Chapter Twelve
Holden,
I’m glad you found the strength to ask for help, and I can’t tell you how much it means to hear that you’re truly receiving it. I can only imagine what it took to get to this point, but I know you’re braver than you give yourself credit for.
Life back here is quiet, but in a way that feels steady, like something solid to lean on. We had the Winter Festival last weekend—the whole town came out in full force, and it was even better than last year’s. I created these arrangements with deep crimson dahlias, winterberries, and evergreen sprigs, scattered with little white anemones that looked like stars against all that dark green.
They were a hit; people kept coming by, taking photos. I’m attaching a picture of one of the centerpieces for you to see—it’s nothing like seeing it in person, but I hope it captures at least some of the warmth of that night.
Landon and Bishop had a booth at the festival, sampling wines from the Paradise Bay vineyard. They told me you’d decided to put things on pause for now, and I know it was a hard choice for you, but they understand. In fact, I offered to help with the vineyard while you’re away. I know some about grapes and I have teachers and friends who could help me if I have questions.
The holidays are coming up fast, and somehow the town feels more festive than ever. Lights are everywhere, even more than last year, draped across every shop window and every branch in the square. It’s strange how this time of year can feel both so full and so quiet, but I think I’m finally starting to settle into it. I’m learning to make a little more space for the good, to let it in without always bracing for something else.
And you . . . you’re in my thoughts, Holden. I hope wherever you are this season, you’re finding the peace and rest you need. I want to believe that, even if we’re miles apart, we’re somehow moving forward together, each in our own way.
Take care of yourself, Holden. I hope the new year brings you all the strength and hope you’ve been searching for.
Yours,
Jenna