with ethics both in a work capacity and amongst Elijah, Nicholas and Parker’s relationship. Nicholas said it’s been a hard two years for them, having me as their employee because they want me. So, it’s not like this came out of nowhere. But bringing a fantasy into reality isn’t that easy.
“Hey, are you okay?” he asks.
“Yeah, why?” I ask.
“You went a little quiet there. Did I do something wrong?”
“Oh, my God, no. Not at all.” I cup his face. “That was amazing.” I sit back in my seat. “I was just worried that I did something wrong. That I broke the rules and Elijah and Parker might get mad at you or something.”
Nicholas chuckles. “They will not think you did anything wrong. They will put the responsibility straight on me, and I deserve it. I’m your coach and your boss. I should know better.”
“But I’m an adult and I should know better too,” I say.
“I suppose,” he says. “But you have nothing to fear, Haruko.” He leans in and lifts my chin with his finger. “We’re good. You and I. Them and I. Them and you. We just need to talk, is all. And yes, they may be mad that I got to have you again without them knowing, but if this road is leading to where I think, then they’re going to be fine.”
“Where do you think this road is leading?” I ask, my heart beating wildly in my chest.
He takes a moment, then says, “I think this will lead to something magical. Something none of us saw coming. I don’t know how this will go. We still have stuff to figure out, Elijah in particular, but I think if you want this, Haruko, I think we can have it. We can find a way.”
Hope blooms in my chest and I reach up, wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling him into a kiss.
“I hope we can,” I say, pulling back and resting my forehead against his.
When we sit back in our seats Nicholas asks, “Were you really late because of the traffic?”
I chuckle. “Yeah, I was. I think there’s some event going on today and there was just a sea of cars. Not sure what it was. Maybe we can check it out. We could invite Parker and Elijah.”
I look up at him, a little shy, but I relax when he gives me a smile and pulls out his phone to text his friends.
“Where are we going?” Parker asks, as we walk down the sidewalk in the central district.
The traffic was because of the Poetry Festival. It’s the last day and all the tourists were leaving town so they can get back to work on monday.
“Anywhere we want,” Nicholas says, walking next to me.
Parker is on the other side of me, while Elijah is behind. He’s gone back to his quiet self, but I still see the heat lingering in his eyes when I turn around. I catch him checking out my ass. I can tell he’s still more hesitant than the other two, but I’m hoping to find some way of assuring him that even though this is ethically compromising, we can get through it. That this is something I want, not because I’m trying to get somewhere in the company or because they manipulated me. I just want them.
From the moment I met them, I felt a connection and for the last two years it’s been building. Faster with Parker and Nicholas, but even with Elijah, because no matter how much he tries to avoid me, we still talk sometimes. I’ve learned a lot about him by talking to Parker in particular. He seems to be comfortable talking about him.
Parker stops Nicholas and points to an antique store. Margaret’s Antiques.
“Hey, they might have some cool animal figurines in here,” Parker says, and looks to Elijah and me. “You mind if we take a look?”
“No problem,” I say, waving towards the door.
A bell rings as all four of us enter the store. It smells like leather and smoke and there’s stuff everywhere. Racks upon racks of everything from dishcloths to books to vases and so much more.
The lady at the counter gives us a sweet smile and says, “Welcome to Margaret’s Antiques. Let me know if you need any help.”
“Thanks,” I say.
Nicholas and Parker head towards the back of the store while Elijah goes right to the vases.
“You collect animal figurines?” I ask Parker as we weave through the racks of old cups.
“I don’t. Nicholas collects them,” he replies, nodding at Nicholas, who’s found a rack of glass animal figurines.
“Cute,” I say as I follow Nicholas and watch him look through the pieces.
“Looking for any in particular?” I ask.
“Well, with these antique glass ones, I’m looking for a cat. A black cat. I mostly run into white cats, but I already have one of those.”
Nicholas looks through the animals and I can’t help but grin at this little tidbit I learned about him. It’s cute and makes my heart flutter.
“How many animals figurines do you have?” I ask, joining him in the hunt.
Nicholas blows out a long breath. “God, I don’t know at this point. I’ve been collecting them since I was a kid. Definitely over one hundred. I don’t actively look for them. Most of them I get if I’m in a store that has them. Though these antique animals are different since I can’t find them in a toy store and have to look for them
I look through the glass figurines and in the back I see a black cat in a lying down pose.
“Hey, I found one!”
Nicholas, who was now on the far side of the rack, walks back to me as I pull it from the rear of the rack.
“Hell, yeah,” I say excitedly. I hand it to him and the look on his face takes my breath away.
Pure, innocent happiness.
“Thank you,” Nicholas leans down to kiss me on the cheek. When he pulls back his face is one of surprise, like he wasn’t planning on doing that. Then he looks behind me and his shoulders tense. I turn and see Parker and Elijah behind us.
Parker smirks, and I can see a small smile pulling at Elijah’s lips as he shakes his head. I look back at Nicholas and some sort of telepathic communication must have happened because he relaxes, and his smile comes back.
As we head to the counter, Parker jogs up to Nicholas to see what he got, and I hang back with Elijah.
I look up at him and he seems more relaxed than when he’s at the office. And more casual than the club. He’s dressed in blue jeans, an army green T-shirt and boots, with a pair of sunglasses hanging out of the pocket of his jacket. His dark eyes look down at me and he leans in to whisper, “Nicholas is the most transparent out of our group. Can’t hide a thing to save his life.”
I chuckle nervously and he must sense it because he puts a reassuring hand on the small of my back and leads me out of the store. His hand is warm, and I melt into him.
Well, he’s not mad. That I know for sure. I don’t know what he knows and what he thinks of it. I guess he meant Nicholas can’t hide his feelings for me from his friends, but what will he think when he finds out we got each other off? What will Parker think?
The lack of communication is making me nervous. My instinct is to drop everything. Maybe quit my job and get as far away from my bosses as possible. But my heart is telling me not to stop. To see what happens. That this may be something magical.
I guess only time will tell if I’m making the right decision. But I need to make a decision.